US. 30.

I redownload insta because I was going to delete, but I was confronted with all these accounts from ppl that I used to know and couldn't get myself to delete it. Ive barely used Instagram in years and haven't posted in 3, but for this desperate reason I just didn't want to sever any tie with people that I used to know and haven't spoken to in years. I think that if I truly didn't feel lonely, I wouldn't feel that way. But I saw my dm history and there were ppl I haven't talked to in YEARS, and it feels so lonely feeling like I'm a ghost in these people's lives, yet I think about some of them so often they're almost present in mine.

As I'm getting stronger I really need to come to terms with the fact that I will not get a flat stomach

Been feeling very friendless lately, and then a girl I thought I wasn't friends with anymore just reached out to me and now I've made plans for next week lol