Sunflowers in July

RAW IMAGES | SILKING THIS LIFE THING!

I befriended an evil girl, one that rejoiced when I struggled. She put on her bikini and swam in my tears, cocktail aside the “pool” and shades on. She never liked me when I was happy, but was the happiest when I was sad. She never asked me what’s right, NEVER, but was the first in line to look out for what’s wrong, and not because she cares, but she fed her ego with my sorrows. 

Well, I let her go, she’s gone the fuck out of my life, I am holding no grudge, I forgave her selfish ass. In fact, I am relieved, knowing that she’s gone. 

Goodbye to my soft side, a side that gave a fuck about people and their emotions.

Goodbye to that kind girl in me, the one that put everyone before her.

It is with so much pain, that i lay that part to rest, for GOOD, FOR good.