i want a life. i wanted a life.

woken up at 3:50 in the morning to take my mom to the er just for her to leave to drive herself 4 mins later

i cannot wait until the day i never have to talk to a single one of these people ever again

mother has stopped going to therapy and has turned to chat gpt for relationship advice

lost a t for the first time today. found her within like 5 minutes of realizing she was gone but i really dont know what i would have done if i hadnt found her. but i didnt even really panic because i was like well im going to find her. like theres not really any chance that i dont. and she was hiding in the second place i looked just waiting for me....

you can't have the life you want..... you can't have the life you want. you can't have the life you want when you don't even want it in the first place.

have been shitting nothing but straight liquid for almost 48 hours #2026ismyyear

leaving for galentines and i lowkey dont want to gooooo cuz i put myself in a bad mood. when i KNEW i was putting myself in a bad mood and had every opportunity to STOP putting myself in a bad mood.

i hate my mother!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!