:) I’m :) trying :) to :) be :) a :) better :) person :) but :) some :) people :) are :) testing :) me

am I sick from anxiety or am I actually physically ill? a memoir by me

i talk a lot of shit for someone who’s scared to make a phone call tbh

I stay alive for like 3 people lol

my heart feels so heavy and sad

if you think someone looks pretty today, tell them. if you think someone is doing a good job, tell them. if someone made you smile today, tell them. if someone did something amazing, tell them. if someone made your day 100x better, tell them. if you love or appreciate someone, tell them. it always feels good to be acknowledged :-)

That feeling when people around you are talking about such inconsequential things and you don’t feel the need to give your two cents about anything because you realise how unnecessary their conversation is and it somehow makes you feel better about yourself because usually because of your social anxiety you push yourself to be a part of conversations and laugh at things you don’t want to laugh at and acquiesce when you don’t want to and for once you just sit back like nah, let them talk. I don’t need to prove anything, I’m fine being me

i wish i knew how to explain exactly how i’m feeling

The devil wears prada 2 felt like a Miranda Priestly humiliation ritual