#zombie reader

CW/TW: brief body decay descriptions

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You know what it's like to love someone so much you want to eat them. You wanna preserve them so you have a little bit of everything that makes them who they are, but also hunger to have the entire culmination of their being inside you.

It isn't enough, talking isn't enough, touching me isn't enough, I want you to bleed and scream between my teeth. Even better if you struggle—I want to know I earned it when you finally go limp and lifeless, to let me eat my fill. Make me deserve you, make me hungrier. Greedier. Because in the end, I'll devour myself too and follow you. We can become one in the most unhinged, literal sense.

Digested gore, bile, and remains in a human shell. It still makes me want to eat it after it leaves my body, then digest it again and again, over and over, wring it dry of all 'nutritional' value. Of everything that made it you.

I'm going to bleed it all out of you and wear your skin like my own so I can feel your warmth, sleep with your bones under my pillows. A full skeleton to hold me and it feels just as good as the first time. Your skull is my favourite part. If I close my eyes and trace it with my fingertips, I can pretend to feel the contours of your skin and flesh, like the eyesockets aren't empty and you're still looking at me with those eyes.

Those eyes. I wonder if they'd feel like jelly between my molars when I crush them. Your tongue will taste like the last thing you ate and it'll be as if we had one final dinner together. I'll catch it all on camera, so I can relive our reunion whenever I want, so I'll see that beautiful expression once more and burn into my memory how you looked, sounded, felt, tasted like before it all ended.

...I'm not there, too far away to do anything, but you'll feel me all the time. I won't hide. I want you to know it.

( ၴႅၴ+ —YANDERE!NIKOLAI GOGOL! x YANDERE!ZOMBIE!FEM!READER!

SUMMARY: Your name.. Written in beautiful dark crimson red ink, a psychopathic clown has taken a liking to a lady. A lady that he found so utterly beautiful, a beauty of imperfections that nikolai found oh so perfect. But a tragedy has struck him, before he could continue his obsessive motivs and plans, bang! You were dead, but that didn't stop you from laying on your casket. you had unfinished buisness, which is your undying love and obsession that made you crawl out of limbo and find your beloved once again.

ᯓ ⁺₊ ♱ .ᐟ— DEAD DOVE+ ROMANCE + YANDEREAU! + SUGGESTIVE! + SMUT! (seperate maybe, i might make it but it will be linked in between the scene when its starts, you may find it at @heartz4verlaineszz, my freak acc)

MDNI!!

A/N: mutual yandere btw! Nikolai was already obsessively inlove with reader when reader was still alive and this works to reader too, reader has always been obsessively inlove with him too, also possessive reader and nikolai :P and this fic is shorter than my other fics

(art by CREATNZY)

๋࣭ ⭑♡WARNINGS! : suggestive, blood, yandere themes, swearing, obsessive themes, collecting of each others belongings, initial skin ingraving, pet names (Moya Lyubov (my love), Moya pitchka(my little bird), milaya (sweetheart))

Ah, love. Something foreign to nikolai, not until he laid his eyes on you. What a beautiful lady! Your imperfections had him infatuated with you, to your personality and to your hyperfixations, how cute.

Everything was going so well for nikolai, he stalked all your posts. Checked up on your phone history by hacking into it when you had your screen protector replaced for being too clumsy and dropping it.. He also went as far on stealing your clothing and buying the same perfume that you wear.. It was eating his heart away, the thought of feeling you near him made him just wanna squeel and giggle uncontrollably. Not until he heard you got into an accident and died.. He misses you so baddddddd!

Your funeral was being held soon, he sighs and lays on his bed with his hand on his forehead, not really having motivation to do anything. What shall he do now? He doesn't have a purpose anymore really.. To be frank, his life objective was to be with you. With you gone.. He thought that if you're gone now, might as well meet you in the afterlife as well.. But, not yet. He has to feel you at least once, even if you're already dead. He sits up with his back slouched, lookin around his room, fully decorated with candid pictures of you and a big shelf with your belongings, to your used plastic water bottles, lock of hair displayed in a gold picture frame with red wallpaper, your bras, shirts, makeup, jewelry.. Anything that you've touched really.. He smirks after seeing your stuff, he stands up and grabs your shirt and bra before stuffing his face in em, laying back down on his bed and sniffing your faint scent, "mmm", he mewled out before sighing and sliding your shirt and bra off his face.. His expression bored and numb, he missed you so much, he would be lying if he said he wasn't devastated. He hasn't eaten all day since normally he'd be stalking you at this hour.

He eventually sits up after hours of whining and smothering your used shirt and bras with his face. He thought at first that now your dead, he'd finally be free.. Oh but he was so wrong! The thought of not watching you and never being yours pained him. More than the thought of him never being free. It made him wanna dig his nails into his skin and scratch the meat off his bones off!

The grandfather clock on the wall ticking made him feel more restless, he slides his shoes on before leaving his place. The walk to the place where your casket is was no biggie, he kept his expression was bored and a void as he walked, different than his usual excited and smiley expression. As he reached your funeral, he stays behind the trees for a while, alot of your family members and friends were still crying and wheeping as they surrounded your casket, your burial was just a few days away, he still has time to make you his cemetery baby.

A few hours later, nightfall came, your family members and friends have finally came home! Leaving your body and him outside. He smirks as he stood up from his hiding spot and walked over to your gorgeous fuckin body that was laying peaceful in the casket. He lets out a few giggles, his eyes filled with excitement, his fingers twitched to touch you, he sees your pretty face taking it into his hands and caressing your cheek before leaning your head back, noticing how they didn't even try to put on the correct makeup style you liked. He quickly applied some lippie that he stole from you a few weeks ago, changing your lipstick before quickly kissing you hard. Chuckling into the kiss softly before setting your head down gently, your body was a little rusty so he had to be extra careful with his beloved.

"Ah.. There you go, you look more you now.. How stupid of those people to not know what your lip color preferences are." he talks to himself while staring down at your face,mocking the way your own family didn't even put on the correct lippie on, slowly lacing his hand to hold yours. Your hand cold as ever, he smiles to himself, kissing your knuckles.. Noticing how cold your hand was compared to his warm large ones. "hm.. Its okay, I'll warm you up!" he whispers and giggles, his eyes half lidded but filled with hunger.

He kisses your knuckles slowly before sliding in a ring to your ring finger. A beautiful red ruby gem, a red that was red to be the same shade of your own blood. He smiles sweetly at your calm face, the smile radiating a sense of insanity and obsession to it while he caresses your hair and cheek sweetly, "Moya ptichka.." he whispers sweetly as he gives your hand another kiss with his eyes staring at your eye shut face, "This isn't goodbye, I'll see you once again, milaya."

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At your perspective, your soul was still stuck at limbo, unaware that nikolai was already giving you what you craved for. Limbo was tough. Fog and mindless spirits everywhere, it made you irritated at how lost you were, but of course nothing was ever gonna stop you from digging out of your grave and watch him again.

Now.. Back to nikolai. It was already the next day, he only came to visit your body at night. Where nobody was around. It was the last day of your body staying on land before you get buried 6 feet below. He brought a few things with him, a dagger, a locket filled with his and your hair and some other questionable trinkets.

The foggy and dark night could be frightening for some, especially at the cemetery. But not for him, he brought a lantern to see your face just in case! As he ran over to your casket with an undying hungry smile, he jumps in joy in seeing you up close again. "Moya Lyubov!" he takes your hand gently, it was his last day on meeting your body physically. He snaked his hands to your hand, kissing your knuckles once again before tying a red ribbon around your wrist to mark you.

His gaze was pressuring against your unconscious body, the fog and darkness surrounding you and him was unbearable, the only light source around was his lantern that he brought that illuminated his hungry gaze and your gorgeous face.

A tune in his head played, an urge to hold you close and waltz in eloquence to prove how much he adored you. Though your skin was rotting piece by piece, your cheek stayed fresh as ever, he caressed your cheek in obsession, "still forever soft for me."

The fog and darkness really gave nikolai an advantage of not being seen, one of his hands slowly snaked down to your thigh, pushing your dress up and squeezing it with hunger, "The world has been so cruel to you, milaya." he whispered, talking to himself while you struggled in limbo to leave and see him even while you were dead. "But.. Even in death, you belong to me." he smirks, a smirk that could've haunted lots of individuals but it was also a smirk that was meant for you. For you to remember and burn into memory.

A few hours has already passed, with him just sitting on the edge of your casket and holding you gently while talking to himself all obsessed like he was talking to you. "Even if death make us part, you'll forever still be mine."

He caressed your cheek, holding you gently to avoid hurting your dead body, "Remember when you first started wearing that lipgloss and that perfume? Oh you are a gorgeous little thing. I couldn't stop staring! You were perfect just like how perfect you are right now." he talks to himself again, giggling and remembering how you smiled when you found something funny, another reason why he wanted to have you as his dear lady. Your looks just add to your eccentric and unique dear personality you know?

With the last few hours of the night fell down so the sun could rise, he held your thigh tightly, "Moya Lyubov, im sure you wouldn't mind having a symbol of me with you forever right?" he giggled, slipping a dagger in his hand, "This might hurt.. Apologies in advance." he whispers near your ear before slowly but surely engraving his initials on your upper thigh, gently wiping the blood of, whispering apologies and cooing, obviously you felt nothing since your soul was still at limbo. "Mm..you're so pretty. I'm sorry it hurts milaya." he coos at you, caressing your cheek and giving your thigh a quick kiss before covering you up again with your dress.

he quickly leaves the dagger under the pillow that was cushioned below your head, a symbol of him giving his dagger to you. he slowly slid the locket with his hair and your hair around your neck. As the daylight rose up, he kisses your forehead before slipping off after hearing your family members talking and their heavy footsteps.

He slips off to the nearby forest, waiting for your burial. Time passed as he got in disguised to look more like your..friends. Your casket was about to be buried. affirmations filled his head,

"I love you, I love you,I love you,I love you,I love you,I love you, I love you,I love you,I love you,I love you,I love you, I love you,I love you,I love you,I love you,"

he repeats in his head like a mantra, he takes a step near your casket, dressed in black suit,white jabot with a red ruby brooch and his hair all inside in his black top hat to conceal his long braided hair. Everyone stared at him, assuming he was one of your close friends since he held a dark red rose. Your casket slowly lowered down into the 6 feet deep hole, he throws the rose to your closed casket, "Death will not end us or stop me. We will be reunited milaya,"

At your point of view now, you successfully escaped limbo. The limbo that had a blueish tint, fog, mindless spirits that has been driven into insanity from how long they have stayed in limbo, and the murky floors that made you feel all icky at the sensation of sludge. In an attempt to leave this foggy void your will and unfinished business on earth gave you the strength to escape and return back from the dead.

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A few days has passed, a rotting feeling ate nikolai alive, oh god he needed to see you. His heart was beating so fast, only thinking about you whenever he gazed at the grass or that photo of you sleeping in your room. A photo that he adored so dearly. He thought he'd go off fine and be free but this thought of having your body with him eternally wouldn't seem like such a bad idea..that's why he packed a shovel. 2:55 AM, he snuck off, running to the cemetery on where you were buried. He slowly stood on top of your grave, extending his arm to get something from his cloak. He tapped his foot as he grabbed around before grabbing out the shovel and a lantern. He sets the lantern down and began to dig rapidly.

Pants and huffs and the sound of soil thudding could be heard, he digged and digged before hitting a "clink!", your casket, the sound of his metal shovel and your casket clanging, he smirks, sweat beading off his forehead, he sighs and let's the shovel go, letting his ability to push you into the land above. "We'll be together again Moya pitchka!" he laughs, Panting with a love dazed expression.

He sticked his tongue out in concentration as he pushed your casket into the portal, as he successfully got you on land, he wasted no time to open your casket, only to find that your body was gone.

Nikolais eyes widened, what happened to his lady!? Even the dagger he hid under your pillow was gone! He places his hand under his chin, thinking on who could've kidnapped your body. Nobody was around your grave for the past few days, who could've done it?

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Back at nikolais house, you were running into the woods, his dagger in your hand and your dress dirty from the soil that you climb out of, a few stumbles and runs you reached his place. With a quick climb of a window and expecting to see him, you found the house to be empty. You scratch your head and sigh in dissapointment, quickly moving back to ur apartment to change and quickly sneak back in to his room, so far so good. Nothing has changed. It was weird how you have never seen him sleep on his own bed. You look around, looking at his weird trinkets before reaching his closet, opening it and collecting some of his clothing before tripping on one of the gloves that fell to the floor, "oh-!" you land with your face against the wall of the closet before hearing the sound it made. It sounded like..it was hollow inside. You quickly stand up and dusted yourself, with a knock to test it to its fullest, you find a socket. You put your fingers in the rectangular socket, pushing it to the side to reveal a staircase, you smile proudly after seeing this, has your dear nikolai have been hiding a secret room? Perhaps it was a room full of more of his stuff. You waltz down the stairs, singing a soft tune, your voice having a hint of curiosity as you mutter to yourself, "Now now, i wonder what this room could b-! Oh."

You expected the room to be filled with more of his stuff, either it be more of his hats, clown makeup, guns, and other trinkets you can "borrow", you find yourself staring at the things that You own. The walls a dark crimson red and rosewood floors, and tons of big wooden shelves against the walls, all containing each of your missing things. Your lacy bras, Your used lipsticks , your panties, shirts, gloves you worn, used pillow cases, your pens, the old phone you had. You get the point. The walls were adorned of hundreds of candid photographs of you, one of the bigger picture was in gold frame. a picture of you sleeping and Nikolai in the corner as if he took a selfie and printed the picture out to have it all framed and pretty..Then you realized,the bedroom that you've been stalking and watching was just a decoy.. A decoy to hide his undying obsession of you.

you looked around the shelves and seeing the tons of bottles of your favorite perfume distracted from the feeling of your beloved nikolai having an infatuation of you,large hands began to wrap around your waist "Oh.. There you are milaya." he whispers into your ear,pressing your back against his chest,a haunting sweet smile spread across his lips as he leaned closer to you snaking his free hand to grab your hand "You're not supposed to be here you know?.." he pouted sarcastically before laughing "Moya pitchka don't run away from me..You can see how much I adore you." he whispered, his voice cooing and desperate while he was caressing his hand to your waist then down to your hips..your breath hitches as you feel his touch. Your gaze brightens up, letting him touch you freely, "Oh.. Hello my dear kolya." you gently taking his hand.

he grabbed your hand back swiftly,he quickly spins you around,your back hitting the wall and his knee in between your thighs..He had a hand on your hips tightly.. tight enough to leave a bruise on your skin You gasp at the impact huffing from the tension you've been caught. But you just can't help but enjoy this moment.. he had a hand on your hip and his other hand on your thigh,gripping it tightly and huffing, "I missed you so damn fucking much.." he kissed your neck, huffing and holding you tightly as if you would dissappear if he loosened his grip. "You wouldn't understand how much i love you, it hurts milaya." he whispers into your ear in between his soft neck and collarbones kisses, his kisses always changing into soft and gentle to rough and desperate.

You look down, not resisting but rather wrapping your arms around his neck, the dagger he left you in one of your hands, the blade was near his pulse, close enough to end his life before you sweetly say, "But i do understand. I missed you too." with those 4 words falling from your lips,his eyes widened. You weren't frightened or screaming like he thought you would, his wide eyes changed into a smile, a cheeky hungry smile. Perhaps this was a new reason on why he adores you damn fucking much.

He quickly pressed his lips against yours roughly, gripping onto your thigh and waist tightly, "Oh, baby, You dont know much i need you." he says in between kisses, slowly sliding his large hand around your inner thigh, lifting your thigh up, his other hand on your waist to support you standing. His voice turned into breathey, his voice evident with need and desperation, his grip on your thigh tightening, as if you were gonna disappear again if he loosend his grip, "Please.. Please, milaya, let me show you how much i adore you." he panted out in between kisses desperately, you huff and you gripped on to his shoulders, the dagger near his neck falling onto the ground, clinging and thudding from the fall. He leaned closee to your ear, whispering sweetly, his voice sweet as honeydew but breathey and desperate too. "See? I told you death wouldn't keep us apart.. Now.. Let me show you what dreams are made of."

You were wandering around the streets, alone and lost, when you were finally found by these nice people. They asked where your parents or guardians were, but you had no clue or memories about them. So the people who found you took you in and offered you shelter.

"They are so cute!"

"Such an angel!"

"A sweetheart!"

"What's all this noise about?" Tengen asked as he entered his home and heard his three wives gushing over something adorable. He wondered if they had found a kitten or something…

He did not expect to see his wives surrounding a small kid, aka you.

"Oh, Tengen dear, aren't they just cutest?" Hinatsuru asked, and the young man frowned lightly, not mad, just confused as he moved closer and sat on a chair next to you guys, "Who are they?"

"We don't know, we found them on our errand run!" Suma said, and her husband had to ask, "So you grabbed them and brought them here?"

"They had no clue about their parents or guardians!" Makio said, and Tengen nodded, seeing the situation from his wives' point of view. He took a closer look at you and nodded, "I think they are a zombie."

"That would explain their lax nature!"

"You're so smart, Tengen dear!"

"Can they stay with us, dear?" All three of his wives asked as they looked at their husband with huge puppy eyes. Tengen scowled, as he wasn't sure if they could just pick you from the streets and decide to keep you like some random animal.

The young man thought hard about what to say to his wives, but then he felt someone nudge his pants' leg, and he looked down to see you tugging his pants.

"What is it, kid?"

"Dada." You said, much to everyone's shock.

"What did you just call me?" Tengen looked at you, and you gave him a dreamy smile as you tried to reach for him, "Dada…"

"Aww, dear, they like you!"

"So sweet!"

"And cute!"

"No, it's not, I am not their dada!" Tengen snapped, but you just smiled as you hugged his leg, "Dada!"

"They have chosen you!" All three of his wives said, and the man sighed. This could only go South… But he still let you stay with them, if only until your parents or guardians were found.

But…

"Dada!"

You would follow Tengen everywhere he went, almost like a lost little duckling… And he hated to admit, but it was kinda cute. Days passed, and finally, Tengen managed to find your original guardians!

…Who weren't amongst the living or undead anymore. They asked if Tengen wanted them to pick you up, but when he looked at you playing with his wives, you looked so happy.

"Nah, if it's possible, we would like to host them?" He asked and after a long phone call and questions, he put the phone down and smiled at his wives.

"Good news! They are officially ours now!" The young man grinned, and his wives looked at him in awe, "We got them?"

"We got them!" They all cheered, and you looked at them in wonder, "I'm… Yours…?"

"You're our kid now!" Tengen laughed, and you turned to look at him, "You're my dada?"

"I'm your dada and these three gorgeous women are your mommies!"

"Mommy?" You glanced at Hinatsuru, Suma, and Makio, and they nodded, "We are your new mommies!"

"Dada and… Mommies?" You looked at them, and they all nodded… And slowly, you smiled happily like a ray of sunlight!

"Dada and mommies!"

They all had a good feeling about it.

Yushiro was returning from errands. He was so proud of himself, being able to help his beloved Lady in any way possible! He had gotten some fresh strawberries, as it was strawberry season, and the fruits were on sale everywhere.

He could feed them to his Lady or bake a delicious cake out of them! He was sure his Lady would praise him for his thoughtfulness!

"I'm back, my Lady!" Yushiro called as he entered their shared home… But there was no reply. The young man frowned as he took the groceries he had bought and set them in their rightful places… All except the berries, he wanted to surprise her.

"Lady Tamayo?" Yushiro walked around the corner to the living room and saw his fair Lady there… With you on her lap, hugging her.

"L- Lady Tamayo, what do you think you're doing!?" The young man shouted out loud, gaining his Lady's and your attention.

"Oh, Yushiro?" Lady Tamayo smiled gently, "You're back. I'm sorry I didn't hear you."

"I- It's alright!" He nodded and was about to ask about you when you opened your eyes slowly and looked at the woman holding you.

"M- Mo-"

"What is it, dear?" Lady smiled at you, and you whispered, "Mommy…"

"W- WHAT!?" Yushiro snapped, "She is not your mommy! My Lady, who is this kid!?"

"Oh, I found them wandering outside my clinic. They are a young zombie." The woman replied, and her companion frowned, "My Lady, I will search their parents for you and-!"

"I already contacted the agency, and apparently, they escaped from their facility."

"I see!" Yushiro nodded, "Please hand them over and I will take them back-!"

"I'm keeping them." Lady Tamayo said, stunning her companion, "Excuse me?"

"They obviously need a parental figure." The woman smiled gently as she petted your hair, "And the facility was alright with me becoming their host family."

"Mommy…?" You looked at the Lady and then at the young man who was glaring at you, and back at the Lady again, "Who is this?"

"Dear, this is Yushiro. My kindest, most loyal friend." Lady replied, and you looked at the man who tried to control himself, jealous how carefreely you were touching and hugging his Lady.

"Big bro…!" You smiled suddenly, and the young man's eyes widened. You thought of him as your older brother? That was so… Sweet!?

"Bro…!" You reached for him, but Lady Tamayo held you in her lap so you wouldn't fall on the floor.

"I- I-!" Yushiro wasn't sure how to feel! He should not like you at all, yet now!?

"Tch! It can't be helped!" The young man snapped as he offered the box full of strawberries to you, "Here!"

"Ooh?" You accepted the box and looked at the bright red fruits with eyes wide open in awe, "Berries…!"

"You can have them, if you want!" Yushiro said, and you smiled happily as you started to open the box. While you did that, Lady Tamayo smiled at the young man.

"Thank you, Yushiro." She said, "I'm happy to see the two of you get along so well."

"T- This is nothing!" The young man shook his head, "As their brother figure, I must take care of them also!"

"That is so sweet," Lady smiled, "I'm glad I have you here with me."

a Zombie!Reader Killer in Forsaken

Backstory

Once a test subject in a bioweapon experiment deep beneath old Labs, your body died—but something inside refused to stay down. The virus gave you control over your rotting husk, and with it, a gnawing hunger. You stalk the halls now, not just for prey… but for flesh. Every kill feeds your hunger. Every corpse builds your army. You are Zombie!Reader—a forsaken corpse that won’t die quietly.

Power: Feast of Flesh

Eat dead survivors to heal yourself (25% HP).

Turn killed survivors into Zombie Minions.

Minions have 500 HP and 40 stamina.

They hunt survivors, slow them down, and deal damage.

Max of 3 active at once.

Dead minions can be eaten again.

Passive: Heals from corpses get stronger for every downed/dead survivor (+10% per body).

Playstyle:

Summoner + Sustainer

Builds an undead army and feeds off the fallen to stay alive.

part one

plot: you're a zombie <3 CW: depictions of violence, depictions of obsession, gore, self-cannibalism (stay safe cutiepies!), blood, gore, eventual smut (That means Minors DO NOT INTERACT), self harm (I think? I'm not sure but I'm adding it to be safe!), military inaccuracies, dead dove do not eat kinds of stuff

A/N: let me know if I missed anything with the content warnings! Also please forgive me for the terrible accents, I am but a small humble person with the brain made of v8 juice- Also some of this was written on mobile so forgive me if there are any grammar errors ^^; banner by: @frostthecupcake (deactivated) and found by using "Find A Banner"

[Neighbor Yan enters ghoul Reader's house carrying a few tupperware containers. They enter the sleeping ghoul's bedroom and checks their fingernails and teeth for any signs of decay. Their teeth nearly shut around the human's finger as their eyes open.]

Ghoul Reader: You.....

[Neighbor Yan freezes]

Ghoul Reader: Huxley!

Neighbor Yan, relaxing: Hey there... You decided to remember me today?

Ghoul Reader: I never forget. I always know who you are - even I don't always remember you. You're too important to forget - plus I write your name on my hand!

Neighbor Yan blushes - placing the bag in hand on their bed: Right... I brought you some more food. Try to remember it's rude not to eat every bite.

Ghoul Reader: You don't have to worry about that. Everything you make is super delicious! What meat did you use in that casserole from the other night? I thought it was beef, but is also kinda tasted like pork too. It's so good and I taste a bit of it in all your dishes. I'm still full days after

Neighbor Yan: It's a family recipe... I can't tell you.

Ghoul Reader: Oh! I'm so sorry... I wanted to make something for you for all your help...

[Neighbor Yan bends to kiss their forehead. Their skin so much warmer than it's been since the accident.]

Neighbor Yan: Don't worry about me... Just eat up and write down everything you remember like I told you too, okay?

Ghoul Reader: Okay.... happy anniversary, Huxley

[Neighbor Yan wipes a tear]