Good luck with that, man!

yes, I'll start overthinking if I feel you slightly off, do you still love me?

I got that dog in me

I keep searching for things that are wrong so I can pretend I don't know I am a wrong thing myself, a broken one.

Me ghosting people the second they show very obvious signs of no interest. Totally shattering on the inside but okie dokie!

Suspected StPD culture is Yes I can acknowledge and understand that what I’m experiencing ‘isn’t happening’ and/or isn’t real for anyone else, but that un-realness for others doesn’t affect how real it is for ME. Not my fault I’m the only one who can see what’s happening ┐(ﾟ～ﾟ)┌

Cluster a culture is of course I’m ‘very self aware’ and ‘introspective’ all I have is my own mind and all I can do in here is think and think and think and think and think and think and think and think and think and think and think and think and think and think and think and think and think some more and

szpd culture is (1) never telling anyone about your symptoms because that is an invasion of privacy, but simultaneously (2) feeling frustrated that your pd is never taken seriously and it's just seen as introversion. disgusted by people who don't understand me, disgusted by people who do understand me. can't win with this disorder