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This man tried to murder me. Like, legitimately murder me. My best friend too, I’m mortified. Emptied the clip on me. I’m still in shock & disbelief. I can’t believe this is happening to me & at the hands of my own brother nonetheless.

I thought I was gonna come on here & have soo much to say, but really, I just wish this shit never happened. I’ve been racking my brain since, thinking of different scenarios…none of them end with me being alive. I think of all the times I could’ve just cut contact with my family. Anything so I wouldn’t have to deal with this outcome.

On top of everything, I haven’t gotten any type of assistance for real. Which is frustrating, cause I reeeally need rental assistance now & it feels like everyone is downplaying shit cause I got shot in my house & everyone thinks I should move…but idk, I worked hard for my shit. I’m mad as hell that this man tainted my space & I’d stay out of spite alone. I just know that’s not good for me.

I just keep praying for the light at the end of the tunnel, but I feel like I’ll be navigating this mostly on my own as well.