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it's autumn, d comes back next month, cold weather makes me miss the warm embrace from an older man

hate to say it but im depressed again lol

wow things really do be complicated lately, and it's not even about d

so far this summer everything's just become complicated. or well, only one thing is, but it's driving me crazy.

y'all... i think im actually in love for the first time in a long time wtf

feeling a little depressed though ngl

d isn't coming back until november, idk if i said that or not, and i haven't seen him since march, so i'm kinda losing feelings, i barely think about him, i keep forgetting about him

the genshin grind is overwhelming

no, because wukong is actually fun to play

i just wanna be the rakan to someone's xayah

anyways im trying greens on friday, might be fun

and i also need to stop staying awake every night to play league of legends, genshin impact and world of warcraft.

no but fr where are all the men in my dms when i need them lol

i really need to stop downing pure shitty cheap wine and cigarettes just because of one (1) man

it's so funny how i'm overly attached to this middle aged man

lol nothing i hate more than when i beg to not get my period within the next two days because i have an assignment and a test due thursday but my period says no :)