My interesting life

Out of all my cousins my brother and I are the fuck ups. I graduated from college only to work a job that pays .20 cents more than minimum wage. My cousins all across the board are doing better. One of the works for google the others live in New York and Chicago and are moving forward in life. I get up ever morning during the week at 5:37 to go to a job were I will work two hours making $20 then go home sleep wake go back to the same job work 4 more hours making a grand total of $60 before tax. I would say that majoring in history is the problem but my cousin living in New York majored in the same thing. I feel like ending my life I’m just so frustrated right now and I feel as though I’m going no where. I can barely pay my bills and after that I have no money to just have fun. While my cousin is traveling the world this year alone she’s been to Hawaii, Ice Land, and New York. This shit sucks. If I was going to make minimum wage o wouldn’t of gone to school. I’m 50k in debt. God dorbid something happens to my car I’m gonna be screws. I had an interview with Geico and it went terrible the interviewer off the rip seemed to not want to inertview me and it just sucked.

I have no idea what I’m doing right now I’m in my last year of college and I just can’t seem to focus on anything ugh I just need to clear my mind and focus on all of this shit