Little Teals

i'm so uneducated about sentinelverse... god i'm not prepared for writing this. i'm creating my own sentinelverse at this point lol

why is this next chapter of veil of embers eating my head up

taekook a/b/o au is coming along nicely while my dearest baby 'veil of embers' is dragging itself T.T HELP ME

i'm struggling deciding on whether i want to make taehyung or jungkook the omega in this new fic i'm planning... there are certain scenes that i can only imagine omega taehyung doing and certain stuff only omega jungkook doing... even the scenes of the alpha character... HOW THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO DECIDE WHEN THEY ARE BOTH SO VERSATILE AND SUIT EVERY TYPE OF CHARACTER

i'm gonna write whatever bullshit and post the bullshit on ao3 without proofreading. it's not like anybody's reading my shit

i feel like i don't know how to write anymore... am i losing my skill one after another to this battle with depression

people are still fighting whether vkook or kookv is superior... i'm so tired of it. how does it matter unless it's pwp? for plotfics, the characterization is based on the plot, not on the bedroom dynamics. for pwps, on the other hand, the plot mostly revolves around the bedroom dynamics since it's explicitly only smut. so, why is it that people demand for a top/bottom tags in plotfics which are not centered around smut? there may be two to three smut scenes in a 100k plotfic. the tags could be used for more relevant topics and warnings than tag who tops and who bottoms, in my opinion...

i have 100 different ideas for taekook fanfic... sincerely, i want my brain to shut up for a good minute T.T

highly disappointed with the response to my fic... people these days truly don't like plot-heavy and ongoing fics at all, huh. but i'm happy i got exactly two readers who read the chapters and commented on each of them. better than the response my last fic received

even taekook fanfic writers are not spared from the "ongoing fic? not interested!" trend. years ago, it was "no smut? no thanks!". people claim they are into super long fics but they are not into it if it's plot-heavy. it needs to have a certain "aesthetic" and not a novel-style story. i see why the fanfic writers are walking away from the scene