A Blog for Fictives

Having no source memories yet missing people you never even knew is so... strange. I don't remember him at all, and yet I know just how important he was to me. Hm.

That fictive feel when you’re so different from source at this point and on the outside seem like a completely different person.

That fictive feel of loving other source characters in a way singlets don’t understand because you knew them personally.

i hate people who make noncon art of me, stop drawing me in situations that are disgusting to me. i feel sick. - 🎀 simon

Tffw you search for weeks but can't find any of your source mates and you just want to talk to your friends again or your going to get self destructive and you can't do that cos you need to respect the rest of the system at the same time

That feel when your source character does something mean and out of character and you have uncontrollable guilt over something that you’re aware “isn’t a big deal” and you have to keep thinking it’s not real and you weren’t an asshole in real life.

Being a fictive is so weird sometimes, especially with exomemories. Like I remember that guy as a really, really bad person. And everyone in the source/fandom loves him. And they're not wrong to, cause he's shown as a great guy who raised me the best he could! But I cannot stand him. He was horrible to me and I hate that every time I try to engage with my source, he's there.

Being a fictive who’s psuedomemories are NOTHING like source and are 100x worse /neg

a fellow system friend downloaded my source game and now I'm !!!!!! (positive)

hey i have a question, its possible if in my source memories i die but i also remember things that happened after i died? sorry sometimes im afraid i dont make sense myself

this awesome feeling when in the middle of working process you're struck with immeasurable love and grief for the friends and loved ones you've never had in the first place, and you just wait untill first calm moment to process these feelings and quietly cry yourself to serenity again

The first Alter you’re able to see is a Fictive, even before you knew what DID/OSDD really is. For so long I though I had this thing where Actors get when they play a role for so long that they forget who they are.

TFW you had a failed engagement in your source and now you’re really fucking scared to propose to your boyfriends insys-

Can endo systems interact?

Tfw you can't tell people about your source because it's considered cringe, and bad. So you can't connect with anyone let alone reach out to other fictives because you're from a bad source and were a bad person in said source so you're not a true fictive™️

This is in reference to a recent ask about fictives from 'problematic sources' and yeah it just made me think of this meme I made ages ago