The Dream Team

So my life is drastically different from what it was when I was lasting updating this blog. My sister and I aren't really speaking anymore, although I do hear from her occasionally. I am working full time as a housekeeper (which isn't as bad as it seems). I am living in an apartment with a roommate and it's going wonderfully. I am still with Jonathan and although he lives an hour away, it's way better than what it was when I was living in Virginia. I'm at work right now, so I must leave this little update of mine and get back to working my butt off.

Life is different now. But somethings are still the same. Jonathan is the love of my life. I am now in Nebraska and working full time. I still want to become a nurse and I still love dogs. I don't run as much as I used to, but I want to get back into that. And my hair is short.

He makes me feel like I never have before. I can’t wait to see what happens. 

Finally getting back to a place where I have strength to do life fully.

I finally have a room that I really love. 

Today I released my inner crappy photographer and took pictures of the Blue Mountains in the Spring. This warmer weather is so exciting, but I also saw a snake in the back yard so I might die

I quit my job... i’m no sure if i’ll get paid, but at this point i don’t really care, i’m just glad i’m out. 

So I started my new job and basically it is the worst and I want to quit right now. My feet hurt from walking literally all day, I don't like people, especially strangers, it's not fun, and the amount of money I make is probably less than the amount I pay for trains to get there. I'm going to start looking for new jobs as soon as I can. This was crazy and I don't know what the purpose was but maybe I'll learn something, even if I'm only here for a few weeks.

There's been lots going on in my family lately. A lot of frustration and stress and throwing of shoes. Tonight my sister said she wishes I would just not live with her. So I took the keys and drove around this unfamiliar town for about an hour just tearing up and feeling so frustrated. I want everything to be alright again and I want to just start my life. I miss everyone from Thailand and just ughh.

Also my mood earlier. Jumping on hotel beds bc why not.

Basically what’s been happening these past couple weeks with me and Jonathan. We’re gonna try long distance and see how that works. I’m stoked to see what’s gonna happen with this.

Some pictures from the last week’s adventures. Port Macquarie, Mt. Victoria, and Penrith

Anyways, we’re going to the zoo on Monday and I think it’s going to be awesome!!

Driving by on the train

Snow

I may have gotten a little bit carried away with my makeup and my selfies, but I think I look freaking good, so *sticks out tongue in a defiant way*