soft

I have been to a beach this summer and I’ll probably go a couple more times. No one has said anything, I wish I had something good for questions like this lol. If anything people are probably thinking that I should have gotten a size up. It can be hard to keep things contained in a bikini.

Something with meat and rice or tteokbeokki.

Getting soft

Even if I had the option I think I’d just want to grow as I am. I like seeing where my body decides to distribute the fat on its own, I think it’s more fun that way.

I haven’t yet, but I have a doctor’s appointment coming up in the next few weeks. I doubt they’ll have anything to say about my weight since it’s still in the “normal” BMI range. Idk if I’d like it or not, it depends on what’s said.

I’m in between denial and acceptance. I know I’m softer under my clothes but I’ve had more instances of realizing I look bigger in general. I noticed my shirt riding up in the back at work the other day and a good bit of fat hanging over my pants was visible.

Hmmm a little. I was embarrassed carrying takeout bags to my room, but I doubt anyone noticed. If they did, it’s not like they knew I was eating it all

No, I didn’t notice anyone else putting on weight.