♡TEK♡

But I'm doing this for the sake of my sanity at this point

I keep forcing myself to come back beforeI'm ready bc I'm impatient and desperately want to keep up a certain image, but I'm just not in the right headspace to post again. I doubt many people will even see this but I at least feel better explaining myself than not saying anything at all

I'm still not confident in my art or writing or myself in general, and I kept trying to force myself to just push past it and try to put myself out there even when I wasn't enjoying the outcome. I've been extremely demotivated as of late and that's led to me drawing significantly less because I either just hate what I make or see no point in even making an attempt at all because I just know I'm not gonna like it anyways

To be realistic I should really stay away for as long as I feel like this, wish if I'm being honest could go as far as up to a year, maybe more, but I'm not sure. I can't say how long I'll feel like this because I don't know myself well

Hopefully things get better and the planet won't burn itself down by the time I feel like coming back

Take care