#zelktage

I was planning to go to this live with Nii but ended up going alone. My first last live. Alone. Kind of sad ._.” But even though I didn’t know the band very well, only a couple of songs actually, I thought that it would be nice to go. The first and last time.

Before the live started fans were giving out light sticks and those kira-kira-rings. It took some time for them to come over to me to give me one of the rings xD I don’t know if they did it in the end because they’ve seen me looking at them giving out or... No idea ^^” But one of the girls came to me and gave me one of the rings and she was so cute >_< It was quite crowded. The live was for free but still, I’ve went to a couple of free lives during the past few weeks and it has never been this crowded. But yeah, it was a last live. Maybe that’s the reason why. But it seems like also the fans who gave out the light sticks hadn’t thought of so many people because they were discussing and talking about the fact that the light sticks and rings weren’t enough.

Recently I’m going to a lot of hard headbang-lives and absolutely nothing against these lives!! They are super much fun! But I was quite happy to go to a more colorful and happy live again. Zelktage also had songs to headbang but it was still not as much as my past lives. The songs were so cute and fun >_< And in the beginning Vocal Sena said that this is their 4th oneman and they’re happy to be here. The only time he mentioned the disbanding during that MC was when he said that even though everyone knows what day this is they still want to have fun and want us to have fun. So, everything was fine during the live! Really! I didn’t think that much about them disbanding after this live. When they played “splash!!” they allowed us to take pictures and videos! Only during that one song but it was cute ^^ Even though I did take pics and videos I realized again that it’s good that this is forbidden at lives normally. The song was such a cute and happy song but most of the people just stood there taking pics.

I was standing quite in the back, so unfortunately people around me didn’t move that much but I didn’t really care xDD I had fun!!

Quite to the end they played a ballad and Sena had a MC before it. And that was the time when everything started to get sad. He explained that he thinks of the following ballad as really good song. They’ve never played it but composed it already in the beginning of their activities. And he wonders why it never made it on a CD. But now it won’t make it anymore, so they wanted to play it live at least once. And really... it was a good song. A really good song. It’s a ballad but more the kind of dramatic one. Kind of desperate one. It’s sad that we won’t hear it ever again.

And then, before the last song, every member had an MC. I can’t remember what Haku said... Sorry..... But Rio said that this will be the last time he will stand on stage. Zelktage was his first band and will be his last. He will quit music. And he was about to cry but he didn’t want to. But Kaima said it’s okay to cry and Rio responded that he’s the type of person who can’t talk anymore if he cries, so he doesn’t want to >_< I remember that he threw candy.... I don’t know why xD I think fans know but.. I don’t know ^^”” But I got one! xD Next was Kaima. He didn’t cry. But he was so thankful for everyone and everything. He also pointed out that the girls in the first row have always been there and to almost all of their lives and supported them so much. And he asked us to applaud for them. I really got his intention but I also thought that it was a bit unfair because there were probably more people in this live house who have supported this band right from the beginning >_< Anyway, it was somehow cute ._. But he also asked us to stay until the very end because he wants to shake every single person’s hand and thank us personally. Kaima explained that he will continue being in a band, so we might meet again. Last, Sena had his MC. He cried. A lot. Also for him Zelktage will be his last band. It’s hard to remember what he said. Really... He cried and made everyone cry and... aaah >__< I just remember him saying “There’s only one song left.” again and again. Oh, and he talked about how everything will still go on. That whatever happens next, we should make our own life an awesome one. The best one. Whatever happens.

Then they played the last song. “Let’s go on”. Sena asked us to say goodbye with a laughing face and not with tears. I guess every fan gave his or her best to do so. To spend the last song with a smile on their faces. 

And then they left. After the curtain closed they showed a video. Well, it wasn’t really a video. It was buppan-introduction with their voices and explanation. Once again they asked us to wait for them for a handshake.

After the video they appeared in the hall and first it was two-shot time. I had no ticket but I stayed and waited. It took quite a while because they were really taking their time to talk to the two-shot-girls and sign the cheki and everything, so I was already thinking about leaving but... it was the last live ._. I wanted to stay until the end. About half an our later (was it?) we could go and say goodbye to them. They were so nice all the time ._. and cute.. and aaah T_T I shook their hands and talked to them a bit because.. there was no staff who was throwing you out or pushing you to the next member - the way instore events work. And Rio gave out those candies again xD To everyone. And Sena was giving “thank you”-photocards. And when he saw me and heard where I’m from he said: “Here, take three!!” And gave me..... two. ûu” xDD Which I’ve realized later. And it seems like jrocker like giving foreigners high-five xD Several bands did that to me!! But not to the people before or after me xD

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I’m glad I went. Really. It was fun but also sad. And.. aah.. I don’t know. I feel so sorry for the fans ._. Especially since Sena and Rio will leave the music scene. It’s hard to see your favorite bandmember go...