It took Harry so long to say farewell to their friends that by the time he returned to the house, Ginny had bathed, dressed, and was in the process of cleaning her teeth.Β
She tried not to speculate as to the conversation taking place without herβreally, she didβbut it was near impossible. She knew they were talking about her. Of course they were. Ginny just couldnβt figure out what she was supposed to do about it. Because she had to do something. She couldnβt sit in this feeling of ostracization for another second.
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The wind gave a howl, flutters of snow swirling wildly in the air before finally settling in the steadily growing pile outside. One particular snowflake landed against a window pane. It blazed into a brilliant yellow before the warmth of the glass melted it and, transformed, the water slid away. Inside, a cheerful fire was keeping the inhabitants warm from the blizzard, though they seemed to have no trouble stirring up a tempest of their own.
Ron arched an eyebrow at his companions. βAnyone want a sheep?βΒ
βNo!β Harry emphasized his refusal with his elbows banging against the table. βI donβt want your bloody sheep!β
Unfazed, Ron glanced at the others, receiving a scowl from Ginny and a firm head shake from Hermione.Β
βAll right,β he said easily, using his port to trade in two sheep for a wheat. With a deft movement of his fingers, he exchanged his blue settlement for a city.Β
βFuck,β Harry swore, much to the amusement of his friends and wife. He consoled himself with a furious swig of butterbeer.
They had learned the hard way not to have anything with more alcohol content.
βHarryβs strategy of building the longest road doesnβt seem to be panning out,β Hermione commented lightly.
βHey, it works!β Harry said. Ron and Hermione shared a look.Β
βYeah,β said Ginny dryly. βThe one time.β
Β And he was going to prove it once again.Β
βAt least I have a strategy.β
Ginny made an indignant face. βI have a strategy!β
Hermione cringed. βYes, be chaos reincarnated.βΒ
βAt least youβre not like Malfoy,β Ron grunted. βBugger builds alliances and then betrays you.β
Hermione flushed. βRon!βΒ
βSlytherin through and through.β He bit off the top of a liquorice wand, the wand wagging back and forth after being decapitated. βNeville told me about the time he and Pansy played with Malfoy.β Ron shuddered.Β
Harry recalled something about Malfoy getting tangled up in one of Nevilleβs moreβ¦sentient plants after inciting Pansyβs fury.
βConveniently forgetting when you and Padma play,β Hermione shot back.
Folded arms
Hum the tuneΒ
Bet with draco - 10 consecutive wins later, he had to sing itΒ
Harry and Ginny met each otherβs eyes and looked away, laughing. Much as they hated to admit it, Ron was the king of Catan. Sometimes heβd even chant, βWeasley is our kingβ when he landed the coveted ten points. The only hiccup was when the queen was playing too. It would get very heated, both of them not backing down in their intensity. There would be none of Ronβs current laid back demeanor.Β
Though, Harry had a terrible suspicion that the fierce competition only improved their relationship. Especially when they got home.
βYou could learn a thing or two from us. Youβd be a lot more successful at the longest road if you had placed on a brick.β Ron gave his best mate a look of fond pity.
βTake that back,β Harry snapped, though he had been thinking the same thing for the past thirty minutes.
It was fine. His strategy could still work, Harry thought as he assessed the board and the number of cards in his hand. His four sheep could be traded for wood as long as a seven wasnβt rolled. He had a shot as long as he could get past his wifeβs turn.
βGive them here.β Ginny extended her hand toward Ron.Β
βPatience, dear sister.β Ron tossed the Gryffindor-colored dice, and Ginny snatched them mid-air. She focused on the board again, shaking the dice in her cupped hands.Β
Harry held his breath.Β
She let the dice fly. They tumbled onto the colorful tiles, momentum slowing untilβ
βNot again!β Harry groaned as Ginny and Ron burst out laughing.
Hermione made a disgruntled sound, her hair seemingly frizzier in her frustration. βThe number of sevens in this game has been statistically improbable!β
Harryβs eyes narrowed at the offending dice, contemplating a Finite Incantatem. βTheyβre cursed.βΒ
βTheyβre not cursed,β Ron said with a shit-eating grin. He leaned back in his chair. βYouβre just losing.β
Harry eyed the chair peg Ron dangled precariously on, considering giving it a much-needed nudge with his foot.
Ginny looked far too pleased with the turn of events. The way her amber eyes danced with mirth melted the irritation in Harryβs chest and almost made up for the travesty of what was happening.Β
Almost.
βCome on, discard,β she goaded with a snicker.
βJust when I finally got enough to make a settlement,β Harry muttered under this breath, reluctantly forfeiting his hard earned sheep and wheat.
Hermione similarly sighed as she dropped two rocks and two woods back into their respective piles.
Ginny picked up the rubber robber, rolling it through her fingers. She raised it menacingly. A pained groan escaped his lips as he watched her place it on the βthreeβ wheat tile. Her eyes gleamed as she reached for his diminished hand.
βWhy me?β He pulled away from her, already scrambling to shuffle his cards.
βYes! Why there? Itβs a three. Do I have to explain probability again?β Hermione interjected, yanking at her hair. She gestured at the much more lucrative βsixβ of rock with the exam-prepping intensity of her school days. βMore importantly, Ron is winning! You should go after him!β
βHarry has brick,β she said, as if it were that simple.
βDo not,β Harry lied.
Ron whistled, entertained. Her eyes narrowed in concentration as they darted between the four cards in Harryβs hand. They glared at each other, Harry fighting the way his lips curved up at the glint in her eye that made him want to reach for her andβΒ
She plucked his precious, hard-earned brick from him.
Ginny whooped with joy as he cursed loudly. He had mushed four wheats into that brick. Hermione shook her head while Ron laughed.
βGinny,β Hermione said, clearly pained. βYouβre going to let Ron win again.β
βHey, no one lets me win,β said Ron, rocking back on his chair with a grin.Β
Ginny lifted her chin and stuck her tongue out at Hermione. βI play the way I want to play.β She then dropped a wood and Harryβs brick down, swapping for a road.
Harry sat up in alarm, his eyes sweeping across the board. She was going to try to block his longest road. βYou! Donβt you dare.β
Her eyes flashed. βNo one tells me what to do.βΒ
Harry knew that well and good. Better than anyone else. Despite the surge of competitive fire in him, he couldnβt stop the surge of pride at his wifeβs words. He had learned the hard way to respect her independence. And he wouldnβt change that about her for the world.Β
Something must have shown on his face because she was giving him one of those famous burning looks of hers. His eyes flickered down, watching as the tip of her tongue slid across her lips. He glanced back up to meet her gaze, where he was met with a knowing look.Β
She hadnβt been so opposed to giving up some control the other night.
βOi!β Ron waved his cards between Harry and Ginnyβs faces. βNo, no, no βΒ rule number one of Catan nights! No heated eyes while we play!β
βHe has a point,β Hermione said, coughing.
βRich, considering you and Malfoy last time,β Ginny snorted. Hermione flushed, her mouth dropping in protest.
A loud thump made them all stop and look up. The look on Ginnyβs face matched the way Harryβs insides felt.Β
He pushed to his feet, more instinct than conscious thought, but Ginny had barely managed a swear before the door swung open.Β
Lily barreled into the room, her face flushed to go with her wild, windswept-looking hair. Just like her fatherβs. Her chubby face was set with a look of determination that so reminded him of her mum.
βMUM!β she screamed, her voice fierce and high pitched.Β
βLily! What are you doing up?β Ginny cried.
βNot tiβed,β she declared, thumping towards Harry. His daughter raised her arms, and he instantly picked her up.Β
Ginny rose with a sigh and brushed Lilyβs hair out of the way to check for a fever. She murmured to Harry, βWarm but no.β
Lily was only two and already a such a handful. She had probably been tossing in her crib. Lately, sheβd been exhibiting some exhaustion-inducing accidental magic, managing to escape.
βLily-Lu, itβs bedtime. Donβt you want to keep Mora and Stewart company as they go sleepy time?β
Usually mentioning her favorite stuffed magical animals (a knitted water mythical creature from her godmother, Luna, and the stuffed Hungarian Horntail from Uncle Charlie) worked, but Lily was too distracted. She leaned out of Harryβs arms like a resistant cat, neck craning as she tried to get a better look at what they were up to.Β
βPway,β she said, pointing to the colorful pieces. Her chubby fingers opened and closed in the direction of the red pieces that Ginny always claimed.Β
βItβs boring down here,β Harry cajoled. βWouldnβt you rather have quiet time upstairs?β
βUm, Unkl Won and Ant ErrrMeanNee um um pwaytime,β she accused.
βSheβs a sharp one,β Ron snorted. Ginny kicked him under the table, making him yelp.Β
βUng-kle Won, I pway?β She turned her big eyes and pouty face to him.
βDo you want to choose Uncle Ronβs next moves?β Hermione asked. Ron gave her a narrow look as Ginny snickered.
βHnnnnng,β Lily said, looking confused by the question, her fist making its way into her mouth.
βCome on, Lily luv,β Harry tried again, bouncing her in his arms to rebalance her. βItβs bed time.β
βNot sweepy,β she repeated, though she curled up near his neck.Β
βIt doesnβt seem that way,β he chuckled, his heart melting.
βBut yuer kwnot asβeep.βΒ
βLily, itβs bedtime,β Ginny said, more sternly. Lily seemed to pick up on her tone because her flushed face screwed up in fury.
βI WAN TU PWAY!β Her voice somehow raised with each additional word. Harry winced away, his ears being the closest to her piercing screams.Β
βLily!β Ginny chided. βWhat did we say about raising your voice?β
She began to cry, large tears rolling down her baby cheeks. Harry was struck by the ridiculous urge to take a photo. It was almost comically cute.
βButβpwaaaaaay,β Lily cried. Ron and Hermione smiled sympathetically, not unused to her toddler tantrums.
βWeβve talked about this,β Harry said, backing Ginny up. He patted her back soothingly, but his tone remained unyielding. βDo we get what we want by screaming?β
She hiccuped between sobs, leaning into his shoulder. βBut, butββ
βDo they?β
βNooooooooo,β she continued to cry, as if her answer devastated her.
βAnd youβre a good girl arenβt you?β Harry continued, rocking her back and forth. She nodded wetly into his neck, her cries quieting down to sniffles. βWhat do good girls do when they want something?β
βA-asβ n-nicely.β
βYes. And what do we say when we do something wrong?β Ginny asked.
Lily pouted. βMmmmmβ¦sworrie.β
βThank you,β he agreed, pressing a kiss against her hair. βItβs dark outside, which means itβs too late for Lils to play because itβs bedtime.β
βDun alone,β she sniffed.Β
βHow about I go up and read you a bedtime story?β
She perked up, her round eyes shining with unshed tears. βStowee? Mum and bwad guy, um, ummm, how sheββΒ
βOi, no spoilers!β Ron interjected.Β
The adults laughed as Lily looked confused.Β
βYes, we can do that one,β Harry said, indicating to Ginny that he had this covered. She gave him a grateful smile in return. Sheβd had her hands full with putting Lily to bed when he had an unexpected late evening yesterday.Β
βGood night, Lily.β Hermione and Ron waved as Harry carried her back upstairs.
In Lilyβs room, he recounted the story of how he and her mum reunited, all because of a mad stalker threatening her life. He was careful, of course, to skip some of the moreβ¦colorful moments, but stayed true to the heart of the story.Β
βAnβ den mummyββΒ
βYeah.β
βWoaaaaahβ¦β Lily always was impressed with this part. Her eyes began to droop. Her arms were curled around the long Romora. Luna had heard about her god daughterβs tendency to escape her crib and subsequently sent them the plushy of a guardian of seafarers that anchored ships. βAnd demn mum safeβ¦?βΒ
βThatβs right, mum was safe and sound,β he reassured quietly.
βThatβs good,β she murmured. Finally, her eyes fluttered closed. He waited in anticipation, listening to the steady breathing of his daughter. Her chest rose and fell in the telltale sign of slumber.Β
He felt the ground beneath his feet. Took in the roomβthe soft pink colors, the flowers that he and Ginny painted one hot summer day in preparation for their daughter. She had insisted on doing it the Muggle way because she preferred the imperfection. That was what made it theirs. Heβd stared at his newly pregnant wife, the blazing confidence in her eyes, the flickers of white paint on her freckled face. His chest had filled with a pressure that constricted his throat and took away his breath.Β
Just like that summer day, Harry now stared in awe at the glow of their daughter in the yellow-orange light, looking so peaceful in sleep and far from the fireball of passion she was during the day. Sometimes, he still couldnβt believe this was his life. From being alone in a tent, staring at a dot that seemed impossibly far away, to this. He brushed back a wispy strand of Lilyβs hair. Sometimes it still felt too good to be true. Like he was living someone elseβs life.Β
He smiled. Ginny would call him a numpty.Β
A quiet incantation later, the light went off. Harry descended down the stairs to the kitchen, where he could see his best friends and Ginny at the dining table. She said something that made Ron laugh and Hermione shake her head with a smile.Β
She rose, empty Butterbeer in hand, heading to the kitchen. Upon noticing him, she raised an eyebrow, her lips twitching upward. βWhat are you ogling at?β
βMy beautiful wife,β he said without missing a beat.Β
Ginny groaned. βThatβs so soppy, Harry. Youβre losing your touch.βΒ
He pulled her into his arms, something he had been craving to do for what seemed like hours. His fingers slid up her slender back, sending shivers up her spine. βI donβt knowβ¦ you donβt seem to mind.β
She arched an eyebrow, her fingers curling around his shirt. βProve it.β
Harry was never one to back down from a challenge.Β
He leaned in and kissed her the way he had wanted to all night. He breathed her in. Tonight, the subtle smell of flowers was mixed with sugar and cinnamon, from the baking session with Lily earlier. It effused him with a warmth that threatened to bring him to his knees.Β
He pulled her closer, even as her fingers found their way into his hair, her nails sliding against his scalp. Her hips pressed against his in a way that told him she had been yearning for this all night as well. But her heat was diffused with the gentleness of her lips against his. A familiarity, like a cartographer who had mapped their hometown.
Despite the years, he still felt the way he did in the common room when she ran towards him with blazing eyes. But they had grown more complex, tender, open; the depth of his feelings had deepened. Their bond no longer based on intuitively trying to understand one another, but on communication, time, and trust.Β
Slowly, they pulled apart. He felt her slow exhale whisper against his skin.
βTrying to distract me, Potter?βΒ
His lips tugged up. He had honestly forgotten about the Catan game. βI donβt know, Mrs. Potter.β
βNothing is going to prevent me from trouncing you. No matter how nice your arse is.β Her hand reaching behind and giving his bottom a firm pat.Β
Harry laughed. βSame to you.β
She pressed one more kiss against his lips before pulling away.Β
βGrab that?β She indicated the snacks as she pulled out two more Butterbeers.Β
With a wave of his wand, he refilled the bowls with snacks before they started to head back. βWant to team up against Ron?β
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