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I got rejected by one job today, and another pays significantly less than what they offered in my first interview, with fewer hours. I took it anyway. I've learned my lesson. I'm not supposed to question it. people are just gonna lie and treat me like shit and screw me over. I'm on this earth to just shut up and take it, right? I'm feeling a certain way right this second, but that doesn't mean I wanna be feeling that way from a tent in the woods or sleeping on a sidewalk, so I'm doing what I gotta do to avoid that.

obviously my mental and emotional health is doing great. I might go dark for awhile because I really don't wanna be anywhere anymore, and I don't wanna feel like that. I need to tune out for a bit. I'm not dead yet and I'm trying to keep it that way. thank you to...well, almost everyone. I would never tell someone to kill themselves, but I sure do hope someday they feel how I've been feeling lately, if they never have. I don't and can't expect one person to swoop in and magically fix everything, but it costs zero dollars to move on without being hateful like that. I really don't understand people.

I'm trying like hell to keep myself fed and housed, because I'm worth trying for, no matter what some cowardly douchebag thinks. anything helps!

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unfortunately, because of course I don't have enough going on, I had 90% of my clothes in one of the dryers along with a couple other people. the place has insurance for the building & dryers, but they're not responsible for lost or damaged property. this is how I learned that's a separate type of insurance that isn't legally required, which... isn't something I can do anything about right now, so fuck my feelings on it, I guess.

I currently have three days of clean clothes. I'm trying to fix that and keep myself fed and housed while I job hunt, so anything helps!

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unfortunately, because of course I don't have enough going on, I had 90% of my clothes in one of the dryers along with a couple other people. the place has insurance for the building & dryers, but they're not responsible for lost or damaged property. this is how I learned that's a separate type of insurance that isn't legally required, which... isn't something I can do anything about right now, so fuck my feelings on it, I guess.

I currently have three days of clean clothes. I'm trying to fix that and keep myself fed and housed while I job hunt, so anything helps!

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unfortunately, because of course I don't have enough going on, I had 90% of my clothes in one of the dryers along with a couple other people. the place has insurance for the building & dryers, but they're not responsible for lost or damaged property. this is how I learned that's a separate type of insurance that isn't legally required, which... isn't something I can do anything about right now, so fuck my feelings on it, I guess.

I currently have three days of clean clothes. I'm trying to fix that and keep myself fed and housed while I job hunt, so anything helps!

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