merle highchurch is a study in faith.
and i don’t mean faith as in religion. well, i do a little bit–i can talk about fungston, and how merle was so powerfully hopeful that his words inspired a doomed world to hope again, even after he vanished before them as their world ended–but in this particular post i just mean regular old faith. faith in other people.
i’m talking about john hunger.
john hunger was bent on destroying everything. he had no faith in anything. he thought the world is pointless, and it would be better if it didn’t exist at all. he trusted nothing, believed in nothing, loved nothing.
merle, who doesn’t go for his weak points. who tried for at least fifty-seven years to show john that hope isn’t weakness. that there’s strength in trust. that there is love even in places you wouldn’t think to look.
it takes him a long time, but of course it does: john resigned himself to this path long ago. it takes him more than half a century, but eventually, merle’s faith–in himself, in other people, in john, in john’s capacity to choose joy, as he does, to be a better person–is so powerful that john turns against the hunger.
merle is so stubbornly inspirational. it’s just part of who he is. he says choose joy and he means it. he lives it. and he helps other people get there too. taako, magnus, fungston, john hunger, his children when he recovers himself; he has faith in himself, and faith in all of them. and he is so good. he is just so good.