zeyneva book club date ? no pressure
It had been a few months since Eva had moved into her new homeâthousands of miles from where she grew upâand somehow, she didnât expect adjustment to be this hard. First, sheâd done this move solo, which, though an achievement on its own, made it all the more difficult to get out of the house and start feeling comfortable here. There was nobody she could lean on, nobody to egg her on to keep her moving and remind her how necessary a reset could be.
Every day, sheâd wake up and have to press the same thought into her head: Eva, remember. You did this for a reason. But maybe she was naive. She was freshly twenty-three. Twenty-three year olds donât always make great decisions.
And yet, she was here. She did the damn thing, as foolish as it seemed when she was feeling lonely or anxious. She couldnât stand just being holed up in her apartment all the time, even if her work didnât require exploring the city day in and day out. She could write anywhere, really, but that didnât make for great work, either. Her first real journalism job post-gradâat the Womenâs Tennis Association, no lessâwas, for all intents and purposes, her dream job. She was still in the beginning stages of it, so it wasnât like she was being sent across the globe to cover tournaments, not yet anyway. But that didnât mean she was exempt from writing actually good, interesting pieces. She wanted to do her job well. Yes, watching enough tennis to write consistently about the tour took lots of time. But not all of her time. She knew that achieving her goals meant getting comfortable with her new home. Making connections. Getting to know people. It would make her happier, better.
So, Eva started with the library. Truthfully, it was a place that always made her feel comfortable, being surrounded by books, but it was a step in the right direction. Sure, a better step wouldâve been on a tennis court, but she was taking one thing at a time.
When first Eva spotted a posting about a local book club meeting weeklyâwith her arms piled high with books on various subjectsâshe felt it was a sign. It would be a nice avenue to meet people in her community, and through discussing a shared interest, it was low-pressure way to form some friendships outside of the coworkers she was slowly getting to know.
The first few meetingsâdespite Evaâs nervesâwent smoothly. The club seemed to range in ages, from those a few years younger than her to adults in their mid-to-late fifties. The cohort also tended to range in size. Although their membership was into the double digits, not all their meetings were as well-attended as one wouldâve hoped.
One day in particular Eva walked into the designated conference room where meetings were held and, with a few quick glances passing over the whole room, spotted only one additional party sat at one of the tables. It was a woman seemingly her own age, with fluffy brown hair pulled back from her face into a tight ponytail.
Once the girl turned to face Eva and caught her eye, she smiled, setting Evaâs nerves at ease.
âItâs just you here?â Eva asked, scanning the room again as she made her way over to the table the woman was sitting at.
âI think so.â The stranger cracked a grin, seemingly relieved at Evaâs presence and humor over the circumstances.
âIâm Zeynep.â Zeynepâs eyes were warm. It made Eva feel better, too.
âI think I recognize you. I know we hadnât introduced ourselves, but you attended some of the last meetings, right?â
âYes, I have.â Eva smiled sheepishly, her face flushing lowly. âIâm sorry I donât remember you.â There were lots of new faces to take in over the past couple weeks, although now she was surprised Zeynepâs didnât stick in her mind.
âNo worries. Seriously.â
Eva leaned over the table now, unburdening her arms from both the bag slung over her shoulder and a container she was carrying with both hands. She sat down with a huff and brushed some stray hair from her eyes.
Zeynepâs eyes darted to the box between them. âYou made something?â
âYeahâI thought there would be more people to share it with.â The two looked over again at the empty room around them and smiled at one another.
âWhat is it?â Zeynep asked curiously.
Eva opened the container wordlessly, revealing a simple but clearly carefully decorated fruit tart. The fruits were arranged meticulously, even if it wasnât as flashy as other desserts could be.
âIt looks beautiful!â Zeynep looked back up at her. âAnd you made this yourself?â
Eva nodded, slightly proud of herself. It did take some time, but it was worth it to her if she could share something handmade with a group. Unfortunately, there was only the two of them to share it, but at least there was someone else there to enjoy it.
âWow.â Her eyes widened. âIâm impressed.â
âWould you like some? I mean, maybe while we discuss, or after, orâŠâ Eva didnât want to be too pushy. But Zeynep seemed to take it in stride, able to ease Evaâs tendency to overthink things.
âHow about while we discuss?â Eva liked how convicted Zeynep seemed, how easily she could make up her mind, but not asserting herself in any way other than was clearly just her sharing her thoughts.
âThatâs perfect. I have plenty of thoughts about this chapter.â
âMe too. Although, I read ahead a little bit.â Zeynep chuckled.
Evaâs heart lightened once more. She had a good feeling about all this.
When the two concluded their discussionâwhich, admittedly, derailed into a million directions, including getting to know one another in between servings of the fruit tart and sips of coffeeâthe room was still ringing with chatter between the two women. Eva learned that Zeynep was in fact her age, and that sheâd lived here ever since sheâd started University, so she was now quite familiar with the city. Zeynep, in fact, also played tennis, which Eva had to conceal her enthusiasm over. Zeynep was smart and very driven, she learned, as she was considering going to graduate school in a couple of years. She was also very funny, and receptive to Evaâs weird sense of humor. Basically, the perfect person to meet and form a connection with living somewhere new.
As Eva approached the door, suddenly Zeynep pressed something into her palm. âI know weâll see each other again, obviously, butâmy phone number. In case you wanted it. If you ever want to text me, I can show you some of my favorite places around here, we can just go for a walk or grab a drink, whatever.â
Eva grinned at her, and she could see Zeynepâs shoulders soften with relief.
âThat sounds wonderful.â