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Benno & Delta 💌

My girl, my girl, my girl

Eris Sikorsky ✧˖°

A letter to Saoko 💌

Of all your four sisters, you have always looked the most like your mother aesthetically. Some people may say that rats are just foolish animals and that they are not intelligent or have personality, however, you have always had a strong personality! He has always been extremely intelligent and agile! I remember the first time I released you in my room...you explored everything on bookshelves and quickly learned to climb all the furniture in my room! I regret taking you off my desk or my dresser when you climbed them... Let me know that I don't do this to your sisters anymore. You always ran away from me when I tried to catch you, you were always suspicious, however, sometimes, only sometimes, you let me catch you and caress you... I still remember when you were just a puppy and sometimes I want to return to that time... I did not foresee that you would get sick and everything happened so fast... you were fine, you were happy, you were healthy and then the next day you no longer had the movements of your hind legs and at night, suddenly, you presented a respiratory infection in serious condition…I love you so much, Saoko. Did you feel like I loved you? Because I've always loved you very much! Now you are my little angel, now you have become a beautiful star in the sky, Saoko! In some religions people believe that animals have no soul and that's why they think that when they die they only die and don't go anywhere... But I'm sure that just like you, all animals have a soul! And I think that now you are in a beautiful place, comfortable, bright, without pain, without suffering, without diseases and playing happily with your mother and your little brothers! I miss you, Saoko..your sisters miss you...I remember how you liked to play with Manaka, how you liked to sleep with Cassie or how you liked to pet Regina and Mabel. It's still hard for me to look at your cage and only see four rats there now, It's hard when I go to let your sisters go in the bedroom and you're not there... I believe this pain will diminish one day. As I told you that dawn before you left... time can pass, I can have several other animals, several other rats and even when I am an 80-year-old old woman... I will still remember you, our moments and I will still love you with the same intensity! I love you forever, sweet little angel🤍