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im getting really fucking sick of all this “it gets better!” bullshit. im going to have depression for the rest of my life. it’s not going to “””get better””” fuck you
i have really great news guys, despite it all
to everyone reblogging this and saying that you’re the exception, or this will never apply to you, you are not alone. back when I made that first text post I felt the same way. but something I realized in between the first half and second half of this post is that it starts with you. it starts with wanting to be done with the misery. it is so much easier to give in to whatever mental health issues you’re dealing with, especially in a world that is built against us. however it is so worth it to not give in. it is so worth it to do things that make you feel good even though it can feel impossible to start. it’s so worth it to fail at something because at least it means you tried.
getting yourself out of the hole is hard, and can feel damn near impossible at your lowest. but it isn’t impossible. i am living proof of this. nobody is responsible for your emotions but you, and if you want to be happy, you have to create your happiness. do whatever you can to surround yourself with joy. not hedonism, but actual joy. accomplishments, good relationships, engagement in healthy hobbies and habits. it can be hard, there’s no denying it, i still struggle myself sometimes. the reward is so worth it. feeling like you’re the best version of yourself is so worth it.
to quote the queen kali uchis: i know it’s hard, but did you even really try?
Drezhein do have an understanding of biological sex but literally only so far as it equates to having children, and even then there aren't gendered words for different parents because their entire identity revolves around their relationship to the lord of their house so there's only "parent" and "lord parent*" and it goes something like this:
Birth mother is the lord of the house – they only have a lord parent
Birth mother is not the lord of the house – the biological mother is their "parent" and the lord is their "lord parent". The sex of the lord and whether or not they had anything to do with conceiving the child is completely irrelevant. There is no place for a "biological father" in the family tree as far as drezhein are concerned, so they don't really have a distinct concept of mother and father.
Which is not to say that drezhein never know who their biological father is (although it's admittedly not a given) they just generally don't have a specific relationship with their biological father on the grounds of that person being their "father". A father who is not lord of the house may also be referred to as "parent", that's sort of a case by case basis.
Drezhein are so fun…I really like exploring all of the logistics of this culture where biological sex is quite literally a nearly meaningless fact, and gender does not exist ^^
*this is the only instance in the drezhein language where there is no grammatical or linguistic difference between the identity of lord and Lord, which in all other cases can be a life or death distinction
I've talked about it a few times before but I don't care, I like them so I'm talking about it again!
Drezhein society is broken up into family units known as "houses" and their identity, pronouns, and position in society is entirely tangled up with where they are in their given house. That being the case there are seven legitimate pronouns which relate to the seven types of positions that drezhein can hold in a house and it's very common for them to change pronouns several times throughout their lives. (There is also an "it" pronoun which is used for animals, objects, magically created servants, and prisoners of war).
Lord/lord: the leader of a given house is known as the lord of the house. The twelve most powerful houses have special social status so the "Twelve Lords" have their own pronoun and title. It means the same thing but it's more respectful.
Inheritance mate: when the lord begins to get older they will marry a younger drezhein to be their heir. It could be one of their other mates or one of their children being promoted, or someone totally outside the house. Although it's considered a "marriage" (as are many relationships within drezhein society) it may or may not be sexual or romantic in nature. The safety and honor of everyone in a house depends on the lord's ability to defend them in both combat and debate, so this is usually someone who is strong, intelligent, confident, and ambitious.
Primary mate: anyone who enters the house via a permanent marriage directly to the lord. The number can vary, they're generally respected in order of when they arrived.
Secondary mate: anyone who enters a house via a temporary marriage to the lord for the purpose of some kind of alliance or social contract. There is no set timeline on how long these marriages last.
Tertiary mate: anyone who enters the house in connection with a lord's mate or child. It can be another partner, a friend, or a sibling. There is no official ceremony, but they are still considered to be one of the lord's people and subject to their whims. There may or may not be any kind of relationship between the lord and a tertiary mate living in their house. As only lords can get married, there are no official binding ties to whoever brought them into the house and they are legally free to leave whenever they want. This position is also often favored by people who are ambitious but are either young, physically weak, or very cautious.
Child: anyone who hasn't left the house they were born into.
It's worth noting that even the primary and secondary mates may or may not have a romantic or sexual relationship with their lord. For instance, it's very common for a group of siblings to leave their birth house at the same time and set up their own house together. This can also happen with children of different houses who happen to be friends. Lords are also often known to take in siblings or friends who need protecting, and occasionally also their parent if their birth house falls.
Re: their interesting idea of bloodlines, drezhein do not need to worry about genetic bottlenecks due to inbreeding. Because they were created to be lovers of the gods and lasted in the heavens for several generations before the gods got sick of their shit, they have partially divine DNA and now that they live in a mortal world, they have quite extreme genetic mutations. Even direct relatives may not necessarily be more closely genetically related than strangers. In fact, it isn't even possible for drezhein to have identical twins (Keir and Dumas notwithstanding because they became identical later via magic LMAO)
Drezhein do have an understanding of biological sex but literally only so far as it equates to having children, and even then there aren't gendered words for different parents because their entire identity revolves around their relationship to the lord of their house so there's only "parent" and "lord parent*" and it goes something like this:
Birth mother is the lord of the house – they only have a lord parent
Birth mother is not the lord of the house – the biological mother is their "parent" and the lord is their "lord parent". The sex of the lord and whether or not they had anything to do with conceiving the child is completely irrelevant. There is no place for a "biological father" in the family tree as far as drezhein are concerned, so they don't really have a distinct concept of mother and father.
Which is not to say that drezhein never know who their biological father is (although it's admittedly not a given) they just generally don't have a specific relationship with their biological father on the grounds of that person being their "father". A father who is not lord of the house may also be referred to as "parent", that's sort of a case by case basis.
Drezhein are so fun…I really like exploring all of the logistics of this culture where biological sex is quite literally a nearly meaningless fact, and gender does not exist ^^
*this is the only instance in the drezhein language where there is no grammatical or linguistic difference between the identity of lord and Lord, which in all other cases can be a life or death distinction
Your mystery question is here :)
🏳️🌈LGBT Pride: Are any of your characters LGBTQ+? What are their identities? How did they realize they were queer?
🏳️⚧️Trans Pride: How is the idea of gender/queer identities treated in your world? What was your character's experience like?
🌈Rainbow: Has your character ever been to a Pride event? What was it like for them? If they’ve never been, what would it be like?
🏳️🌈LGBT Pride: Are any of your characters LGBTQ+? What are their identities? How did they realize they were queer?
Well, a great number of them are but I don't really use a modern lens of sexuality when I'm writing so that makes it a little bit awkward hahaha most of my characters don't really think of themselves in a way where who they're attracted to is actually ~who they are~, it's just something about them. One notable exception might be Izare from Second Chances but he has a very negative relationship with that fact so it's not a way he enjoys thinking about himself. Because of the kinds of settings that I write, most of my characters are much more concerned with social class, family responsibility, and the politics of a relationship than they are with the genders or sexes of the people involved. I do sometimes enjoy exploring the politics of same-sex relationships in my settings, but they're still not viewed quite the same way that a modern person would think about it.
So some examples are in Legacy of Kings where you can have a same sex relationship and it's fine, but you can't be legally married because marriage is about providing heirs. Or in Dragon's Daughter it comes up in discussions about Johan and Oliver's relationship that generally speaking they would not have been allowed to get married because they're nobility and both eldest children, but they have some weird things going on with their family backgrounds that make it just acceptable enough that they can (whereas lower-class people don't have to worry about that and they can just get married regardless). I don't talk about it a lot in Celestials because it's middle grade, but it comes up a little bit and in that setting there's no issue with same-sex marriages because they already have a entranced tradition of adoption for heirs. In settings like Second Chances and Silverwood, which deal with a lot of different cultures and countries and races, there's a lot of different takes on homosexual behavior and relationships.
🏳️⚧️Trans Pride: How is the idea of gender/queer identities treated in your world? What was your character's experience like?
I do have a handful of trans characters but the funniest one is definitely Keir Silverwood. He was raised in hyein countries which do have pretty strict ideas about gender but it's not like Anthem and Ithea give a shit about that. So he was able to socially transition before he even started going to boarding school and it was never an issue, and then he used magic to physically transition later. The funny thing is that when he talks to other drezhein about this they find it SO baffling because while there is a concept of biological sex in Cylli, it has absolutely no effect on anything. People dress however they want, and all of their pronouns and identities are based on social status only, so to them it seems like he did a lot of work for almost no reason? I have debated whether or not he would necessarily even "be" trans if he had been raised in Cylli, and what his relationship with himself might have ended up being instead! I haven't really come up with an answer for that, but it may be something I want to explore with a different drezhein character in the future.
There are also the draconians who are hermaphroditic as a species, so you have some like Aidian who mostly dressed and presented as feminine but wasn't necessarily too concerned about it, some like Charlie and his oldest child who identify as male, and his younger child who specifically identifies as female. When it comes to draconians (and honestly other races in the Silverwood setting) they are generally treated based on what their clothing and style seem to imply about them. How fluid this is for the identity of any individual person varies based on the race and the country. Obviously drezhein and draconians don't put a lot of consideration into sex and gender, daemirrans tend to be quite easy going and do whatever people want them to do. The vekein and hyein tend to be a little bit more narrow-minded but it does depend on the country.
🌈Rainbow: Has your character ever been to a Pride event? What was it like for them? If they’ve never been, what would it be like?
Not applicable. I think Felisjyta would have a good time, Izare would have a bad time, Oliver would find it interesting, and most of the rest of my characters would consider it along the same lines they would any other party, and would feel the same way about it that they would feel about other social events.

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Pride Month Sale
In honor of pride month, the e-book version of my lesbian knight/dragon love story is on sale for a whole dollar off! Only $3.99 for the month of June, so if you've ever been interested in checking it out now might be the time~
(especially with the second book coming out later this year)
Where to buy?
I don't know why the Barnes & Noble links aren't working from that site but it is at B&N, you can find it here.
Synopsis:
In a ruined castle deep in the wilderness, there lived a beautiful princess guarded by a ferocious dragon. Except for the fact that the maiden in the tower was no princess at all, but the dragon’s daughter. Rescued against her will, she is carried off to human lands and given the name Lady Patrice Drake. Caught between culture shock and grief, she must find a way to navigate her strange new surroundings lest she be drowned under human machinations and politics. Who among these people are enemies? Who among them are allies? And most importantly, who is she without her mother’s guidance and protection?
Age range: 16+
Type: Fantasy, medieval, F/F
Warnings for: occasional, non-graphic violence
how does being punched in the face feel like
literally i just wanna know
It depends on where you get hit
Cheek: a round dull pain that clocks your entire head in a different direction. It’s painful and throbs but the main effect of a punch to the cheek is how jarring it is. You feel it in your mouth, your teeth. And no matter how you position that punch the knuckles will always hit the jaw and cheek bones adding a frame of sharp pain in which the redness will be painted.
Temple: getting hit on the temple pushes your head to the side rather than turning it. It’s disorienting because it leaves you very off balance. It essentially feels like a bad pressure headache, like when you have a sinus infection on a plane, but in one spot and on the outside. It’s sharp in the middle and radiates outward and even after the initial impact it pulses like an earthquake epicenter. It easily causes long lasting headaches and is the most likely of these examples to cause a concussion.
Eye: this is a weird one. The fist doesn’t fit within the eye socket so either the knuckles on the brow and cheeks bones protect the actual eye or they don’t. The former option gives a full spreading pain below the eye which results in the classic black eye look and a sharp pain on your brow similar to hitting your shin on the couch. The latter option, well bad things can happen when a hard fast object makes direct contact with your eye but for the sake of this it feels like a vacuum bc the concave shape is being covered and pressurized. The eye feels pushed back and pulled forward all at once. It doesn’t necessarily hurt that bad for that long unless the punch was meant to do damage. I’m fortunate to say I don’t know what it would feel like then.
Nose: remember that prank kids used to pull where they’d line up their hands with their nose, push them in one direction and crack a knuckle at the same time to pretend to break their nose? Yeah that’s what it looks like when someone punches you from the side in the nose, except it’s someone else’s hand and your nose makes the sound instead of their knuckle. It’s just like breaking any bone where you hear it and feel the action if it being done but that moment of shock blankets you for a split second until all the pain comes rushing back. It’s sharp and needlelike and can give you black eyes just to add insult to injury. If you get hit in the nose from the front it’s like the uncomfortableness of when you have to sneeze but can’t. Except that feeling took all the steroids and is now using your face as a punching bag to express its roid rage. It crackles outward like static electricity under your skin, your eyesight gets fuzzy and you can’t tell if it’s because you’re tearing up, it’s hard to open your eyes, or you’re momentarily stunned and blinded. Just know it’s all three. I find that this one knocks the wind out of you the most. Gotta remind yourself to breathe just don’t try to do it through your nose.
If you really want to know what this feels like I’d suggest joining a mixed martial arts because they’ll teach you correct form and power distribution and you can spar with pads and actually hit each other.
I’d also recommend learning what it feels like to punch someone in the face. It’s much more fun and pretty damn cathartic when they deserve it.
i was just being stupid but these descriptions are actually so well written i could feel them lmao bless
Well, thanks for “being stupid,” because this is a great ref for writers.
My friend had a dream that nintendo dropped FE4 remake out of nowhere and the localized names for Quan and Leif were John and Jared and we kept saying "john fire emblem on his fuckass horse"
this is frying me so bad

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I've noticed a lot of people advise writers to read their stories aloud. And I absolutely agree. But I've also mostly seen people mention it in like a 'you'll better notice where there are little mistakes, and where the phrasing is awkward' way. Which, again, is absolutely true.
But that's a 'read the story aloud to see what's wrong with it' advice.
And I think there's maybe an even more important reason to read your fic aloud.
It will show you all the things that are RIGHT about your story.
Because there inevitably comes a point where you've read your own story in your head so many times that all the words are a bland mush that will leave you convinced that there's absolutely nothing interesting or good in your writing.
And if you go back to it many months later, you might realize... oh, this is a pretty interesting fic. And that's because the brain has had time to forget every tiny detail of phrasing you came up with, and you can actually read it like a reader, not the author.
But that road takes months, and until then, you might be inherently convinced that the story is literally the absolute worst thing you've ever written.
But... WHEN YOU READ ALOUD, you automatically start giving the words inflection, inflection that, when you're reading something that you haven't written yourself, you kind of hear even when reading quietly. But for your own story, all that inflection and weight has been sucked out by way too many rereads while you were looking for grammatical errors. The fastest way to be able to see it again? To hear it.
Anyway, read aloud to defeat the monster on your shoulder telling you your writing sucks.
Pride Month Sale
In honor of pride month, the e-book version of my lesbian knight/dragon love story is on sale for a whole dollar off! Only $3.99 for the month of June, so if you've ever been interested in checking it out now might be the time~
(especially with the second book coming out later this year)
Where to buy?
I don't know why the Barnes & Noble links aren't working from that site but it is at B&N, you can find it here.
Synopsis:
In a ruined castle deep in the wilderness, there lived a beautiful princess guarded by a ferocious dragon. Except for the fact that the maiden in the tower was no princess at all, but the dragon’s daughter. Rescued against her will, she is carried off to human lands and given the name Lady Patrice Drake. Caught between culture shock and grief, she must find a way to navigate her strange new surroundings lest she be drowned under human machinations and politics. Who among these people are enemies? Who among them are allies? And most importantly, who is she without her mother’s guidance and protection?
Age range: 16+
Type: Fantasy, medieval, F/F
Warnings for: occasional, non-graphic violence
Hot off the presses, absolutely brand-new freaks from my dream last night!
These were characters in an anime that I walked in on my roommates watching and I think they're fantastic.
The evil prince wasn't not evil, he wasn't like a good person or anything, he mostly just thought it was way too much work.
Designed a hot evil mom for him.
Hot off the presses, absolutely brand-new freaks from my dream last night!
These were characters in an anime that I walked in on my roommates watching and I think they're fantastic.
The evil prince wasn't not evil, he wasn't like a good person or anything, he mostly just thought it was way too much work.
I see the original post going around every so often and it saddens me a little that it's never accompanied by this thread explaining why it's completely understandable how a child would arrive at these spellings in accordance with english phonetics

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Last Line Tag
Tagged by @winterandwords thank you!
From today's writing session:
Kit seemed pleased with himself. He smiled as he looked around and grinned wider still when he met Anrikas's eyes. Perhaps he really had only been enjoying the confining nature of the ship. "You're insufferable," Anrikas hissed at him. "Usually," Kit agreed. "You seem quite adept at suffering me. Not everyone can say as much." "I shall put it foremost on my list of accomplishments." "No one would believe you in any case." Then Kit changed topics. "When we get to an inn, make sure to tell them that I'm interested in card games. The innkeeper may get a cut if they can funnel seemingly easy targets into serious games."
Tagging @did-i-do-this-write @cee-grice @crimsonshadetress @thegoddesswater @bloodlessheirbyjacques
Glad you like it! I can say that this is how they communicate for at least like...70% of the book lmao
(they still talk this way for the other 30%, it's just less obnoxious and more affectionate towards the end)
I love writing their dialogue so much!
Pride Month Poll (tie-breaker)
Thank you for everybody who voted in the first poll! Unfortunately we end up with a 5 way tie for third place lmao
I am therefore doing a shorter poll to hopefully tiebreak.
Which couple should I draw for pride month?
Rolan & Morgaine (Fate Flows Like Water)
Nelli & Retta (Laero)
Keril & Yvian (Northbound)
Liu Tengei & Yang Xuejing (Untitled 2)
Ivellio & Sorchia (Untitled 8)
Two hours left!