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Written by violethoure666 (@sicksicksixx) with art by @iloveyoudeanwinchester
Rating: Explicit
Word count: ~8k
Characters: Dean Winchester
Ships: Castiel/Dean Winchester
Tags: No archive warnings apply, Puppy Play, Submissive Dean, Dom Castiel, Disabled Castiel, Disabled Dean, First Time Bottoming, Service Top Dean Winchester, Topping From the Bottom Castiel
Summary:
Castiel is just about ready to give up on these disability support meetings, all they do is highlight all the ways his life is worse now. Plus, having to see the handsome and flirtatious Dean every week only reminds him that once upon a time, he would have asked him out, would have shown him a good time. Not anymore, not with the way his body works now. But Dean seems determined to get to know Castiel intimately, even after he explains that his dick simply doesn't work anymore. Dean seems to think they can have some fun anyway, if Castiel is just willing to...branch out.
Excerpt:
“Okay.” Dean’s eyes stay on him as he speaks. “I know it’s not what you’re used to, but there are other ways to feel good. Other ways to get off, you know? Maybe you never liked bottoming before, right? But maybe you never tried topping from the bottom. Maybe you never had a, uh, a,” Dean stutters, then pushes forward with his voice even lower, “a real good dog… one willing to put in the work, willing to make sure you still felt like you were calling the shots. Maybe it’s something you’d be willing to try, with the right guy. And uh, if you think maybe that’s the case. Well. I’m a sub, but I’m not a strict bottom. And I’m telling you, sir, if you let me, I could be very, very good for you. For you, Cas, as you are now.”
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The emotional reaction ("why won't you stay with your sons?") and the psychological reading ("how could she possibly process this?") are both understandable.
From Dean and Sam's perspective? It's devastating.
They spent their entire lives building this impossible fantasy of their mother. Especially Dean Winchester. She wasn't just his mom, she was the symbol of the normal childhood he never got. Every sacrifice, every hunt, every nightmare traced back to the night she died. Then, after decades of grief, she's suddenly alive... and instead of running into his arms forever, she says she needs space.
To Dean, that probably felt like being abandoned all over again.
But then you flip the camera.
My toxic trait is empathizing with characters the fandom has collectively put on a hit list.
Mary didn't lose thirty years.
She lost one night.
She went to bed a twenty-something woman with a husband she adored, a four-year-old, and a baby. Then she wakes up in a future where her husband has been dead for decades, her children are strangers older than she remembers being, the world has completely changed, and everyone expects her to immediately become "Mom" again.
Except... Mom to who?
She never got to know these men.
She didn't watch Dean lose his childhood. She didn't raise Sam. She didn't witness their first words, first heartbreaks, or first hunts. Those memories don't exist for her. She isn't rejecting the boys she raised-- because she never got the chance to raise them.
That's a horrifying kind of grief. It's almost like everyone else remembers a life you never got to live.
So her burying herself in hunting, trying to reclaim some sense of identity, even sleeping with people, trying to feel like Mary instead of "the Winchester boys' dead mother"... psychologically, that tracks. It's messy. Sometimes selfish. But trauma often is.
I think where the writing loses people isn't that Mary wants independence. It's that the show doesn't always let us feel enough of her internal conflict. We see choices that hurt Dean and Sam, but we don't always sit with Mary's panic, disorientation, guilt, and mourning for the life that was ripped away from her. So viewers are left filling in those gaps themselves.
And that's why she's such a frustrating character.
Because if you watch with your heart, you're Dean.
If you watch with your head, you're looking at a woman who woke up after thirty years to discover she'd outlived her own life.
Neither perspective is wrong. They're just two tragedies colliding.
Also:
Many new mothers go through a period where they don't immediately feel deeply bonded to their baby, and that's far more common than people realize. Birth doesn't automatically flip a switch into overwhelming love for everyone. Recovery, exhaustion, hormonal changes, and sometimes Postpartum depression or Postpartum anxiety can leave a mother feeling detached, numb, or even resentful. Those feelings are usually temporary and don't make someone a bad mother-- they're a recognized part of the range of postpartum experiences.
For Mary, that idea fits because she died when Dean was still a toddler and Sam was an infant. She simply hadn't had the chance to build decades of memories and attachment with them before her life was cut short. That doesn't mean she didn't love them; it means the bond was interrupted before it could fully grow.
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anyways still very much obsessed and wondering how the hell i'd never heard of the most beautiful love story and worst queerbait in history before, but very glad i got on that rollercoaster spoiler free 🙉🙊🙈
I've been reading Come Alive in the Heat by @sicksicksixx and it's so good!! I love it! Everything is perfect, the atmosphere, the characters, the way they interact with each other! Love it so much!
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