"Hey so I miss you" illuminates from my phone as I languish too

Love and kindness fertilized these new roots from earthly womb standing tall yet agonized awaiting the sun to loom beauty not yet recognized like roses before they bloom thoughts before they crystalized that could free us from this gloom

She claws me like the walls she's trying to escape beckoning feral calls while stretching her agape she's shaken as she sprawls her body I've reshaped with signatures she's scrawled marking her escape

I breathe and beg her, please I'll never admit defeat her body a buffet and she's all I can eat

how did this start? painting strokes of red, purple, blue this carnal art painting flesh like it's all I knew

to cut me yet

between her legs I drowned

obsessions lost and obsessions gained she doesn't know my struggle but she knows my name

no clemency sword unsheathed depart this town with out a shriek

I thought that this feeling had passed but fingertips sometimes get lonely it's not a question that gets asked but tonight I pine for you only mutual feelings don't die fast these memories aren't for disowning surging emotions get amassed then released in the form of moaning

She wants a story I can't complete a destiny she can lead like a secret that's not discrete baby, I'm not what you need she wants a foundation with concrete the flower amongst the weed and I couldn't even begin to compete racing a mule against a steed

her spells cast away sin farewell we'll meet again

They say, "hold your head, hold your head" high and mighty shirt tucked and tidy all day, full of dread feeling dead by the night we go reset our psyche I say, "chase that bread, chase that bread" grind and spending like it's never ending all night, in my head final thread mind stunned tending as next day's pending hold my head, hold my head

I chart her scars an hour before noon like mapping stars in a dim lit room cheeks like Mars panties Neptune this moment of ours prophecized like doom

to feel closer to me

in ways that she needed teaching with her lips pursed from the depth that I was reaching until we burst