How to Love? How Love Works?
Is it really just the world make their own way for two human to fall in love? Or it should be an effort from these two human?
Love at first sight is real? Or love grows because we get used to it?
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How to Love? How Love Works?
Is it really just the world make their own way for two human to fall in love? Or it should be an effort from these two human?
Love at first sight is real? Or love grows because we get used to it?

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Mimpi dan Bermimpi
Sebagai seorang scorpio yang suka banget sama yang namanya tantangan, saya selalu punya tujuan yang ingin dicapai. Setiap orang mengartikannya berbeda-beda, sedikit mengesampingkan kbbi, ada yang menyebut cita-cita, wishlist, target, dan apapun itu. Tapi saya lebih suka menyebutnya sebagai ‘MIMPI’.
Punya mimpi penting menurut saya karena dengan adanya mimpi saya tahu apakah jalan yang saya lewatin ini udah on the track seperti yang saya pengen ga sih. Nah tapi semakin tumbuh dan berkembangnya kita, pandangan pun kerap kali berubah. Mimpi ini berubah-ubah, dari balita sampai sekarang, jadi saya juga selalu mengingat sebuah kata yakni 'BERMIMPI’.
Pernah dulu punya seseorang yang saya titipkan mimpi namun tak berjalan baik hehe. Akhirnya mimpi yang ada jadi kabur karena hilangnya sebuah penyemangat. Disitu proses bermimpi berjalan lagi, merangkai sedikit demi sedikit hingga jelas kembali.
Pun di zaman yang cepat sekali berubah ini (dinamis) muncul rasa takut dan mimpi yang ada pun sulit untuk dipertahankan. Mempertimbangkan kelebihan dan kekurangannya, mimpi ini pun perlu disesuaikan.
Yang pengen saya sampein dan saya tekenin ke diri saya cuman sebagai manusia kita harus punya mimpi dan selama masih diberi nafas jangan pernah berhenti bermimpi. Hidup ini berwarna hanya karena kedua hal ini ada dan selalu berdampingan.
Ngingetin diri ini kembali ahahaha. Yap, ketika kondisi sedang dipaksa kudu realistis dan go with the flow, hmmm ternyata susah juga ya growing old and having a "too good too be true" dreams. Satu per Satu yaa! Nikmati prosesnya! That's it, good luck to me :)
Blast from the Past
Long time no see, Tumblr! I almost forgot about you. But today, I'm back. Scrolling through my old posts brought back a wave of nostalgia.
It's like I'm back in my younger days, full of dreams and carefree. Remember the excitement of posting my first quotes? Or the joy of finding a community with shared interests? And the sense of pride when others enjoyed my work?
I've come a long way since then. I've learned a lot, grown a lot, and experienced a lot. But through it all, Tumblr has always been a loyal friend.
My footsteps are etched here. Beautiful memories that I can always look back on. Thank you, Tumblr!
Will you?
So it's been a while since I talked to her and I think she mad at me. I've seen her like some time in a glance in some online meeting. Always love her smile. It ends up just me seeing her without talk to her, say something, or chat or anything.
And tonight I got to hear her voice, sometime she turns on her camera and shows her hand even I don't know what their talking about (there are some friends) because apparently I'm just hop in to this discord channel. And again I'm just there listening and doing nothing even just say something.
Wkwk, I'm just so bad at talking to girl, oh not talking, I mean even chatting a girl? Well I don't know. Life just sucks in a while, this all online things, and a lot of things ahead need to firgure out. Also a changing in me too.
I can't say what the future will be, but will you trust me like a bit more? I think I need some time to be brave enough to talk to you again.
Holiday Vibes, Go-Go Away!
Been weeks can't go out from this comfortable feeling, tasty house foods, just laying on the couch being an unproductive boy, or even worse, doing nothing all day long. Sleep in daylight and a night owl living is still in me. Scrolling again and again keeping the insecurities hehe.
Some dreams were achieved and out of time, preparing the next goals for years ahead. Adjusting me and making it clear step by step. But realizing on Sunday morning waking up without any plans just because I'm so good at procrastinating. Don't know, maybe gonna stay in this feeling for a time until I get the unknown truth of what I really am and what I really want but don't worry because I wish I'm going back stronger, wiser, and ready. Just cross your fingers peeps, I'm coming!

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Have you ever had a sweet dream?
Well it's not the dream what I define from my last post, it's kind of dream you got when you sleep.
I got one last night :)
I don't say what's in it, but it's like a cute one. An evening (shouldn't) sleep and continues with a sleep right after the sunset. Both dreams connected and.. (still not saying it). Or maybe it's a sign? Anyways it's a blessing to have one for a long time. Good night and got a sweet dreams everybody!
Mimpi dan Bermimpi
Sebagai seorang scorpio yang suka banget sama yang namanya tantangan, saya selalu punya tujuan yang ingin dicapai. Setiap orang mengartikannya berbeda-beda, sedikit mengesampingkan kbbi, ada yang menyebut cita-cita, wishlist, target, dan apapun itu. Tapi saya lebih suka menyebutnya sebagai 'MIMPI'.
Punya mimpi penting menurut saya karena dengan adanya mimpi saya tahu apakah jalan yang saya lewatin ini udah on the track seperti yang saya pengen ga sih. Nah tapi semakin tumbuh dan berkembangnya kita, pandangan pun kerap kali berubah. Mimpi ini berubah-ubah, dari balita sampai sekarang, jadi saya juga selalu mengingat sebuah kata yakni 'BERMIMPI'.
Pernah dulu punya seseorang yang saya titipkan mimpi namun tak berjalan baik hehe. Akhirnya mimpi yang ada jadi kabur karena hilangnya sebuah penyemangat. Disitu proses bermimpi berjalan lagi, merangkai sedikit demi sedikit hingga jelas kembali.
Pun di zaman yang cepat sekali berubah ini (dinamis) muncul rasa takut dan mimpi yang ada pun sulit untuk dipertahankan. Mempertimbangkan kelebihan dan kekurangannya, mimpi ini pun perlu disesuaikan.
Yang pengen saya sampein dan saya tekenin ke diri saya cuman sebagai manusia kita harus punya mimpi dan selama masih diberi nafas jangan pernah berhenti bermimpi. Hidup ini berwarna hanya karena kedua hal ini ada dan selalu berdampingan.
Secara Pasif Mencari Pasangan
Salah satu alasan untuk nulis di tumblr adalah karena seseorang yang sangat saya kagumi juga main tumblr! Hehe, dia maudy ayunda. Nggak banyak yang ia tulis, tapi yang ditulis di tumblr sangat personal dan intimate, berbeda dengan sosial media lain.
Sudah lama tak bersua di layar kaca menimbulkan kerinduan akan sosok cerdas nan anggun ini, akhirnya saya nonton beberapa videonya di u-tube.
Melihat apa yang dilakukannya beberapa tahun lalu (saat berusia seperti saya saat ini), saya jadi paham kenapa saya mengagumi orang ini. Dari bagaimana ia menyukai tantangan dan menghargai sebuah proses untuk mencapai sesuatu merupakan suatu hal yang mirip dengan saya. Dan yang saya sukai yaitu bagaimana ia memandang kata cinta, khusunya tentang pasangan. Tentang tarik-ulur sampai menganggap diri yang single ini bukan jomblo, melainkan secara pasif mencari pasangan. Dengan kesibukan ada, proses mengembangkan diri menjadi yang utama. Di sisi lain menunggu, apakah pasangan yang telah ditakdirkan akan segera dipertemukan. Ngga muluk-muluk, ketimbang jatuh-patah hati terus menerus, menimbun fokus di hal lain menjadi mengasyikkan!
*by the way, foto diambil dari instagram pribadi mbak maudy yaa. Bukan saya yang fotoin :)
Because some things don't work out the way you want them to.
Sometimes things don’t work out. Sometimes you sink in perpetual frustration from the waves of negative energy around you. Sometimes there can simply be a phase in your life when plans don’t go through, and the sentences in your mind end with a question mark. And that’s okay.
They tell you it will all be okay eventually - and that sounds nice but is hardly ever useful to hear at your lowest point.
So what does one do?
Allow yourself to be sad. Relish in disappointment. Give room for it to linger for a while. Then from it, grow and find new positive energy to harness.
Siapapun bisa menangani kemenangan. Hanya yang kuat yang tahan kekalahan
Adolf Hitler

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Setiap pejuang bisa kalah dan terus-menerus kalah tanpa kemenangan, dan kekalahan itulah gurunya yang terlalu mahal dibayarnya. Tetapi biarpun kalah, selama seseorang itu bisa dinamai pejuang dia tidak akan menyerah. Bahasa Indonesia cukup kaya untuk membedakan kalah daripada menyerah.
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Kalah
Satu kata yang mungkin tak pernah jadi sebuah tujuan. Namun akan selalu ada saat perjuangan yang dilakukan tidak berujung sebuah kata menang. Orang-orang yang berproses, berjuang dan berpetualang selalu terpacu oleh kata menang, tetapi selalu mempersiapkan akan kemungkinan terburuk yang ada yakni kalah itu sendiri.
Yap, abis merasakan kalah, cukup berat memang. Bicara kehidupan, bukan hanya sekali dua kali kalah dalam pertarungan namun semua itu membawaku sampai di sini dan aku bertahan. Saat pengorbanan yang diberikan cukup banyak, kalah menjadi satu hal yang cukup menyesakkan dada. Tetapi tidak, kali ini. Meskipun sebuah mimpi belum bisa tercapai, keinginan yang bulat itu kabur, dan membuat jalan cukup sempoyongan. Jadi apakah aku sudah memaknai proses ini sepenuhnya?
Buruknya pada kekalahan kali ini, merasa menjadi seorang pemeran antagonis namun juga pemeran yang juga ‘dont have any choice’ (ini kayak main rima gitu hehe). Dan pemikiran yang lucu memang, tapi Tuhan jadi cukup resek dengan mematahkan harapan hambanya yaaa wkwk. Singkat cerita let’s move on dan mari kita lihat rencana indah seperti apa yang Tuhan buat untukku.
A Man
All I know a gentleman is a man that will always holds his words. By making a good a decision with a long process of thinking, hearing, learning, or anything else. And also brave enough to responsible of what he will do in the future.
I want to be that kind of man. But I realize that I'm still a boy. I have done a thing that what a gentlemen shouldn't do, and I regret it. I'm sorry if it makes anyone dissapointed. I'm in a long way learning process, I will try to give the best I have. Thank you.
Start-Up
There is a popular korean tv series with the title above, and I feel so relate with one of the character.
He is quite idealistic also workaholic when the goal has been set. Not so sensitive to surroundings and get much trouble to express feeling from the heart. Stubborn but optimistic. Smart but innocent growing up boy.
Still on the adventure without a map, trying to find out how the world works. One of the plot I will always remember is when after the ups and down struggling, and you have to make a choice to get to the expectation you always dreamed of, but the result is out of your hand. Missed something and left in uncomfortable condition. Driven to another long tiring but strengthen journey.
In the end you become stronger, but you are still you. Some changes but not all in you is changing. I'm just very grateful to be reminded how does it feel and to be taught how a man can cry but cool haha.
Roti Tiga Rasa
Tiap pagi bapak tukang roti lewat depan rumah. Roti yang sering saya beli adalah roti coklat. Bentuknya seperti roti tawar tapi lebih tebal dan di dalamnya ada isian coklat yang sedikit padat.
Sampai datang suatu hari bapak penjual roti bilang roti coklatnya habis, dan mama saya memutuskan membeli roti tiga rasa (coklat, stroberi, keju) yang saya tidak seberapa suka. Akhirnya waktu saya lapar saya coba makan satu yang rasa coklat. Betapa kaget saya karena coklatnya lembut dan enak! Saya coba rasa lain ternyata enak juga. Dan ketiganya ada dalam satu jenis sajian roti yang beragam namun seimbang satu sama lain.
Isengnya saya coba hubungkan dengan hidup. It's true! I do agree kalo kita harus punya favorit apapun itu namun tak akan menarik kalo cuman itu-itu aja. Hidup seperti tagline kopi good day dan nano nano yang punya banyak rasa. Naik turun kehidupan harus ada biar kita bisa memaknainya.
Kesimpulannya, bumi luas dan banyak hal yang belum pernah kita rasakan. Coba keluar dari zona nyaman, jelajahi tantangan dan hal baru, tapi tetap seimbang dalam menghidupi kehidupan ini. :)

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A song that reminds me of how innocent I am. It’s 18 and I started to be brave with the word ‘love’, then sank in it.
Reply 1988
The Reason why Korean Drama is one of the best tv shows because of its plot twist story and point of view. Although not all of them, many of them are. One of them is the tv show with the title as this post.
I don’t know it’s hard to tell with words, but this series is really touching my heart. How it is relatable with our daily life and represent our feeling to somebody we love. It tells us a story with a flashback plotting to answer every problem in it. The director leaves every story with some blanks on purpose to keep us asking why, and have the answer always before the episode is over.
And I love every person in this story is having their own story too. The scriptwriter writes such a good complicated story that connects every person in it and relates with the series viewers of course.
What makes it interesting to watch also is its background, 1988. I always wonder how life is going and how hard people survive back then. But all I see is people live well, at least the director and crew show us like that haha. How the family, the neighbors, and childhood is something that really shapes us now, so meaningful to us, so close, and I don’t know it’s just different now. Struggling with school things, money, friendship, and of course fight for love without smartphones.
Every episode has a moral story that always makes me think, I should have been grateful for everything that I have now, and try as hard as I can to catch what I’ve dreamed of.
But of course, life on screen is different from what reality is, much more complicated than what we watch on screen. But I always remind myself with my own quotes maybe, “Life is complicated, Human lives to make it simple.”
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