"thinking about life and shit"

Tass striking a dreamy pose for my hangover saturday

laughing my ass off

This is the video they made of their little berlin trip. Amazing filming and cutting by the ONLY seventeen year old Anton, who got really wasted of 5 bears on his last evening. Haha! I really love watching skateboard clips, they are always so fun and positive, always makes the sun shine a little bit brighter in my heart

Check up on my boysss =)

(PS: can you find me in the video?)

Gonna go to my university interview now, ate a massive sandwich baguette to strenghten my mind.. and nerves.. ha

UGHHH

layin in bed and just cant get no sleep, so i might aswell finally post something here now pretty sure it has been ages.. guilty!

the last months ive just been drawing painting taking pictures and sort some stuff out really, i dunno what else i was really doing, working on photo sets, not partying really, enjoying the start of summer and spending to much money on clothes..thinking to much

so tomorrow i have that photography university interview at fucking 10:30 and now its almost 3:30.. been working in the bar last night and should be so fucking tired but i have so much energy its driving me crazy, just wanna bring this interview behind me an drive home to my hometown, where ill be till the end of summer.. been working on my portfolio the whole day today and was thinking lots of tass since i printed a huge picture for my fotofolio of her and was wearing her old underpants last night, which i stole from her when we where in fuerteventura, its so shabby by now dont now why i keep on wearin it.. nostalgia...

so after noticing i was wearing her underpants, i had that dream last night that me and tass where walking the cliffs by the shore in st ives, wed talk about awkard stories and shit and shed go:.."and i just thought..dammmmniiit". then i said: "tass, why do you always whisper it, just fuckin scream it" so i would go like: "DAMMMMNIIIIIIT" and tass even louder: "DAMNNNNNNNNNNNNNIIIIIIIT" and me again: "FUUUUUCK" and tass again: "FUUUUUUUUUUCKKK" and then wed both go: 1,2,3..

"FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK"

yes this is a really important story. right now it looks like im losing my job as photography assistance, and since im (hopefully) gonna go to that photo school after summer it will be hard to work enough to save money to visit tass.. but its time again

she was complaining how there are no waves  in st ives and i can just imagine her sitting there and not knowing where to put her massive energy.. just like me right now

damn my eyes hurt so much but they just dont seem to close