transmasc grace headcanon that he had mentioned his disdain for having boobs and mentioned that he was saving up for top surgery just enough times that after he was sedated, stratt made them give him a mastectomy before sending him off.
when he wakes up, he assumes that the amnesia caused him to forget having top surgery, but eventually he starts remembering things that were very recent and remembering he still had boobs. and when he realizes that stratt tried to make his last few months/years/however long he survived on that ship just a little more comfortable for him he bawls his eyes out because it just makes her even less hateable.








