Nicotine and alcohol saved my life

I can only hope that it works out I cant bear to up sticks and leave everything so quickly i have to see it out and see where it takes me.

I have called this new beginnings in a vague attempt to try and start another blog. I don't expect people to read this nor care but this is a personal journal of depression, self harm and the daemons which haunt the monsters in my cupboard. Over the course of this blog I will talk about my battle with depression, the confusion over who I am and what I want to be and how for one last time I'm going to make an effort to document my struggles and part with the knowledge I have gained to those that need this