ㅤ THERE WAS A CERTAIN WAVE OF EXHAUSTION THAT WASHED OVER HER , when it came to religious talk. it wasn’t as if she didn’t believe in it , jean amalie just did — just not the one the masses deemed important. maybe it was the lack of raising on her behalf , or the reverend that lingered down on bourbon street shouting at tourist for indulging in sin , that had her indifferent towards the christian faith.
ㅤ it would be insane of her to not believe in something. she just didn’t worship a ‘supreme’ god , who seemed … distant & unbothered by human affairs. at least the lwa she served were present in her life physically , damballah was in every snake that slithered its way into her home. glimpses of ezili freda could be caught in the corner of every mirror of her home , gede echoed in every laugh of a child & in the graveyard dirt tucked away on the shelves.
ㅤ jean amalie supposed the same could be said for the other faith in question. that god lingered everywhere — if you just looked hard enough or knew where. a groan left her , fingers pinching the bridge of her nose … her head was starting to feel too crowded with thoughts.
❛ i can’t say I have had the pleasure of meeting any of them. ❜ although she , herself , had not meet any of the three … somewhere inside her a clutter of emotions sparked at the mention of the names. the feel of his arms anchoring around her pulls the shaman from her thoughts , lips curving slightly as he inhales. what strange creature he is.
ㅤ instinctively her head tilts , dark waves falling to expose the curve of her neck. ❛ i have enough on my plate with the witches & vampires in this city , i don’t need the devil , the first murder , or the first shepherd rolling through. ❜ she shuttered to think what kind of fresh hell the three of them would bring to the crescent city.