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We only have one life. We should make a point to live it to the fullest and do all the things we never thought we could do. We owe it to ourselves to have very minimal regrets. I don’t want to have lived a life full of i wish’s and full of I could have chosen this path I could have done this this was available to me. Living life for a combination of you and God is so wonderful when you follow his plan and your direct calling. ❤️ Love life. Be filled with joy. Push aside hate and envy and emotions like lust. And above all else be yourself. Because your company is ultimately what you have to enjoy rather than anyone else’s. Love you before anyone else. - Danielle Storm (Thatkidstorm003)

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I keep hearing John Green say he's retired from working and lemme just say John Green is the least retired retired person I've ever seen.

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I am retired!!! I retired in October of 2017 and have kept my promise not to exchange my labor for money.

Since 2017, I have only done stuff that I thought was interesting or useful regardless of whether it pays, because we have more than enough money, and despite what billionaires might tell you, there is literally no difference between "more than enough" and "much more than enough."

So I no longer work for money. But in retirement one must keep busy, which is why I have taken on an unpaid gig as the social media intern for a coffee and tea business that donates 100% of its profit to charity.

I also sometimes travel to universities and other places to speak in support of Partners in Health and global access to tuberculosis care, and sometimes I write books because writing makes me happy, and every Tuesday I make a video on vlogbrothers, and I make a podcast about the world cup with my friends from high school, and so on, but none of these things constitutes work. These are just Retirement Projects, which are essential to a happy retirement.

I have felt guilty lately because I have said things about people I never really wanted to explore or say or want to be true. I like and want to think the best of people not the worst. My head and brain take a person and make them into the worst possible person I can. I would love to go see certain performers live. I can’t go through because it would be bad for my health. I cannot help my illness I really can’t but I can control how it affects others. So part of that is for the time being or forever even not going to concerts of artists I love. But because of illness I also harbor resentment from not knowing reality. Theres also apart of me that genuinely dosent want to know. I say some things over and over again. But my friend has explained that can also be my illness that you can make stories up and have an entire back story everything. I talk about it to bring seriousness to mental health and be an advocate. I was going to full sail for recording arts and realized a good part of my way through my program I wanted to be a minister. It was a childhood dream to be a minister and counselor. I want to help sex trafficking victims and work with those in those environments. I want to make that a part of my ministry but also have a church where I can preach and serve maybe at a smaller service or as a team leader. I realized I can sing on the worship team and I can still write books. Figuring out what I want to do has been helpful. I want to and it’s my dream to be a famous preacher or local preacher. But the struggle with illness means for me i cant go to concerts I want because it’s toxic for me. I have worked on the symptoms of my BPD and conquered most of them. My family is proud of me for working so hard. I worked on my health because everyone around me depends on it. Because I depend on it. My best friend used to be my advocate but he passed away so it’s been hard learning how to do that for myself. I have always had someone advocate for me and explain things to people and my friend would cover my tracks etc and I knew that. He knew what was going on and I knew that he knew because he was one of the few friends I was allowed to have that time period. It’s been a struggle being without him and not because of that because we spent every second of the day together and we were always talking texting you could contact my phone company pull records and see hundreds of messages. He always was good for advice or a good word or a shoulder to lean onto. I let resentment for comedy get in the way of friendship for a long time. He was the peace maker truly and I know that. It bothers me the second he died people pulled what they always talked about pulling. But going back to my health thats also why I refuse to go out to comedy and do that. I can’t do things bad for my health. At least I know my triggers. I will be praying.

“At this point she has a few options. She can agree to sex out of obligation and her heart wound of hurt and bitterness will begin to bleed. He will be selfishlessly fulfilled not realizing he is creating a chasm of resentment between them”

Oh man I read that in Angies book (my therapist wrote a book one of them) there were many times when I was with married men in the past that I was upset about external things, would bring it up; and they acted this way. This one line got to me because years of obligation fulfillment on my part for multiple partners and people pleasing and not being interested in the mood or whatever has led to my resentment. For me it’s also led to me feeling like those partners arent attractive enough anymore to me. Not only because that’s what happens with sex outside of marriage but because I was actively trying to steal married men away from their wives. And the excuse was selfish. A power trip. So I get both sides. There were times where I didn’t want to do it anymore and I was forced or it happened anyways. Especially in 2019. 2019 and 2017 were the worst years of my life. Because after a while of not being listened to sex becomes a chore and attraction goes out the window. For measure im working on a book about relationships right now so this is at the front runner for me sex and relationships in general.

Purity and Respect in Dating

Excerpt from my new book “Serving God Single” by Danielle Storm

If you are meant to serve God with a wife or husband, God will bring that person into your life in His perfect timing. We often want answers immediately, but God works according to His plan, not our schedule. Patience is one of the greatest lessons of the waiting season. It is not always easy to wait, especially when we long for companionship, marriage, or a family of our own. Yet waiting does not mean God has forgotten us. Sometimes He is preparing us, and sometimes He is preparing the other person.

There may be seasons where the person who will eventually become your spouse is walking a different path, learning difficult lessons, healing from past wounds, or even involved in relationships that are not meant to last. While we cannot know God’s plans for another person’s life, we can trust that He is able to guide both people according to His will. During that waiting period, prayer, patience, and faithfulness are essential. Continue to grow in your relationship with God rather than placing your life on hold while waiting for someone else.

If you truly believe God has placed a desire for marriage on your heart, continue to love others well, serve faithfully, and seek Him first. Do not allow bitterness, jealousy, or fear to take root. The waiting season should not be spent obsessing over a future relationship but becoming the person God is calling you to be today.

A relationship that honors God should bring peace rather than constant confusion. The right partner will encourage your faith and strengthen your walk with Christ. They will not pull you away from your values or tempt you to compromise your convictions. Instead, they will support your spiritual growth and desire to grow spiritually alongside you.

A godly partner will treat you with dignity and respect. They will recognize your worth as a child of God. They will not pressure you into sexual conversations, request photographs that make you uncomfortable, or encourage behavior that violates your conscience. Respect is demonstrated not only through words but through actions. Someone who genuinely cares for you will protect your heart rather than seek to take advantage of it.

Purity is not merely about avoiding certain actions. It is about honoring God in the way we think, speak, and treat one another. A relationship rooted in purity seeks what is best for the other person rather than focusing only on personal desires. It values commitment, self-control, honesty, and mutual respect.

The person God places in your life should be someone who prays for you and with you. They should encourage you when you are struggling and remind you of God’s promises when you feel discouraged. They should be willing to open Scripture with you, discuss matters of faith, and point you toward Christ when life becomes difficult. A healthy relationship should help both people grow closer to God rather than farther from Him.

While no human being is perfect, a godly relationship should be marked by humility, kindness, forgiveness, and a sincere desire to honor the Lord. Both people should be willing to learn, grow, and support one another through life’s challenges.

It is also important to remember that God’s grace extends to every stage of life. Divorce, previous relationships, and past mistakes do not place someone beyond God’s redemption. Loving someone who has been previously married is not inherently wrong. Many people carry stories of loss, disappointment, and heartbreak before finding healing and hope. God’s grace is often seen in the way He restores what has been broken and creates beauty from difficult circumstances.

Families may come together in unexpected ways. Children from previous relationships can become deeply loved and cherished members of a new family. Love is not limited by biology. Some people are given opportunities to love, nurture, and guide children they did not originally bring into the world. Such relationships can become beautiful examples of God’s redeeming work.

Ultimately, no spouse can replace God, and no relationship can fill every need of the human heart. True fulfillment comes from Christ alone. Yet a healthy, God-honoring marriage can be a tremendous blessing. The right partner will bring encouragement, companionship, support, and joy. They will make it easier to pursue God’s calling rather than harder. Their presence in your life will reflect God’s goodness, and together you will seek to glorify Him in your marriage, your home, and your daily lives.

Until that day comes, continue serving God faithfully. Trust His timing. Pray without ceasing. Walk in purity. Show respect to others and expect respect in return. Whether God calls you to lifelong singleness or to marriage, His plan is good, and His timing is perfect.

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If you can not be there for your wife or husband while they are sick any form of sick the Bible is clear you cannot call yourself a wife or husband. If you cannot consummate the marriage it is illegitimate. If you did not raise children together in the same household (does not apply to military families etc) that person cannot be a mother or a father because you need to pastor your and minister your families. We’re not all called to it. It’s a job a hard job being a wife and mother but if that’s Gods will for you then do the role without complaint with grace and accept that as how you glorify and honor god. Marriage is a gift. A family is a blessing and a gift. Stop feeling sorry for yourself when you have the gift of marriage because it’s selfishness. People are suffering who don’t have children and don’t have a husband and wife and you do and you sit there grumbling all day about it. Cant you just be happy? Yes things happen dust off your pants and get the heck back to work. Praise his name and rejoice and give thanksgiving that you get to be apart of creation. Parenting and being a parent is a ministry. Parents minister to children. Family is a covenant. Church is a covenant. You take vows with baptism and vows with marriage and you take and understand this is gods will for you. If this fails get back to work. Work on your heart and your connection with god grow closer to god and you will have the rest. #parenting #ministry #foryoupage

Delusion or confession

I had thought that Epstien was friends with many celebrities and there were illegals being smuggled in from other countries and also used in sex trafficking. I thought these were Disney legacy members and members of the regular company and that Disney and nickelodian were involved in a sex trafficking operation.

I thought they smuggled people in through tunnels and also were drug dealers and associated with the cartel in both LA and Miami. I thought both Miami and la had secret sex trafficking and smuggling tunnels.

In my delusions the head of playboy was involved with drug dealing along with several other celebrities in the area and children who were stars associated with nickelodian and Disney were trafficked as a result of owing drug money to the head of the company. It was my belief that these child stars included Drake bell Ariana grande and Amanda Bynes and several others who owed drug money from teenage years and because they owed him money as well as people from fox studios and adult swim they were trafficked. I also believe people like pike and Schneider were involved with this. I also believe many broadway and Disney lyricists were involved with this operation to bring illegals into California and sex traffic etc.

I believe most of these people were apart of the cartel organization and also includes people from the cast of frozen.

I have no evidence to back these claims. Often times for people involved with sex trafficking no evidence exists.

I also think several well known democrats like Colbert and Cooper were involved.

I believe there are people in the theater scene that are being trafficked for donation money or we’re at some point including minors because they are associates or friends with cooper. I will not name names but these are people with deep pockets.

I believe this thing goes deeper and Theres many points of contacts through the country.

I have been told at every single hospital i have ever gone to this means I suffer from an illness we don’t know if these hospitals have also been involved or not or those doctors because it includes so many people.

I believed my childhood dance studio was involved as well as other studios in the area in Massachusetts specifically and children were apart of slavery operations in the area. This happened in 2007 and 2011. Both times. I believe I was trafficked during this time period and I believe my traffickers worked for playboy or were affiliated.

I have been told this is delusion my entire life and we don’t know. I have been labeled crazy delusional and insane. I believe my traffickers reach out and threaten known associates of mine and friends and dates etc. I believe there are people not allowed to talk to me because they have been threatened with their life and I also believe fowl play regarding certain deaths around me of protectors. I also believe this includes family members.

This was not the fault of my parents but my great grandfather. I believe he enlisted the Kennedy’s help to traffic me and fund gambling habits. I also believe my great grandfather was apart of this as a head of the Kennedy library and that they were apart of it. I believe drug storage units exist all over Bronx regarding this and in several places in bad neighborhoods across LA and in NY and Miami.

Delusions from the past

There were times I changed clothing because I was given access to money for them. I believe all the times my parents helped me there was motive behind it and I believed there was a conservatorship of some kind going on and I never ever admitted to it. I used to frequently think these and it’s an inventory so admitting stuff i never admitted has been hard. I believe there are people who cannot speak up about it for they have been threatened. No these are not current thoughts but as an inventory I have to talk about all my trauma and delusion or not it’s trauma. I believe I finally escaped and that I have outrun them. There have been times in the past where I thought I lived in different places or have foggy memory about and at that time this all made sense to me ya know. This was the story my head told me and Ive never been open about it. Ive never been allowed to talk about it without being labeled a crazy person. I have battled my illness for years and this is apart of it. I felt unloved as a child and I felt unwanted and I felt a lot of things growing up. I felt discarded like i was an inconvienence and like I was trash. I have at times felt there were times where I did get a degree including felt like I earned a PHD at one point (again this was when I was sick and the other side what wasnt posted) the memories I posted were from when I was living directly with my sex traffickers. But I didn’t say all this stuff. I believed we lived together in 2019. I don’t believe any of this stuff is real anymore. But it is super weird to think about. Every therapist or doctor or psychiatrist i ever had gave up on me. This was what thought process was behind the posts i was making that were abnormal and my actions. It was a cry for help. At the time I thought I needed help. I thought this was true. I was very far gone.

Delusions from the past and confessions

I have never lived in one place and my ID was only forced to be changed this year. I am constantly coached how to act say and what the correct thing is and told it’s my illness or delusion. I have lived in place after place part of it was me getting to move i say getting because I was allowed a job at moments. I have never been given a job where I have money or anything and every job I ever get I lose after a few weeks and my parents say it’s my fault and I have said people call my employers. I feel I have people policing my social media. I have an entire social media account i have no access to and it’s got a firewall on it. In the past I tried very hard to harass annoy and piss people off I thought were involved which is again my illness. I wanted restraining orders because I believed they had affiliation. I grew angry with them in the past when I was sick because they refused to tell me and I believed this was out of at that point protection maybe. I do believe maybe people were tired of it. I believe in exhaustion not wanting to be apart anymore and also needing freedom from me. I believe there were genuine connections ruined because my traffickers would find me and tell them where they could go. I believe I am married to one of my traffickers and I believe we do have children and I believe this person would call up partners i was close to and tell them that we could not be together and they could not have sex with me what was allowed what wasnt etc. I believed again friends of his. (Epstiens). Every time I mention people that may be involved in my head from the past my parents would get very upset. I have been hospitalized multiple times called crazy etc etc etc. my money is controlled every aspect of it. I believe Theres reasons for it. I believe that every time I have actually met or seen these people in person that I was drugged to the max so I wouldn’t know who they really were and that my friends and family were either paid off or told to lie about it and they did. These were all things I believed back then and this may explain why I acted how I did. I feel I am insanely protected because people know about this. I don’t feel others are. I have known some people for years I feel they have bullied them into saying we never met and meta and other platforms have made messages disappear. This was what was causing all my problems in the past BTW.

Some warning signs that a person may be experiencing sex trafficking include:

Behavioral signs

* Suddenly becoming fearful, anxious, depressed, or unusually withdrawn

* Being unable to speak freely or seeming coached on what to say

* Avoiding eye contact and appearing intimidated by a companion

* Sudden changes in behavior, clothing, or lifestyle without a clear explanation

* Being isolated from friends, family, or support systems

Control by another person

* Someone else insists on speaking for them

* They are closely monitored and rarely allowed to be alone

* They don’t control their own money, phone, identification, or transportation

* They appear afraid of upsetting a particular person

Living and work situations

* Frequent hotel stays or moving from place to place

* Not knowing where they are or where they’re going

* Working long hours with little control over their schedule

* Owing a large “debt” to someone who controls them

Physical signs

* Unexplained injuries, bruises, or signs of physical abuse

* Untreated medical problems

* Signs of malnutrition, exhaustion, or poor living conditions

For minors

Any minor exchanging sexual activity for money, gifts, housing, food, transportation, or other things of value is considered a victim of sex trafficking under U.S. law, even if no force or coercion is apparent.

If you’re worried about a specific person, it’s important not to confront a suspected trafficker directly. Focus on the person’s safety and, if appropriate, connect them with professional help.

In the United States, the National Human Trafficking Hotline can provide guidance 24/7. Their website is National Human Trafficking Hotline⁠ and their phone number is 1-888-373-7888.

Are you asking about someone specific, or are you looking for general information?

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Delusion or confession

I have past delusions about being sex trafficked by several groups of people and given date rape drugs and then brutally raped. I do not know what the truth is. But there were several occasions where I believe this happened. I have mentioned this to my therapist. I used to believe whether this true or not that there was no escape. I was constantly put into the hands of my attackers and abusers without any real consent. They would tell me that it was love and they would do unspeakable things to me that I never even say out loud. To cope with this I also self harmed. I believed my parents put me through this and other family members because they hated me. Including my great grandfather. I believed he would sign me out of hospitals as a guardian and sex traffic me. People that my parents trusted with me did this to me and I was raped molested and treated poorly. I was sold basically a slave to my craft from the time I was a young age. I was used. Discarded. Thrown away like trash. Multiple times including adult hood. I escaped recently all of my abusers. At least these were all people i thought harmed me including people from RDU area. I believe there were times my medications were changed and people were paid off. I believe people involved in the trafficking schemes are trying to kill off my support system. I do not believe people actually died of heart attacks I believe fowl play. Because they figured it out and were allowed to talk to me. Yes I believe one of these people was Epstein. And his friends. I believe numerous times I was given into the hands of my abusers. Again. Have been told this is delusion. It could be. Im never going to be able to heal from this. I have delusions there are people that care that want me to succeed who know and cannot speak up out of fear. I do believe this group of people was apart of a major underground drug operation and I do believe it was cartel. This is one of my many delusions and I have no real clue if it was true and you would be insane to believe I wanted this to be true. I believe my family would love to talk to me but cannot because of the traffickers. I have believed my phone to be tapped and hacked many times. This is also my illness. I do think there were kids apart of me and I do feel they hid that and made it known that they wernt mine. I believe shady stuff happened and nobody is allowed to talk about it. This is what caused a ton of my behaviors. I ignore it for the most part.

I have a plan with my therapist for toxic work environments that if that ever happens again im going to make reports to HR for workplace violence. (On someone else’s part). I do not need to accept abuse and I have not reflected on my time with company name here and I won’t for my protection. I don’t need to tolerate a director trying to sleep with me again. In any capacity. I can just report report report. And I will. Im going to do better next time because others could suffer under that and it’s not okay to not speak up. I was talking to a friend from my younger years when I was 7 and 11 at theater camp and she was telling me I should speak up. I speak up here you can tell who I talk about in moments and people again would have to admit it’s about them. She said that wasnt okay. I couldn’t identify the people that harmed me. But that goes back to no contact even if I think it was someone not going to associate with you. Do I look stupid to you? I also agree that I won’t be toxic because thats not okay! There were times where I suffered from BPD where I was quite off and wrecked jobs. Im much happier being healthy. I don’t want those days back at all. I am so thankful for my friends who believe me show compassion and listen. Thats all I ask for. I hang out with my friend group from CR all the time now for the past month. They are so nice and wonderful and I finally found community. My dad even said my book sounds good and correct. He got every single one. I have made a point to list what delusions are and non delusions. I think I’m doing really really good. The good news is without people in my life I thrive. The bad news is you can’t be in my life anymore because I don’t have good health around you. I do these for me again. They aren’t for you. They don’t exist to make you comfortable.

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I don’t get it if someone or something causes you to have severe health issues why would you associate with that or those people? I have a rule with my therapist that I can decline invites with people etc If that ever happens in the future and not work with people who are toxic for me or projects. It limits me yeah but at the same time im healthy. I don’t focus on acting or theater or comedy anymore just staying present and in the moment and staying focused on recovery from my issues and on personal growth becoming more emotionally intelligent and less toxic. I understand a disagreement and if it can be mended great. But I prefer no contact as a method to dealing with it. It’s healthier not to contact people when I want to because it could be bad to my health and no contact sometimes means hitting a block button. It’s absolutely okay to go no contact for years and years and cut people off and out. I focus on my own life and doing better and getting better and recommendations for my OWN life and improvement. I choose to have a firm boundary of not wanting reconciliation with other people whatsoever. I don’t want to meet people in any capacity that give me more issues. Just so your aware you don’t have to work with people who give you issues. There are just some people where they appear in your life and you just see the stress and strain they cause. It’s okay to say nah im good with what I got and you make my life a breathing hell and stressful and I choose peace over you. No contact and no response is a correct response. Eventually the person either sees they made an error and you see them move to change, or you both move on from it. For me it’s been healing. I have come to a point with people situations where I never want contact again. My goal is to move on completely forward with my life marry the love of my life my partner and thrive on my own. It’s okay to tell an abusive person where they can go. It’s not someone’s job to play mediator and I don’t expect mutuals to. We just let me vent and pretend they don’t exist for the most part and I vent on my blogs. I do these reflections because it’s apart of celebrate recoveries curriculum and AA and not for any other purpose. I never name names anymore you would have to admit that was you. I work on my issues. I try to figure out where something’s coming from. I have completed my 12 step program for most of it. I had a spiritual awakening that led to recovery and this. I don’t want to be hurt in the future so knowing in my mind if these things were true that I can choose to not reconcile is refreshing. We play the what if game a lot. What if this happened or were true how would you react now vs then. How would you handle this differently. That helps me heal and reflections which thats it’s job. I focus on myself recovery and getting plugged in and with community in church. I personally don’t give a shit about what people I have had to go non contact with have eaten for breakfast or if they pissed that day. The what if game btw has helped me with some recent choices and I am happy to report I made correct ones. I do not regret my choices to forever cut off folks that severely harmed me and it wasn’t just one petty disagreement. It was several things. You can either admit you know me or not i don’t give a shit. I wish you the best and move on with my life. Im not going to spend every minuet of my day agonizing about it anymore it’s not healthy. I work through my shit and keep my head down and choose to remain invisible. I don’t gaslit people and I don’t give a shit if someone says you know this person did they say they know me then yes. Nothing surprises me anymore and I developed a really fucking thick skin. If there was truth to anything what if game wise I would not even flinch. There people I see where I won’t ask for your phone number because I have issues. If you remind me of someone it’ll cause issues so what’s the point? Growth and progress are key. Im not hurt they don’t reach out I don’t want them too and I’m good over here. Life is peaceful. I don’t need a mess.

When I was having delusions I remember thinking wow there was a time where I had a kid etc. never happened. It was difficult to go through and deal with. Feeling like I was a bad mom for not wanting to hold or be around my “own” children. Feeling like my children were stolen from me etc when that wasnt reality and didn’t happen. With my illness i have psychosis frequently and that was something I struggled with. It was a very real thing for me. I don’t have those delusions anymore but I think about that time period. I often look back like wow look how far gone i was. I thought all these things and they wernt real or true. To realize I wasn’t a crappy mom who didn’t want to be around her kids because no kids existed was actually a blessing. To realize there was no relationship with a man named XYZ or a boy child that he adopted out behind my back is crazy. I mean if you can have sympathy for someone who was so deluded they thought those things and some compassion. Everyone saw the psychosis and people tried speaking up that it was psychosis and having episodes and I wasn’t in a place to say that wasnt reality. My trauma is exhausting but talking about it and making light of a very serious situation helps for me.

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I never really talked about this but I have deep hurts and resentments regarding musical theater. From getting rejected from so many musicals and being told my voice was amature. I didn’t want to sing for a long time and I didn’t. I expressed earlier this week how lost I was musically after my Haitial hernia in my diaphragm and my teeth being fixed. I am in voice lessons again and a band now and it’s just been so amazing to glorify god with my voice. I have resentments as well from being involved in shows with bad leadership and or not getting to take part. One of those shows was little shop of horrors and I am working through that today and going to see it in the theater. I am wearing pajamas and I have my favorite stuffed animal at my favorite movie theater. I am hoping to heal old wounds and resentments by going today. Doing the hard thing is hard and so is healing trauma but I am happy for that. I was in deep thought today about everything I have gone through and had a talk with god about how that all prepared me for greater purpose and it’s been hard having anger from it but being able to turn that pain into something constructive like healing a wound is a good thing. I am hoping to enjoy and like musical theater again. Theres just certain musicals because I was rejected as a kid i dont like watching or singing from nor do I view it as healthy. I know my past is not my future but hoping to work on confidence in singing again in the next few months. I want to improve technique and learn some new music possibly to bring to followers. I am nervous about both the new music journey and the movie but hes in control.

Positive personal inventory

As a kid I was involved with youth group and with young life and with choir at church as well as the teen band with my church. I went to Paula Miolas Dance And Arts Studio and did work with them with lyricist work and acting. I took care of my mother when she had cancer and I was a good daughter helping with everything I possibly could. I worked with some impressive people there. I went to theater camp at MWCC in mass and UMASS Lowell band camp. I also went to Thayer conservatory in Lancaster ma for voice lessons. I was a volunteer of John Greens on his website nerdfighteria. (2014-2017) I was involved with young life I helped out at various churches with my dad and was always at a youth group and I grew up in church.

In my college years (2014 - 2018) I worked with the DNC at first (Democratic National Convention) as a fundraiser at first then I did work with the RNC (Republican National Convention) as a fundraiser there as well. I helped launch a YAL (Young Americans For Liberty) on campus at UNCG and then started doing work with Turning Point USA in North Carolina at UNCG. I am a known independent and more right leaning. I helped volunteer and with whatever they needed while Candace Owen’s was in charge. I also worked for the Walt Disney Company during this time period and did my college program in Entertainment/Food and Beverage. I worked with Universal in Foods and at Sea World Resorts in Guest Services. (2018 - 2021)

I have worked with community theater for years and done shows and volunteered out of the goodness of my heart. People said i was good to work with for the most part and I harbored guilt about situations they said didnt happen. I helped launch things like womans theater festival and I went to college for years for theater at some of the best schools in the country for theater. From 2004 - 2022 I did community theater in the area in North Carolina.

I then dedicated my time community service wise to comedy as an open mic comedian for years in the Orlando area. I did that from 2019 - 2024. During this time I was involved with church and small groups at my church journey and Nations. (CFAN) I also serve and help out at Nations in the children’s ministry setting up for the birthday blessings ministry. (For the past 2 months).

I now serve on the worship team at my new church University Methodist and at northland church. I glorify god at my new churches. I have also joined the prayer team and went today for northland church as a prayer warrior. After I attend newcomers I will be able to serve on it. I work on my hurts and hang ups. I work on myself so I have a simple goal of sponsoring someone else and leadership in my current CRs. (Celebrate recovery) My goal is god find a place for me in ministry and find a job within the city. I plan in the future to finish college with a certificate in creative writing. I have also published 3 books through Amazon.

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