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Noooo shade and it’s no shade but why did he do better in 30secs than an hour w other dude???

The way I abandoned this acc #deadbeatuser

It’s genuinely been so long since I’ve been using this and I am angry. About a multitude of things regarding him. Well really it being two reasonings as to why I am angry. 1.) that he hasn’t changed for shit and 2.) the fact that he’s doing this again to me to manipulate me I’m gonna tell him straight up whenever he answers like dude just hmu when you’re free and when you are dtf. Don’t bring up fake plans that’ll never happen. I alr told him off through imessage and ig soooo gtf on. You’re not serving me in anyway shape or form so please leave me alone.

Thinking abt this new tall dark man in my maladaptive dreams. He treats me so good & it’s always princess treatment w me

I’m so serious when I say I might have to start selling it

Wow July 27th I just paid that debt off ayeee so update!!! I’m no longer in contact with BL and it was a mutual agreement but mostly me like it was me having to end things if that’s makes sense. Like he knew he needed to make those steps towards going no contact w me but he couldn’t…he didn’t have the strength which meant in turn that I had to be the one who cut things off. I was honest…I told him I couldn’t go back…the reason as to why and it’s also like why would I do that if you aren’t changing and your friends even said that you didn’t change so? Why would I ever go back…knowing everything that I know & who you are as a person I want to slap my 19 year old self in the face but I won’t because she…- I cannot wait to dissect that part of past just a bit because….but back to the present…I told him he needs more growing up to do and that I regressed as a person being with him because I wasn’t my true self. Everyone I speak to tells me he’s a bum pero like I don’t like using that term but it’s truth behind that and I have to accept it…if everyone’s saying it…it’s true….everyone thought I was raising him…that was true to an extent and I wanted that to be no longer…I was tired of having to re-explain my feelings and so so many boundaries have been crossed with him…even moments of me freezing up….& he blocked me and unfollowed me on everything and I’m okay with that to an extent like I’m feeling feelings of guilt like did I do something wrong and it’s like if I had cut contact off w him sooner….he would’ve blocked me sooner…I don’t think he’s watching my page anymore but for the sake of my mental I don’t want to fixate on him blocking me too much so I blocked his number and I just deleted twitter….it felt nice and lowk gonna go into the sem feeling a bit better tbh…I did alll I could and like Jake told me today cut contact leave him where he’s at because he’s not at that place in his life where he needs to be or where I wanted him to be…there’s so much peace in knowing sooo much peace in knowing that I made the right decision…coming to the mountains no bullshit it’s fuck that loser FUCK THAT LOSER FUCK THAT LOSER FUCK THAT LOSER FUCK THST LOSER FUCK THAT LOSER FUCK THAT LOSER I needed to get that off me chest…everyone’s right and I do deserve better and his judgement shouldn’t cloud mines & now that I’m a little more calmed down now lmfao here’s a quote “best thing I’m learning about relationships is just enjoy your time w them. Let it flow, live in the moment, no one is yours to keep and no one belongs to you” & that’s the perfect quote to end off the night thank yaaa…also reposting whatever I want because that’s how I’ll express me self >_<

Imma do a quick scan of my latest post sorry for going ghost life has been awesomeness

Wait I forgot all about ts LMFAOOOO

Very grateful and very blessed