Tearing Can

i was agonizing over pickles - the ones i wanted were double the price of the ones i should get! 3 dollars more! - and my friend, who doesn't even eat them, took the pickles when we divided the groceries.

god sometimes i am such an accidental asshole. made a joke about letting my friend's cast iron rust "cause that'd be perfect for you, right?" as a self-dig, sompletely forgetting that i had just turned down his other cast iron because it was rusted

uh oh! loose on these streets with two (2) drinks jn my system

will i ever stop crying when i make people happy and theyre nice to me

got super drunk the night before a 5:50 am shift and was an hour late, which honestly is not that bad for not setting an alarm at all. this puts me over the tardy limit so they could actually fire me for this, but also i hate this job, so at this point i'm half freaking out and half relieved. maybe more than half relieved.

hate it when i miss prime last cigarette hours. now im stuck in a loop of "i cant sleep because i want a cigarette so bad" -> "having a cigarette will make it harder to fall asleep" -> "but im awake anyways because i want a cigarette so goddamn bad"