#zoom yapping

Modern Hunger Games au, 2000s Sunrise on the Reaping au, and 1960s The Ballad of Songbirds and Snakes au.

Did i develop a Hunger Games modern AU in after I saw the SROTR trailer in where Haymitch and Lenore Dove have 3 daughters and a son Because I got sad about how much he loves her and how he just disintegrates as a human with out her. Maybe

I want to quit like everything in life right now. I have had influenza A and bronchitis in the past 9 days, and my allergies are horrible. I have missed 2 days of work and feel really guilty about it. Then I just looked at my schedule for this week, and I work a shift I explicitly told them I can't, because I am stage managing a musical, which is something that actually has to do with my degree, which I am going to be in at least 82,000 dollars worth of debt in so that I can go into one of 2 careers which are historically locked behind academic or money based walls which I had no way to even know about untill I was a sophmore in high school and I learned everyone I have ever knew in the hobby as me were 20 years ahead of me at 14, when I asked my parents of that privillage I was told no because people who did voice lessons lived all 2 countys over and cost 100+ dollars a session and It didn't seem to have a benifit to me besides fitting in with my peers. My parents want me to work in corporate, but I ended up on zoloft because that idea stressed me out so much to the point that they believed that I had a mental health problem at 18. Now I am exactly 5 months away from being 20, and I just want to watch fucking lore lodge and read fanfic of AU's of a children's comic strip from the 1950s about a depressed 8-year-old because that's how life is feeling at almost 20 with a job that makes me want to die and not taking my Zolft in almost a week because it fucks up 90% of the cold medicince I have been taking

What have I been doing today… giving the Capp family justice and I am only on Gonerils family. Which consists of elderly Grand Duchess Goneril and Albany and their 4 YA children of whom Miranda is the heir and the adult emo child who refuses to marry then the Hal and Desdemona are the favorites of the kingdom and with both having very affluent marriages and are much more popular than there elder sister. Then there’s poor baby Ariel who just is on the stuggle bus about marriage with her just recently graduating from Nursing School and not quite getting how she should get a partner because she’s never been focused on that.

My version of Barbie in my head is based on the fact that, as a child, I watched too much TLC and Sam and Mickey

The more I think about it the more I realize that my type has always been Witchy girls and Dumb men over 5'9