S E O N G H W A ⤨ mafia au
THE ONE WHERE YOU TWO ARE ROLEPLAYING HUBBY AND WIFU
warnings: may include cheating.
⢠âWhere is that son of a bitch!â
⢠âMiss y-y/n, Iâm afraid I canât let you in there.â
⢠âAnd Iâm afraid Iâm gonna grate your face like cheese on mac if you donât give up my god damn husbandâs location right now.â
⢠Seonghwa was indisputable.
⢠has one thing coming if he thinks you arenât going to kill him in the next 5 mins.
⢠âLet me in Yeosang, or so help me godâ Seonghwaâs going to be the last thing youâll be scared shitless to.â
⢠you couldnât believe it the first time you heard it.
⢠the words racking in your head still.
⢠it canât be true right?
⢠thatâs why you brought yourself all the way over here to ask.
⢠because thereâs NO way itâs be true.
⢠âY/n, you cannotââ
⢠âShove it, you good for nothing piece of shit.â
⢠Seonghwaâs eyebrow cocks up and he gestured the men in the room down upon your gracefulness.
⢠âBaby, calm down first andââ
⢠god he was almost going to make you laugh.
⢠âCALM DOWN?! You want me to fucking calm down after I hear from multiple parties that youâve been dicking down other women and you expect me to calm down?â
⢠fucking sits in amusement and this?
⢠this brought a big deal of contempt for you.
⢠filthy excuse for a freaking husband,
⢠âYou lying sack of shit.â
⢠âBaby, I was miles away at the time andââ
⢠you stick your middle finger up,
⢠the room cold and brass.
⢠loyalty questioned at the sight of Seonghwaâs wife being so careless.
⢠he stands, eyes black walking towards you.
⢠you stop him by slipping off your ring with fingers faced up in front of him before sticking it down his shirt.
⢠âFuck you. Go whore around with someone else, Iâm through.â
⢠âYou canât just fucking leave.â
⢠âYeah? Watch me.â
⢠your relationship with Seonghwa was complicated.
⢠you two didnât exactly love each other?
⢠more so arranged to be together.
⢠you were the heir of black market royalty.
⢠and a close by king just so happened to be looking for a wife.
⢠though you were not happy
⢠maybe less of in love than needed,
⢠you refused to claim a cheap bastard as your husband.
⢠taunting your name and rep
⢠while he fucking cheats on you.
⢠while you two have had some fun and games role-playing husband and wife,
⢠the jealousy wasnât just there because of the label anymore.
⢠and you scorn at the idea of being in love with him.
⢠but itâs the truth and nothing but.
⢠âWell, if it isnât Mrs. Park Seonghwa.â
⢠you take a seat on his lap and bury your face in his neck.
⢠âIâm gonna combust one day, Joong. Canât stand him.â
⢠âBabe, your husband wouldnât be too keen with you on another manâs lap. Let alone it being his status rival.â
⢠you pout against him, eyes sultry and sad.
⢠âWell since he fucked some lowlife skank, I donât think it matters all that much. Canât you just love me instead considering he canât?â
⢠thinking itâs cute you always go to him for your problems and stresses.
⢠but he knows you love Seonghwa far too much to make anything of it.
⢠wonât admit it to you since you canât even admit it to yourself.
⢠âHeâll know you came here again. And heâll just send his dogs to come get you. Youâre gonna start a gang war one day, babe. Canât just keep rutting me every day you two fight. Thatâs not fair is it?â
⢠youâd LOVE to have Hongjoong.
⢠deep down secretly wished he was the man on the arrangement contract.
⢠would want him instead of Seonghwa on most days.
⢠âI left my ring behind. I know that asshole planted a tracker on there. Donât want to be found till next month.â
⢠âFlaking on dates? The nights out he spends with the boys. The constant busy schedule without me in itâ yes I can take that. I can take it when my husband deprives me of certain styles of attention. But if itâs cheatingâ giving something to another woman he canât even spare for me? Time, Joong. Itâs all Iâve asked for. And itâs unforgivable.â
⢠Hongjoongâs conflicted.
⢠loves you but knows you love Seonghwa.
⢠of course, being a mafia boss, thereâs no avoiding the additional sex life.
⢠people like him and Seonghwa donât fall in love that easily.
⢠âHave you ever expressed this to him?â
⢠you shake your head against the warmer toned gang lord. âNo. Would never think to. He wouldnât give me a minute to speak let alone a second no doubt.â
⢠Hongjoong rubs circles on your back before saying, âI think the both of you, despite my lack of judgement for that crackhead, need time away. Properly. Where he knows you wonât be back and you know you wonât too.â
⢠âYes, I can hide you. But only for a little. Promise me youâll think about your actions. Words to say, hm? We arenât normal people, y/n. Therefore normal social standards like cheating, dating, all that fluff shit youâd been brainwashed to consider isnât in our blood. Remember that too.â
⢠you look up at the ceiling, hands crossed on your chest.
⢠waking up has always been empty.
⢠empty when Seonghwaâs a busy man.
⢠rarely makes time for you.
⢠but youâd kill a manâ
⢠kill a man to get Seonghwa to be with you.
⢠âY/n, Seonghwaâs offered an ultimatum. Might want to hear it.â
⢠you sit up upon hearing Hongjoongâs voice.
⢠and youâre eyes stern on the phone in his hand.
⢠âDidnât just call. Warned.â
⢠you bit down on your lip before listening to his harsh vicious voice that spoke in the voicemail.
⢠âIâm giving you two days to come home. Two. You donât want to see me angry, y/n. Donât want to hurt your precious Hongjoong. Donât make me fight for you, baby. Donât get yourself in trouble.â
⢠you scream throwing the phone to the wall in pure astonishment.
⢠Hongjoong sits beside you in attempt to comfort you.
⢠âYou two are like the moon and the sun.â
⢠you want to cry for the first time.
⢠though your father and your blood line has taught you not to,
⢠âComplete opposites. But unconditionally there for each other.â
⢠âYouâre just saying that so I donât end up starting a war.â
⢠âEven if thatâs partly true, you know youâre just here so heâd feel what you felt. What you felt when he cheated on you.â
⢠Fuck, you hated to admit it.
⢠satan has you on lockdown with Seonghwa.
⢠a soulmate you were damned to instead.
⢠âKeep her in the play room.â
⢠you glare at your husband as his men keep your hands bound behind your back.
⢠âSeonghwa, let me go.â
⢠youâve never seen him this angry.
⢠âWhy are you stopping?â
⢠âSir sheâs our boss too.â
⢠you glare through your eyes,
⢠the same fire you undoubtedly shared with your husband.
⢠waiting till he looked back at you.
⢠Seonghwa was weak against you.
⢠knew he couldnâtâ
⢠didnât have power over you.
⢠when you could do the same things he could.
⢠âWhy chase after me when you could freely mingle with other women to fill my spot?â
⢠his chuckleâs dark and spineless, wiping at his dirty hands from behind his desk.
⢠âWould you prefer that instead?â
⢠âI loathe you, Park Seonghwa.â
⢠âRight back at you baby.â
⢠you donât want him to see you cry.
⢠you thinks itâs losing.
⢠admit it, y/n, you lost.
⢠âSeonghwa, I donât want to be married to you anymore.â
⢠he stops where he stands.
⢠shoulders stiff at the request.
⢠âSeonghwa, I want to find love. Someone whoâll love meâ when you canât. I donât want this world and I never have. Keep the label, keep my privelages. But I donât want you to keep me anymore.â
⢠for him to hear you vulnerable.
⢠you werenât raised like that.
⢠he didnât know you like that.
⢠you were pressed against the door, voice the softest when you spoke.
⢠âYou only need those right? I donât. Never wanted it, so keep it.â
⢠Seonghwaâs a savage brutal beast.
⢠how you fell in love with him, you still donât know.
⢠to unlock the shackles he unknowingly bound you with.
⢠âThis was a contract. One to death andâ
⢠âIs that all I am to you?â
⢠you were washed with pure resentment when Seonghwaâs looked like he always did.
⢠the one look that you want so bad as to see change.
⢠âIâm just a stupid contract. One that keeps you on your goddamn pedestal, right?â
⢠âWhat, no baby this time, Seonghwa? Not gonna call me that retched pet name you gave me since you met me? What you keep insisting I am when Iâm not.â
⢠he blinks, not saying a word.
⢠âIâm not asking you. Iâm begging you. To let me go, Seonghwa. Iâll even claim righteous plea of guilt for your sake if thatâs what you want.â
⢠was he seriously not gonna say anything?
⢠just stand there 10 ft away staring at you like a waste of space?
⢠âSay something you asshole!â
⢠you felt hot, felt uncomfortable.
⢠âHow can I say anything when youâve already figured out what you want?â
⢠because you want him to fight for you.
⢠how stupid you are to think this was a novel romanceâ
⢠your arranged love life.
⢠âIf I told you I want to keep you, you wouldnât stay. If I asked you to stay, youâd still go. If I let you go, you wouldnât come back. So leave. If you already know what you want.â
⢠your fingernails sunk so far into your palms you swear you feel blood drip out.
⢠heart in so much pain, you forgot how to breath, how to think.
⢠then for a split second.
⢠that split second you see his eyes change.
⢠and like that, youâre putty in his hands.
⢠your lips tremble and you firm your place in front of the door.
⢠âYou want to go? Iâm letting you. Go.â
⢠tears fall from your eyes and you blur out for a minute.
⢠only to miss the powerless glint in his own.
⢠you take a the first 9 steps towards him, fast paced and disorientedâ
⢠only for him to take the last step, lips crashing onto yours.
⢠itâs back arching, the first kiss you share in a long time.
⢠the first kiss youâll only count in your books.
⢠âDonât want you to go. Donât.â he mumbles, fingers lacing into your hair as you bend against him under both wills. âIâm not asking you, y/n. Iâm begging you. Please.â
⢠you forget for a minute who you two are.
⢠two human beings with the right to feel.
⢠two human beings with the right to love.
⢠âGive me a reason to stay.â
⢠his lips are like the thorns on a rose.
⢠the bittersweet taste of strawberryâs lingering your own.
⢠âYouâre not just a contract. Youâre my baby. My first love. The only love Iâd ever allow? My soulmateâ my everything. Canât be Park Seonghwa without you. Not without you.â
⢠âDo you think thatâs a good enough reason for me to stay?â
⢠you donât doubt it.
⢠but you want to hear it anyway.
⢠cause you think youâve finally won against the big bad mischevious Park Seonghwa. And shit did it feel good.
⢠âItâs enough for me.â