HI TAYLOR♡
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UPDATE: Hi everyone. This became a little emergency now. I decided I’ll buy cheaper ones because i need hearing aids as soon as posible. I haven’t got a job yet and I hate to do this because I know there are more important things going on and we are all struggling but if you could help me with just a little bit I’d be forever thankful. This is my paypal email [email protected]
(I wish I could pay you back or help you back in some way. I spent three years in the University so maybe I could help some of you with your Spanish homework??? — En serio estuve 3 años en la universidad jaja si necesitan ayuda en sus tareas de inglés encantada los ayudo de vuelta!)
thank you so much to everyone who is rebloging this <3
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@taylorswift @taylornation
I don’t know if this is going to work or if I should be doing this in the first place because I I know there’s people that need help more than I do but I guess it won’t hurt to try.
My name is Mar, I’m 22 and I’m from Chile. I would like to explain the situation first.
I dropped out university twice in two years, last time was last year and it was because there was so many things wrong in life and I just couldn’t deal with the stress. Months later I started having terrible panic attacks. Months after that I was diagnosed with depression and just a week later I found out I was losing my hearing. I knew I didn’t hear like a normal person but I thought that it wasn’t a major problem and it could be fixed but no, it has no cure and turns out it was worse than we expected. I got to the point where I’m having problems having normal conversations with people, including my family, and that’s why I cant find a real job or go back to university. I tried though… I few months back I got a job and I was able to save some money to buy my hearing aids but the panic attacks got worse and therapy was taking away half of my savings. I end up getting fired because I needed to leave or needed the day out because the panic attacks. It’s hard to find a job where I don’t have to interact with people but after all of this that is going on in the world it became impossible.
That’s why I need your help. I know there’s people with needs way more important than mine and I know I have no right to ask you for this because you don’t owe me anything, but if you have the chance to help me with my hearing aids you would’ve be helping me take the control of my life back. I swear I don’t want money, I want the chance to get a good job to save money to put my life back on track and think about what I’m going to do now that I know I’ll go deaf at some point (but not before I hear you sing in concert 💗 I’ll make sure of it).
If you read this and decide to help someone else, that’s okay. I’d be so happy for that person and it would make me even more proud of you. Thank you so much for what you’re doing. We really don’t deserve you.
AND if you really are reading this I want you to know that the ones that supported me the most when I found out about the hearing lost was the fandom. You have the best fans ever. You raised us well.
Love, mar.
