#zombielyfe

This week, crazy, filled, with, things

lists as long as China, Great, Wall,

but I’m okay.

Physics test - idk.  Spanish - haven’t been reading Spanish in class, apologized to teacher today because I felt bad.  Physics practice internal assessment - late. Teacher was kind.  Must talk with Monday about inability to resubmit. I am a zombie right now. Wednesday’s Tea House went well.  Haven’t properly slept in ages, will do that tonight.  Many, many things, crying, gratitude.  Tea House - "Your poem, Ash...brought me to tears.” x 3.  Loch Lomond performance Friday, insecure, but “Why didn’t you join choir?” “D’you take private singing lessons?” No, I don’t, thank you so much for supporting me.

Planning, more things, TAB, sleep, late late late assignments.  I hope next week is less.  I pray that God will continue to help me with my load.

I ate mint chocolate earlier and it tasted good.  Your Lie in April made me cry.  Always the Two of Us - I’ll watch it again on Monday, but not over the weekend.  Excited for Ace of Diamond episode!  Tomorrow, to something special.

Lots of things to look forward to, appreciate in the moment.  Not much time, but that’s okay, anything’s okay, and what I realized is

The idea of “work-play balance” is misleading.  You don’t balance the two out, you do everything you want.  That’s just how it is.  I’m trying my best!

Thanks for existing,