SAM

(네게 닿을 때까지 / Until I Reach You) (with 웬디 / WENDY)

숱한 계절들을 넘어 Past the many seasons

소리 없이 입김이 번질 때 When your breath fogs up in the cold air without a sound

And I fall

More every minute

More every hour

Oh 꿈인 듯이 Oh almost like a dream

하얗게 서린 맘의 창 위에 Above the snow-covered window of my heart

짙게 새겨둔 Engraved deeply

You and me ah

여전히 눈부신 창가에 The window still dazzles, like before

네가 내 맘을 볼 수 있게 So you can see my heart

So I’ll leave you a heart on the window

널 기다린 시간 너머 Beyond the time I spent waiting for you

새하얗게 번져가는 숨 My breath comes out white

빈틈없이 그려진 내 맘 My heart has been drawn perfectly

When I left you a heart on the window

더 깊이 새겨두었어 I engraved it even deeper

늘 깊이 어둡던 내 맘에 Into my heart that was always dark

넌 문득 투명한 창을 내 You built a clear window, out of the blue,

빛으로 가득 채워 and filled it up with light

More every minute

More every hour

Oh 꿈인 듯이 Oh almost like a dream

선명히 번져갈 계절 속에 Inside the seasons that will roll out, each distinctly

새기고 싶은 I want to engrave it

You and me ah

여전히 눈부신 창가에 As always by a dazzling window

네가 내 맘을 볼 수 있게 So you can see inside my heart

So I’ll leave you a heart on the window

널 기다린 시간 너머 Beyond the time I spent waiting for you

새하얗게 번져가는 숨 Breath that is spreading white

빈틈없이 그려진 내 맘 My heart that has been drawn perfectly

When I left you a heart on the window

더 깊이 새겨두었어 I engraved it even deeper

Oh I’ll love you better

Oh I’ll love you better

약속해 내 맘을 새겨 Promise me you’ll engrave my heart

Oh I’ll love you better than

Oh I’ll love you better

Oh I’ll love you better

With my heart on the window

여전히 눈부신 창가에 As always by a dazzling window

네가 내 맘을 볼 수 있게 So you can see inside my heart

So I’ll leave you a heart on the window

널 기다린 시간 너머 Beyond the time I spent waiting for you

새하얗게 번져가는 숨 Breath that is spreading white

빈틈없이 그려진 내 맘 My heart that has been drawn perfectly

When I left you a heart on the window

더 깊이 새겨두었어 I engraved it even deeper

“only after having met you did I rediscover that it’s such a simple thing to be happy.”

“to some, the mere existence of a certain person in this world is, in itself, hope.”

“there was a period of time in my life that wasn’t easy, and during that time, I’d constantly think that, should someone witness the me who rolled in the dirt, unable to get up, yet still love me for who I was, that’d be great.”

“If I could, I would have you use me as your stepping stone, the bridge you burn after crossing, the corpse bones you need to trample to climb up, the sinner who deserved the butchering of a million knives. but I know you wouldn’t allow it.”

“something like a genuine heart is made to be trampled.”

“to watch with your own eyes your beloved be trampled and ridiculed while unable to do anything - that’s the worst suffering in the world.”

“to me, the one basking in infinite glory is you; the one fallen from grace is also you. what matters is you, and not the state of you.”

“those who have known each other for decades can become strangers in a day. we met by chance and we may part by chance. if we like each other, then we shall continue to meet; if we don’t, then we shall part. there’s no banquet in the world that doesn’t come to an end, so I’ll say what I want to say.”

“I will fight for what I don’t have. I will change fates I don’t possess. my fate is up to me, not the heavens!”

“I might not be able to decide whether the road is easy or not, but whether I walk it is entirely up to me.”

And furthermore:

San Lang LEAVES XL WITH A KEEPSAKE OF THEIR TIME TOGETHER SLOW BURN WHOMST

They have A DATE in HC’s armoury where they HOLD HANDS and XL pets San Lang’s quivering sword I-

Hua Cheng basically throws himself at this man he’s like you want a sword?? All of them ?? You want ALL THE SWORDS?? Fuck it take the whole room THE WHOLE ROOM JUST COME VISIT I WILL CLEAN THEM FOR YOU

Like he isn’t the king of a whole realm with shit to do