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Sometimes I don't even want to be comforted. I just want someone to see that I'm breaking and not look away.

Who up feeling unlovable and useless

when I forget to stay busy for one second and suddenly I get a wave of everything that has ever hurt me.

Just once, I want my absence to be felt.

being self-aware doesn’t stop the spiral, it just means i get to watch it happen and hate myself for it.

sometimes i don’t care about getting better anymore. i just wanna give up.

Pov: you've wasted another year being the same loser after telling yourself this year would be different

It's uncomfortable to be human.

as my final act of love, I will swallow every "please stay" and turn it into silence so you don't feel trapped by my ache

anyone else remember being 13 on tumblr and every morning youd scroll down until you got to posts from the night before like it was the morning paper