#zynithsposts

tbh I've not ever been super open about talking about that stuff. it's kinda perpousful. I've lived with this fear ever since I ive known that I'm queer. When I started to be myself online, I never spoke about identity or lables beyond the very broad terms(gay, lgbtqai+, queer, maybe some others), I have always hid by omission, never saying it out loud so I wouldn't get hurt.

But hiding who I am hurts.

Even though I knew there was more to me than the surface lables- I prevented myself from exploring those deeper parts of myself. But now that I have finaly worked past that shame, guilt, fear- it's a relief, I've filled in the holes of my identity. I know myself, and I can be confident in that.

Despite everything, I can finaly let myself be myself. I am no longer a kid, I've grown, and I am stronger now. I don't have to hide my thoughts/feelings/opinions/identity just because someone doesn't want me to be out of the norm- I'm my own person and I'm fucking free to be me.

I just wish they'd trusted me when I was younger, turns out, I was right about a lot of things that I was squashed for.

It's kinda like coming out of the closet lmao- but the version of me you 'know' won't change, nothung really is changing at all, it's just... more information, I suppose. a part 2, the dlc and so on.

You don't have to completely understand the specifics about who I am ig idk lmao just pls be nice, not that I will hesitate to block anyone that's shitty. duck you

and yes, I AM leaving that typo in for shits and giggles, aha. ha. ugh

Go water yourselves.

plants need water to grow, so do you.