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You ever just feel so entirely unwanted and unneeded. I can't even remember feeling more lonely than what I have been. I'm always the giving out compliments and mostly because I know what it's like to not get them and it feels shitty. So I try and make people feel good about themselves. I never have felt good about myself. I remember as a when I was 9 I balled my eyes because I thought the school shirt I had on was making me look fat and people would laugh at me. My point is I wish someone would say something nice about me sometime and truly mean. Not say nice things about cause I'm sad and it's what you do (I still appreciate it and it nice and you probably do mean. My head just likes to twist things the wrong way) I just want to feel wanted by someone. You see these post online or what have you and you have people upset with someone because they wouldn't give them attention. I just want someone to want my attention. Anyway I'm sad and lonely and this is kinda a good way for me to just get things out