We're only several miles from the sun

I wish there was a way to know exactly what fucked me up as a human being. theres a lot of things I can think of but I’d like to know exactly which one really did me in. 

not to be fake deep but  now i’m speechless over the edge just breathless I never thought that i’d catch this….LOVEBUG AGAIN. hopeless, head over heels in the moment I never thought that I’d get hit by this.. LOVE BUG AGAIN……i can’t get your smile out of my mind ((can’t get u out of my mind))). i think about your eyes all the time… you’re beAUTIFUL but you don’t even try (((((u don’t even, don’t even try))))) modesty is just so hard to FIND… Now I’m speechless, over the edge i’m just breathless i never thought that I’d catch this…. ///LOVEBUG/// AGAIN. Hopeless, head over heels in the moment, i never thought that I’d get hit by this LOVE BUG AGAIN…. kissed her for the first time yesterday…………everything I wished that it would BE….suddenly I forgot how to SPEEEAK…….Hopeless, Breathless baby cant yoUU SEEEEEE???????

NOW I’M *guitar solo that sends my soul into another astral plane*

you ever fell in love with somebody like 5 times? like damn, I thought I loved you before but wtf is this next level shit