“Tu Mortuus Est”...itaque?

the thing that angers me the most about neurotypical people is how they question my own needs. when i don’t have a light on while cooking, because light can be overstimulating and my mom turns it on because i need it, even though i specifically told her i don’t want it, yet it gets turned on anyways launching my brain into panic, when they assume that i am being over reactive because of a noise or an expirience, or make fun of me for taking off my jewlery when overstimulated or how i pace around and can’t sit still, how i don’t express joy in the same way they do so they think i’m unhappy and when they see me act how they would when they are excited they assume this is a once in a blue moon thing for me to be happy. i just wish instead of assuming and laughing at what i know i need, they actually payed attention

you know what i love? absolutely love? when you are competent, even good sometimes at everything but one thing because in this once thing you have a literal learning disability, but this one thing is something that people think is so important and your a ‘smart person’ so you are basically forced to do the thing you hate in the hardest way possible leading to poor poor mental health

is anyone else like super uncomfortable with complements especially about smartness? like my best friend call me smart, and i felt weird inside, when my mom says i’m smart i want to cry, bc my brain is like that’s sweet but i’m not, i’m stupid and struggling, and so i feel like i have to earn that complement every time, which is stupid bc it’s someone saying something nice

Redd really has me scrutinizing this art asking questions like is this too much milk

My mom hates Pietro :(

Here I am in the midst of spooky season left without any costume ideas. Not a single one. In fact, I haven’t even had any decorating ideas. I am at a loss. I blame math for making me an October disaster

If there were a 2021 Lilith Fair, who do you think would be preforming?

Math is so nit-picky, like you want to correct numbers, in the correct order, with the correct negation? No thanks babe

Here goes another day of stem not even understanding what negative numbers are 👍

History teachers are the coolest

If you aren’t crying when you’re cutting onions are you really cutting onions?

Why are people always thinking I’m lying; like I just have anxiety and can’t form coherent sentences

It’s really fucking annoying when your taking a test like do I have ADHD just so you can feel like you’re not making it all up and also because you keep denying to yourself that your brain is any different and it uses language like “does your child” like no no. I am taking this for my self, not for some kid. Also how could a pareren take one for the kid, like neurotypicals can only see the behaviour. They don’t experience the thoughts. So how could you even accurately take it for your kid? And it’s not just a thing kids have anyways??? Also so many use s/he and that is also so fucking annoying anyways end of my angry rant