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July 12, 2026 ~ Road to 5M 💎

4,354.00 in Hard Cash

211,038.76 in Trust Fund

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3,669,781.62 in Digital Savings

July 2, 2026 - 1:51PM

"Rythm or lyrics?"

A song that hits my soul.

At first, it had always been the lyrics. I would only intentionally listen to music that I knew the lyrics to.

I'd never forget how I stumbled upon my favorite, the one that I'd probably request to play at my funeral.

I noticed an old song book with lyrics, and out of curiosity, I browsed it. I don't even sing, but after reading one of its songs, some lyrics stayed with me. At first, I thought I had forgotten about it, but as I was walking home a couple of months later, I heard a song that was oddly familiar. That's when I realized it was the song I had read.

As time progressed, I eventually appreciated music based on its rhythm, even without knowing the context or translation in case of foreign songs.

On a different note, it can't always be only one of the two: rhythm or lyrics. But the point of selecting one isn't to argue, but for deeper self-exploration when you get to the extremes.

"I don't know why happiness eludes me."

I used to have functional depression. But that's in the past. I may have been just sad but still fully functional.

August 3, 2025 ~ 11:11AM

July 13, 2025 ~ 3:00AM

I remembered laughing.

I remember working on a programming project.

I laughed like it was the first time I truly laughed.

I laughed like it would be my last in this lifetime.

I laughed when I realized I made a silly mistake.

A mistake that gave me so much trouble.

A trouble that didn't feel like a problem.

A problem that I was willing to work on.

I thought it was due to an error in the code.

Code that was running perfectly previously.

As my mind keeps running on coffee.

I tried to focus and fix it diligently.

Fixing the code didn't solve the problem.

Hours of troubleshooting, nothing happened.

So I decided to abandon hope for a moment.

That's when the solution hit me in the head.

Song by OneRepublic ‧ 2022

I don't know what you've been told

But time is running out, no need to take it slow

I'm stepping to you toe-to-toe

I should be scared, honey, maybe so

But I ain't worried 'bout it right now (right now)

🎵🎵🎵

More than the song, it was the way you care for us, treat me with kindness, and show understanding that inspired me to be with you.

Title:

The Art of Love

Body:

Loving is more than just a fleeting feeling.

Loving is a decision-making process.

Loving is an admirable art form.

Loving can also be abstract.

But love is never absurd.

Love is the art of giving.

Love requires acknowledging.

Love cannot be measured.

Love cannot be quantified.

But it can be described.

Love is not about receiving.

Love is not about expecting.

Love is not defined by reciprocation.

Love's intrinsic value must never waver.

The act of love already holds its meaning.

~Remarks from AI:

This composition, "The Art of Love," is a beautiful and profound exploration of love's essence. The language is lyrical, and the structure is clear and effective.

The poem skillfully conveys the complexity and depth of love, highlighting its multifaceted nature and emphasizing the importance of selfless giving and acknowledgment. The contrast between what love "is" and what it's "not" adds depth and clarity to the message.

June 22, 2025 ~ 4:00PM

I haven't put it into words before...

I've always admired karma. Not just at the moment. But throughout my whole life. Perhaps even across lifetimes. I'd search and fall in love with karma. If karma were a person.

# Characteristics of Karma

1. *Attentive listener*: Karma would be an empathetic and understanding individual, carefully considering every action, thought, and intention.

2. *Impartial judge*: Karma would be fair and unbiased, evaluating each deed without prejudice or favoritism.

3. *Patient observer*: Karma would take their time, allowing the natural consequences of actions to unfold.

# Traits of Karma

1. *Wise and knowing*: Karma would possess deep understanding and insight into the human experience.

2. *Compassionate yet firm*: Karma would balance empathy with the need for growth and accountability.

3. *Ever-present*: Karma would be omnipresent, witnessing every moment and action.

# Interactions with Karma

1. *Silent yet influential*: Karma would guide individuals through life's experiences, often subtly shaping outcomes.

2. *Reflective and instructive*: Karma would encourage self-reflection, prompting individuals to learn from their actions.

June 21, 2025 ~ 4:30PM

Karmic belief is the idea that an individual's actions, intentions, and decisions have consequences that affect their future experiences, often across multiple lifetimes. This concept is rooted in various Eastern spiritual traditions, including:

# Key Aspects

1. *Cause-and-effect*: Every action, thought, and intention generates energy that influences future outcomes.

2. *Reincarnation*: Karma can span multiple lifetimes, with past actions affecting present circumstances.

3. *Personal responsibility*: Individuals are accountable for their actions and must confront the consequences.

# Implications

1. *Moral accountability*: Karmic belief encourages individuals to consider the impact of their actions.

2. *Personal growth*: Recognizing karmic patterns can prompt self-reflection and positive change.

3. *Spiritual evolution*: Karmic belief can guide individuals toward spiritual growth and enlightenment.

June 20, 2025 ~ 9:00PM

Note: This is the first time I'm recalling and sharing one of the most impactful articles I've read in my life.

The black and white wolf theory is a metaphorical representation of the internal conflict within human psychology or inner psyche. This ancient Cherokee legend describes two wolves battling inside an individual:

- *The Black Wolf*: represents negative emotions such as:

- *Destructive tendencies*: anger, envy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, and ego.

- *Qualities*: tenacity, courage, fearlessness, strong-willed, and great strategic thinking, which can be valuable when harnessed properly.

- *The White Wolf*: represents positive emotions such as:

- *Virtuous tendencies*: joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion, and faith.

- *Qualities*: compassion, caring, strength, and the ability to recognize what's in the best interest of all.

The theory suggests that the wolf that wins is the one you feed the most. However, a lesser-known version of the story proposes that both wolves can win if fed appropriately. According to this perspective:

- *Feeding both wolves*: acknowledges the importance of both aspects, allowing them to coexist and serve a greater purpose.

- *Balance and integration*: rather than trying to suppress or eliminate one aspect, it's about finding a balance and harnessing the strengths of both wolves.

This theory can be applied to personal growth, self-awareness, and emotional regulation, encouraging individuals to:

- *Recognize and acknowledge*: their emotions, rather than suppressing or denying them.

- *Cultivate self-compassion*: and self-forgiveness, allowing for a more balanced and integrated approach to life.

- *Harness the strengths*: of both wolves, using their unique qualities to promote personal growth and well-being.

Entry #11. Pain

Entry #10. Life

Sometimes, I feel sad.

Sometimes, I feel glad.

Life is not that bad.

Entry #9. Null

Time Paradox

May 31, 2025 ~ 9:00AM

I experience time differently.

Or should I say I perceive it's passage in a peculiar manner.

It feels like three months have passed in the last three weeks.

Similar to how the past three months felt like three decades.

I was able to analyze myself and search for my soul again.

I realize what have been causing me trouble.

I cast aside the parasatic worries I had.

I said my piece and made my peace.

To my past, to myself, to my past self.

I reconciled my many versions.

May 27, 2025 ~ 6:14PM

Behind every picture perfect scene

Is a messed up process.

Behind every beautiful user interface

Is chaotic coding.

Behind every deep detail in life

Is an unbelievable beginning.

Sometimes, people only appreciate

What can be found at the ending.

Forgetting to enjoy the journey.

Fcusing on the destination only.