Do I wanna know?

hello babes, i just have to write some things out because i feel like i'm going to scream if i don't. i've basically had the absolutely worse day ever, starting with ruin my new phone (white girl problems) and then seeing a guy who have been harassing me for the last 4 years. This guy has followed me to school, texted me 40 messages per night and waited outside my house. So, when I say that I've got a stalker, I'm not exaggerating in this case. He's schizoprenic, has left me threatening messages and I genuinly feel like crying right now because every time i see him, i panic. i've gone to the police with this, but there's not much they can do and it has messed me up, because i am constantly looking over my shoulder and i'm a bit nervous every time i'm home alone (which i am rn woho). Idk, i'm just crying a little and i didn't know how to talk to someone, considering my phone is broken. i don't even expect someone to read this but if someone did, i hope you're having a better day than mine. 

So, basically, I'm going to a party tomorrow and a party on Saturday, so I might not be able to get on much. Also, depending on the intensity of my hangover, I may not get on on Sunday either... I'm sorry babeees.