𝐑𝐄𝐘 𝐅𝐄𝐄𝐋𝐒 𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐁𝐔𝐓 𝐅𝐀𝐈𝐋𝐔𝐑𝐄⸺𝐅𝐀𝐈𝐋𝐔𝐑𝐄 && 𝐇𝐔𝐑𝐓. 𝐇𝐔𝐑𝐓 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐄𝐋𝐅, 𝐁𝐔𝐓 𝐇𝐔𝐑𝐓 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐒𝐄 who knew han solo longer than herself. she never wanted anyone to get hurt as foolish as it is for her to believe that no one would come out unscathed by what they were getting into. han wanted to help her, he wanted to see the face of his son && try to persuade him into, maybe, coming home. that’s all he wanted && because he chose to help them he lost his life && rey can’t, even. though it wasn’t 𝓭𝓲𝓻𝓮𝓬𝓽𝓵𝔂 her fault, forgive herself for not being able to prevent nor stop it. her heart reaches out for leia && the pain she must feel. ; rey’s hand raises to her cheek to swipe away the fallen tears, ❝ i’m sorry, leia. ❞ is all that comes out, rey doing her best not to allow her emotion to get the best of her⸺if it’s sadness, joy, or anger this upcoming jedi has a hard time keeping it pushed down like the jedi of the past were taught. perhaps that doesn’t have to be her . . . perhaps she can be a jedi while still being herself, while still being emotional. ❝ i wish i could’ve done something. i wish-i wish i could’ve stopped him ! ❞