I'm writing this to let you know

I'm really leaving And no I'm not keeping your emotional shit We have nothing but broken clocks, no more Just pieces and pages in time Still everyday, I never forget that you love me.

What's done is done I don't want nothing else to do with it Why was I so easy to abandon? You just go on and Leave me lonely You know I need too much attention any ways( right?) Why I can't stay alone just by myself? Wish I was comfortable just with myself But I need you, I do.

Shit

When I said farewell, you took it suprisingly well. Its now spilled milk on pieces of pages in our ride to anywhere, no where

So I rode with you

Not just because the dick was too good It made me feel good but  I know I was a recurring temporary love for you. We gotta stop actin like we were more than a summer fling. I enjoyed when I came to you  Lookin' for lovin and to pretend each time, each trip 'Cause you promised to put it down 'Cause you're real and thats what real niggas do they say real niggas dont deserve pussy, But they deserve more, you dont want more

I just want to know if I was ever warm enough for you Jayby I really wish I was a normal girl, a lady. I know you love the way I would... the way I pump my fist or how I bust my hip for you For your affection, tryna be down But thats too far from normal. I wish I could be The type of girl you wanna take home right up to mama The kind of girl, I know your fellas, they'd be proud of Pssh I already am, you know it, its time I know

There will be a day that I wont be able to remember  your name But today?