ash ( she / they ), 32. this blog is anti s.m*yer. my b.ella will be written as a human and a witch. she doesn't marry e.dward and doesn't turn into a vampire. please be respectful of my fellow rp partners and myself. thank you. personals and minors DO NOT INTERACT.
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canon divergence.
Bella stays human. She ends things with Edward in Eclipse, while she still cares for him she wants to live her life and grow old. With Edward she knows that isn’t a possibility. My Bella is a witch. Her power is protection, shielding and force field, as well as spell work and potion making abilities. While at collage she goes to Salem and meets other witches that help her come into her magic. While in collage she studies investigative journalism and the occult
STATS
NAME : Isabella “Bella” Swan
AGE : 21+
SPECIES : human / witch
ETHNICITY : Mexican / American
PRONOUNS : she / her
SEXUALITY : bisexual
OCCUPATION : writer
HOMETOWN : Forks, Washington
CURRENT LOCATION : Boston Massachusetts ( for collage )
FACECLAIM : inde navarette
RULES
no God-moding (pretty much a given)
i DO NOT accept any hate towards me or my fellow rp partners
i’m always open for plotting and planing out threads so just drop me an ask if you want to rp
This blog will most likely have NSFW pics, gifsets and threads. they will be tagged
if i post something that triggers you please, feel free to ask me tag
i have trouble replying to messages and what not, because I’m easily distracted. I’m not ignoring you I promise
i am multi-verse and multi-ship.
I follow who I can see myself and muses interacting with. I’m not 100 % mutuals only but I can be selective with who I follow.
i can at times be selective but it doesn’t mean i’m ignoring our threads I just write what I have the most muse for.
please note that this blog will have dark themes, such as violence, murder and horror at times. I try to tag anything I feel is triggering. Again please feel free to ask me to tag anything you feel needs to be tagged.
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ALSO because I need to rant about my girl. I hate. TRULY HATE how shamed Bella is for her sexuality and wanting intimacy and to have sex. She is allowed to want that! She is allowed to like that. SHE IS A SEX POSITIVE WOMAN AND I WONT LET ANYONE SHAME HER FOR THAT.
I really do love the idea of mama Bella but the way it was done was so traumatic. everyone was telling her what to do with HER baby and HER body and everyone got to bond with HER baby ages before her. LIKE GIVE HER HER CHILD. Bella also has mommy issues hard core so she’d definitely need time to consider even being a mom. But I know she’d be the best mother. She would love that baby unconditionally and be so fucking protective. I also like to think that Bella is older when she becomes a mother. Like she’d want to go to school and live through her twenties before committing to becoming a mom.
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Willougby's jaw tightened at the mention of the missing camper. The woods around Forks had been turning into a graveyard lately, and the thought of Bella wandering through that dark, rain-slicked maze on foot made a cold knot of dread tighten in his stomach. He looked over her, noting the way her hoodie clung to her frame and the rhythmic tremor starting in her limbs. "It's always okay," he said, his voice dropping an octave, thick with a sincerity he usually tried to hide behind a shrug or a smoke. "You don't gotta ask that. Not here."
He moved with an efficient, quiet grace, tossing the damp towel over her head and using his large hands to briskly rub the moisture from her hair. It was a grounding, practical gesture, but even through the fabric, the proximity made his senses go haywire. He could see the pulse jumping in the hollow of her throat — the frantic, rabbit-like beat that always made him want to pull her against his chest and hold her until the world stopped trying to break her.
He dropped the towel to her shoulders but didn't move away. The trailer felt smaller than usual, the air between them thick with the smell of wet earth. "You walked?" He asked, his eyes narrowing as he took in her bedraggled state. The protectiveness won out over the nerves for a second, his hands reaching out to catch her elbows to steady her shivering. "Bella, you're freezin'. You're gonna get sick, or worse, playin' explorer in the middle of a storm with a fuckin' killer out there." He searched her eyes, his thumbs tracing unconscious circles against her skin. He saw the remnants of the nightmares there, the shadows that stayed even when she was awake.
"I got the heater cranked. Go sit on the sofa," he commanded softly, though it was less an order and more a plea for her to be comfortable. He let go of her arms, the loss of contact feeling like a physical ache. "I'll get you some dry clothes and some coffee. Or somethin' stronger if the coffee won't cut it." He paused, his hand hovering over the back of the kitchen chair, his gaze lingering on her face with an intensity that bordered on painful. "You're safe here, Bells. I promise. Nothin' is gettin' through that door while I'm still breathin'."
Bella leans into the gentle touch and allows him dry her off. “Okay...” She nods still shivering. "Every time I close my eyes it's like I'm back in the horrors. Being...hunted." She explains. "I can't get it out of my head. I just want to forget everything I just want things to go back to normal. I don't think I'll ever get that." She shook her head, looking up at him with pleading eyes.
"Uh..." She looked around. "Yeah, I-I don't why I didn't drive. I just wanted out of the house, I didn't think to take my keys. I'm s-sorry." She told him, feeling the need to apologize for being reckless.
She nodded and moved to the couch. "Stronger sounds nice." She muttered softly, bending down to remove her soaked shoes. She tossed them aside along with her socks. Reaching up she unzipped her hoodie and tossed it down with the shoes. She sighed and laned back, waiting.
She watching him. "I think that's why I ended up here. I didn't really have a destination, I kept walking and it's like my body knew to come here. Because you're a safe place." She nodded. Bella took in a breath, letting the scent of him and his place fill her lungs. It was like she'd said, familiar and safe.
"Can I stay here for a while?" She asked after a while. "Like I said, home is just suffocating. It's like I can't breathe there."
bella's mental health is SO GLOSSED OVER, she had a psychotic break in new moon, she was actually hallucinating and at several points WANTED TO DIE. She also has PTSD, Anxiety, depression, abandonment issues, ect.
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The springs of the beaten-up sofa groaned as Willoughby adjusted his weight, his eyes squinting through a cloud of cigarette smoke at the flickering static of the television. The interior of the double-wide was dim, lit only by the crooked floor lamp and the blue-grey glow of the screen. Outside, rain hammered a steady, rhythmic cadence against the corrugated metal roof — a sound that usually lulled him into a stupor, but tonight, his skin felt tight with an inexplicable restlessness.
A sudden, sharp scrape against the aluminum siding made him freeze. It was followed by a familiar fumble at the window latch beside his kitchenette. Willoughby didn't reach for the baseball bat leaning against the wall; his body recognized the rhythm of that particular clumsiness before his mind did.
He stood up, his tall frame looming in the cramped space, and moved toward the window. He reached out to haul the window upward just as Bella's head surfaced above the sill. Reach out was all he ever seemed to do when it came to her — bracing her, steadying her, pulling her out of whatever storm she had decided to wander into.
He grabbed her by the waist, his large hands nearly spanning her middle, and hoisted her upward. Even through the damp fabric of her jacket, he could feel how small she was, and the familiar jolt of protectiveness flared in his chest, hot and jagged. He sat her down on the linoleum floor with more gentleness than a man of his size typically possessed. "Bella," he murmured, his voice a low, gravelly rasp that betrayed the sudden spike in his pulse.
He didn't pull his hands away immediately. He let them linger on her hips for a heartbeat too long, his thumbs tracing the line of her denim jeans. The scent of rain and pine clung to her, mixing with the stale air of the trailer. He searched her face, his gaze intense and slightly guarded. He was constantly looking for a sign — some indication that the way her heart sped up was for the same reason his did, or if he was just the safe harbor she ran to when the rest of the world got too loud.
"It's two in the mornin'," he said, finally dropping his hands and reaching for a dry towel on the counter, though he didn't step back out of her personal space. "You alright? What's goin' on?"
The thunder had kept her up. That and nightmares of the tracker, the ballet studio, being left in the woods, being told that was wasn't wanted. She had woken up with a start in a damp sweat. She couldn't be in her room. In her house. It was like she was trapped. Her father was working the night shift and she was alone. She hated it.
Pulling on her hoodie and converse she headed out the door. It was raining, why she didn't take her truck was beyond her. It was right there but she wanted to walk. To run. She made her way down the dark, foggy streets, not really paying much mind to where exactly she was going, but she had to go.
Then suddenly she was at his place. Willoughby. A safe place. A person she knew she could always feel safe with and count on. She could have knocked. She really should have it would have been so much easier than clumsily climbing through his window. She swore under her breath, a mix of English and Spanish as she fumbled with the window.
His hands found her and he pulled her through the window, gently setting her down. She looked up at him in the dark, she let out a breath. "I know..." Bella muttered. "I'm sorry, I just. I felt like I was suffocating in my house. My dad is still at work. There was another missing camper." She explained.
Bella ran a hand through her wet hair, she was shivering now, she hadn't realized how cold she was before. The run here had distracted her from that. "I needed...something safe." She said tugging her lip between her teeth. "Is that okay?"