Gonna rant, gonna cry, gonna reblog

as a parallel to sua embracing mizi, we see a quick cut to mizi's mother (?) hugging mizi as a child.

i'm honestly not sure what the second panel below means, but it'll probably be discussed further in later media pieces vivimeng releases.

as a result, we see mizi lash out at sua.

mizi completely snaps, likely lying about how she's content with her idol career (as hinted by her smile in the first panel below). however, feeling so overwhelmed with this sudden confrontation and the stress of her career, she breaks down before running away.

we then see a better glimpse into the infection-swarmed world.

during the scene where mizi is running away from sua, we do see a zombie following behind her, likely hinting at how mizi got infected.

as the infection grows worse, sua, who hasn't been infected yet, sneaks into the heavily guarded base where mizi has been contained.

sua finally finds mizi in this pale, infected state. however, rather than appearing horrified, she looks both devastated and relieved to finally have mizi in her arms.

sua then kisses mizi to make herself be infected.

remember from the scene where sua is sneaking in? there are signs and caution tape that warn uninfected humans about the "one bite infection." sua is planning on kissing mizi to infect herself—both out of obsession and care for her.

i think sua's further obsession and care for mizi can be implied by the lyrics below. sua is fine with infecting and destroying herself, as long as she can be beside mizi.

she is built up on this codependency for mizi, where she'd cross any lines to be together with mizi. in her opinion, even if they are both physically "ruined," it doesn't matter since they're together. their love is the only thing that's important.

Okay, so you know how at the beginning Mizi is seen killing a rat and Sua appears? Well, this seems to be right after her mother hits her (assuming), since she's a kid and has a bruise on her face.

This foreshadows how Mizi will treat Sua in the future, by physical punishment, but she IMMEDIATELY regrets what she did and starts crying (such as the scene where they fight). Note also how she kind of has a "lifeless" look in her eyes and even seems to be smirking (a stress response for some).

I'd also like to note how the "life" comes back to her eyes after she realizes how far she's gone, just as it did in the beginning.

Look how fucked up she is aggrggrregh.

Sua, on the other hand, is always there for her. The rat demonstrates how violent Mizi can be, but Suas's devotion looks past that.

She looks down at the rat and then back up again at Mizi. She knows she's dangerous, but she can't live without her. She'd do anything for Mizi, even if it means dealing with physical abuse. Mizi has also shown in Alien stage how violent she can be (beating up Luka and basically all of Karma show this).

Like Sua just looks happy to achieve her "dream" with the one she loves, meanwhile, Mizi is still putting on that fake idol face, and notably, her outfit is more revealing and attention-grabbing.

The doll origins.