forever a choir kid

rb with your name, orientations and gender, preferred pronouns, optionally some struggles or joy being LGBTQ has brought you, and some comfort/affirmations or whatever for the person before and after you!!!! why is this so detailed bruh. and tag peeps ig??

Hai! I'm Nyxon

I am transgender FTM, asexual, and omniromantic!

My preferred pronouns are he/they!

Being LGBTQ makes me happy. Despite being cloested, it makes me feel like what I am actually makes sense and I'm not just some weird ahh guy. I used to be a girl who was angry a lot of the time for no reason, which is ironic ngl

Whoever you are, you are valid.

HAPPY PRIDE MONTH!!!

I am [sexuality has not been unlocked], asexual, and nonbinary!

My preferred pronouns are They/Them. :)

I have a bunch of friends in the LGBTQ+ society...*stares*

Person before me: *deep breath* GET GENDER-AFFIRMED NYXON! HOW HE/HIM OF YOU! THEIR SO AWESOME GUYS LOOK HE/THEY HE/THEY HE/THEY BOY BOY BOY! AHHH THEY ARE SO ACCEPTED AND SCRUMPTIOUS WOWZA! EVERYONE LOVES THEM THEM THEM RIGHT???? (I am. So sorry if this is overboard. ^^' You can burn me at the stake if you want.)

Person after me: You're so cool and amazing and I think you deserve everything you put your little LGBTQ+ friendly heart to. :)

Happy pride month everyone! Have a very safe month because I am going to run over all the homophobe-shaped speed bumps as a treat! :3c

i am genderfluid, aegosexual, and abroromantic!

[id: i am genderfluid, aegosexual, and abroromantic!]

my preferred pronouns depend on the day or situation... but i use she/her and he/him separately, or sometimes interchangeably. currently i think i'm going by he/him right now...

being queer is a very mixed experience for me. romantically, i absolutely love that i am able to feel attraction towards the beauty of every gender (albeit, sometimes at different times), however, for sexual and gender orientations, it can make me quite frustrated. because i'm afab, my gender dysphoria can be insane when i'd rather be male, which makes it irritatingly hard to be alone with my thoughts. secondly, the only reason i'm aegosexual (asexual) is due to the fact that i am not amab. when i'm feeling more male, i have a tendency to fantasize (not going to say it explicitly, but you know what i mean) and have it immediately tamped down because i don't have an amab body. it can get really fucking annoying.

person before me: hey pen, thanks for tagging me! you seem really cool and i'm very grateful that you're running over all the negativity :) have a safe and happy pride month!

person after me: though i haven't read your post, all of you experiences are valid. if you aren't already, you are going to be okay, things are going to work out, and everything you've done will very soon pay off. thank you so much for reblogging this post and sharing part of your life with us! have an absolutely gorgeous day, and an even better pride month <3

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moots vv (...and more in the reblogs)

i'm choir, not sure i really have any other names here yet ^^

i am non-binary, asexual and panromantic!

my preferred pronouns are they/them

being queer is important to me. there are so many labels that you can find and sure it may take a while before you find the right one, but the community is so accepting most of the time. i feel like i have a chance to be free in my identity, even if i'm closeted to my family and even though i struggle every day with nearly being outed.

person before me: thank you for tagging me, genderqueer!! i've always admired genderfluid people - even if you don't really choose how you feel and when, i've always gotten the kindest vibes from you. i think you're strong and brave in sharing about your identity and the reasons for your sexuality, a lot of people would never share that. have a fantastic day + pride month!

person after me: thank you for reblogging! you are loved, you are worth it, you are allowed to be whoever you want to be. nobody else can stop you from being whoever you are, even if it's just for yourself. happy pride month everyone!

tags!! (sorry if you've already been tagged!!)

i'm trans agender, aroace, and experience alterous attraction. my pronouns are they/he etc.

i'm very lucky to be surrounded by people for who the most part accept me for who i am. i know not all queer people get that so i try to be grateful every day. i love being trans, i love being genderqueer, i love loving my friends without romance, i love being part of such a large community of loving people. i'm proud to be who i am and i think over the years i've become a lot more accepting of myself and more eager to be loudly who i am

to choir: thanks for the tag! it's great to know another enby ace person, and obviously the actual choir thing is a huge plus for me. i haven't known you for very long but i think you're great and i wish you nothing but happiness. happy pride month!!!

to the person after me: somedays life is going to be hard, but i'm rooting for you! if you're happy with who you are now, i'm happy for you. and if you're still working on acceptance, i'm here to say that you are valid for who you are. love you!

first show:

the stage freaking breaks five minutes before the house opens. our head of set is nowhere to be found. we nearly send a thirteen-year-old techie under the stage to fix it. head of set appears. turns out the leg that was holding up that section of the stage was never properly drilled in in the first place, meaning we've all been dancing for years on a badly constructed stage where it could've fallen out from under us at any moment

second show:

velma forgets about one of her scenes and is on the wrong side of the stage. a good 10 seconds of silence as the other actors wait for her. a whispered FUCK is picked up by the mics and broadcasted through our speakers, followed by heavy breathing as velma sprints down the hallway to get to the other side of the stage (because we don't have a backstage) tech cuts her mic after about five really awkward seconds

we mess up the finale song, as in no one comes in and the band moved on without us, so we had to jump back in midsong. we were roughly wrong together though so at least that's alright

i personally trip three times throughout the performance. once because our head of set fixed the previously broken stage too well, so that the wooden plank now is slightly elevated above the rest of the stage. i'm not used to it and i trip over it while in spotlight. i trip again when my foot gets caught on the curtain during my entrance. and in one scene i have to come through the house doors and walk through the audience, and my 6 foot tall friend has his long as hell legs spread out all the way in front of him so i trip over that too

third show:

billy flynn addresses the jury. the jury is the pit band. during his speech, the band members pull out tissues and start wiping away tears. apparently they had collectively agreed to do this sometime between the second and third shows and not a single actor was made aware of the plan. billy flynn completely loses it and laughs through the rest of his speech while the rest of the ensemble tries to stay in character

fourth show:

we are all prepared for the band to pull out tissues. we are NOT prepared for them to pull out the largest, most colorful handkerchiefs in existence. the conductor pulls out a huge canadian flag from her sleeve and wipes her tears on them. one of the saxophone players just keeps pulling out what mustve been a mile long handkerchief from his pocket. second saxophone player pulls one out of her instrument. someone audibly blows their nose mid-speech. to add to the chaos, billy flynn (who by the way was STILL dying of laughter) pulls out a hundred-dollar bill to wipe his own tears with.

we all await in anticipation to see what hell the band pulls off today. at first i think it's tissues. no. its toilet paper. they have rolls of toilet paper that they unroll and pass down from member to member. billy flynn managed to keep it together at least a bit better

first show:

the stage freaking breaks five minutes before the house opens. our head of set is nowhere to be found. we nearly send a thirteen-year-old techie under the stage to fix it. head of set appears. turns out the leg that was holding up that section of the stage was never properly drilled in in the first place, meaning we've all been dancing for years on a badly constructed stage where it could've fallen out from under us at any moment

second show:

velma forgets about one of her scenes and is on the wrong side of the stage. a good 10 seconds of silence as the other actors wait for her. a whispered FUCK is picked up by the mics and broadcasted through our speakers, followed by heavy breathing as velma sprints down the hallway to get to the other side of the stage (because we don't have a backstage) tech cuts her mic after about five really awkward seconds

we mess up the finale song, as in no one comes in and the band moved on without us, so we had to jump back in midsong. we were roughly wrong together though so at least that's alright

i personally trip three times throughout the performance. once because our head of set fixed the previously broken stage too well, so that the wooden plank now is slightly elevated above the rest of the stage. i'm not used to it and i trip over it while in spotlight. i trip again when my foot gets caught on the curtain during my entrance. and in one scene i have to come through the house doors and walk through the audience, and my 6 foot tall friend has his long as hell legs spread out all the way in front of him so i trip over that too

third show:

billy flynn addresses the jury. the jury is the pit band. during his speech, the band members pull out tissues and start wiping away tears. apparently they had collectively agreed to do this sometime between the second and third shows and not a single actor was made aware of the plan. billy flynn completely loses it and laughs through the rest of his speech while the rest of the ensemble tries to stay in character

fourth show:

we are all prepared for the band to pull out tissues. we are NOT prepared for them to pull out the largest, most colorful handkerchiefs in existence. the conductor pulls out a huge canadian flag from her sleeve and wipes her tears on them. one of the saxophone players just keeps pulling out what mustve been a mile long handkerchief from his pocket. second saxophone player pulls one out of her instrument. someone audibly blows their nose mid-speech. to add to the chaos, billy flynn (who by the way was STILL dying of laughter) pulls out a hundred-dollar bill to wipe his own tears with.

I was talking to her about being in choir class, about how I used to be an alto but now I'm a tenor (I haven't rly voice trained. My singing voice is just naturally deep enough to be a tenor) and mentioned to her that my vocal range has become very compressed recently, and she was like "maybe it was because of your voice changing with puberty" and I didn't even correct her in the moment I was just like. What. Huh. Girl. Girl I think you forgor. I think you forgor something about me. That I didn't have a testosterone puberty. Makes me giggle thinking about it. Also means she probably always saw me a guy from the beginning with is !!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!

If you could be any sort of undead, like a ghost, vampire, zombie, etc, what would you choose? I'm very curious to see what people will say, hence the tag game to make it spread a bit further!

Obviously I'm satisfied with being a ghost, but I would be a vampire if given the chance!

@james-offical @da-police-offical @killer-offical @genderqueer-offical @silly-little-arson-frog-offical @dying-pen-offical

at first glance, probably a zombie. the generalized vision of zombies is all they do is walk around and eat people for their brains... seems pretty relatable.

i, too, have the urge to obliterate the people around me for being much smarter than i am.

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moots/tags vv

100% a ghost

i love the idea of just being here hut like not rlly being here if u get what i mean....

idk but tagggss

@taco-bell-offical @waiter-offical @rodimus-offical @tenor-offical @gold-offical @horrors-offical @do-not-u-dare @pen-eater-offical

I’ll start first: I am actually married. Irl. I have a husband. I know it’s surprising considering the Tumblr spouses, but my husband thinks it’s funny.

@stars-and-sharks @fangirlmenace

@pipatetka-be-cranking @iammentallystable16

and i am doing art and music for gcse

I have a Level 1 qualification in Ballet and I have vasovagal syncope :P

I was also the most calm person in the ER.

I have a desk from my grandmother that is from the 1920s-ish?

One of my ear canals are notably smaller than the other. It makes it harder to clean, and it kinds hurts sometimes, but otherwise it has no effect on my life and I didnt even realize until a few months ago.

I unironically thought undertale took place in hell. I didn't figure that out until at least four years of knowing the game existed, when a friend was speaking about the game and I mentioned that. As it turns out, "the underground" is in fact, just a place underground.

When I was 13 I used to go to the master bedroom and hide my parents' lube. I didn't steal it for myself or anything, I just threw them behind their dresser because I really hated the possibility of getting another sibling and that was the best way I could think of preventing that.

three random facts:

1) i once stole a weed-related product from right behind an empoyees back and i had to go in my tiptoes to reach over a transparent plastic divider to get it. i have never been caught and that might be my riskiest sticky-fingered stunt yet. i keep a mental catalogue of surveillance in stores, on streets, etc. oh and for some reason i tend to sneak up on people unnoticed even though I don't mean to and it seems crazy sometimes -- like I'll be in steel-toed boots and embodying a large sillhouette and regardless only be noticed when I'm within like 3 feet of someone. this is of course an incredibly funny nature to employ for sibling-scaring purposes and trickery.

2) i have known my partner since we were 6 years old, longer than I've known my own sibling. she has seen the absolute worst of me and the best. she has helped me survive innumerable times. and though we have our problems, i am so lucky and glad to have her in my life. she is the only person who can make me laugh with little effort. being in her company makes me feel at home no matter where we are or what we're doing.

3) i have managed to gain around 20lbs give or take within approximately 3 months (though i suspect i am losing some of the weight unfortunately due to stress and the other factors that make it difficult for me to eat properly... I'm hoping I'll correct course on that by mid-July and am looking to gain another 5-10 lbs from my starting weight along with the existing 20lbs i may have lost some of. also my new brand of protein powder is total garbage and i will never get it again, I'm going to go back to the one i liked before hopefully even if it's on the pricier side)

@aro-spectre @asterosian @big-tiddy @imoanurparentsnames @kitsuneprincessspring @little-flame-prince @nebulae-astros-official @nsfwitchy2 @wandering-wolf23

2. I planned the murder of a girl who hurt my bestie when I was in 1st grade with said bestie, we even thought about how to get rid of the evidence {cut the corpse up, burn it in the shady ass peice of land near our houses and launch the remains in a homemade firework}

3. I like to make things that remind me of my friends but I'm usually too scared to show it to them ;-;

My sense of direction is apparently very good (or so I've been told)

I never speak in public, like, at all

I only drink, and only ever will drink water

2.) i accumulate various things that i love inexplicably and they currently include a sloth plushie, a turtle on a necklace, a ring that is plain metal with black flame on the sides (its also like seven or eight years old) a green hoodie/jacket and several other knicknacks

3.) idk im not v interesting but ig i very much like physical affection? or I am actually pretty good at archery?

I really dislike physical contact

I have a rock and marble collection

Tags

i make jewelry

i also have 22 batman plushies/ squishies

im a huge bbno$ fan, like HUGEEEEEEEEE

idk who tag tbh

for satb, some really cool ones i’ve done in chamber choir recently are esto les digo by kinley lange and holy lord of hosts by irina aleksiychuk!

(i’m a soprano but hopefully will be a tenor someday)

ooh esto les digo sounds really interesting, there were some really nice harmonies in it :O my choir teacher has this weird tendency to pick songs in languages that somehow no one in the choir speaks or understands but several people know spanish so it would be fun to finally do a foreign language that at least we can translate and pronounce correctly

and holy lord of hosts is just like wow it sounds so awesome!! the soprano part especially is really beautiful like all the way through, i would have so much fun if i was singing that part

speaking as s1, can confirm it’s a great part yeah! the song is really crunchy so it’s nice to have the melodic line lmao

for satb, some really cool ones i’ve done in chamber choir recently are esto les digo by kinley lange and holy lord of hosts by irina aleksiychuk!

(i’m a soprano but hopefully will be a tenor someday)

ooh esto les digo sounds really interesting, there were some really nice harmonies in it :O my choir teacher has this weird tendency to pick songs in languages that somehow no one in the choir speaks or understands but several people know spanish so it would be fun to finally do a foreign language that at least we can translate and pronounce correctly

and holy lord of hosts is just like wow it sounds so awesome!! the soprano part especially is really beautiful like all the way through, i would have so much fun if i was singing that part

speaking as s1, can confirm it’s a great part yeah! the song is really crunchy so it’s nice to have the melodic line lmao