In my dreams.

Hi guys. It's been awhile since my last post. I've started college now and it's been better than I could have ever imagined and hoped for. It's a late update, but before I left for college, my brother had his first day of school. He has J as a teacher this year. My brother came home (he doesn't know how I had a crush on him) and told me that in class J asked him if he had a sister who graduated last year and if I was his sister. And asked how I was doing. He asked about me. Just a weird thought and I wanted to share one last thing with you guys!

This blog might be coming to the end. J missed graduation to go see his girlfriend in a different state. Obviously I don’t mean anything to him, as if I ever did mean anything. Of course, it was all in my head. Then N, he didn’t even shake our hands or say congrats to our class. All the other teachers did. He just left. I’ve heard rumors about him talking to other teachers about how he hates our class. Mainly the guys in our class. And I hate how he takes it out on everyone. I’m way ahead of my class in maturity level. Yet he treats me like all of my classmates. Then N only showed up to the 2 basketball girl’s party’s, even though there were three of us who took the time to student manage for basketball. I guess I never really meant anything to him either. It was a nice crush. But it just wasn’t meant to be. Yeah, I’m disappointed, but I’ll eventually move on. I’m just a young kid anyways to them. My hope has officially been crushed. I wish luck to all you amazing TCers. You guys all deserve the best. I don’t know where I would be without tumblr and you guys. Thank you for your continuos support.

I'm graduating today. It doesn't feel real.

We had graduation practice and locker check out. Next step, is graduation. I can't believe it. And you know what's funny? My row is right in front of the staff row. Hello N and J. ;D

Guyssss. Today is my last actual day of high school! Help me.