Will the stars align in our favour?
Warning: Smut, angst, failed pregnancy, mention of cheating, female reader
The sound of moans, growls, and begging filled the bedroom, the bed shaking as gojos cock throbbed inside you, aching to release inside you. His hand around your neck keeping you pinned on the bed, the small vibrator against your clit, making your head dizzy, eyes glossy, any and every word slurred as gojo ripped a 3rd orgasm from you. The way your walls squeezed around his cock had him giving you that cocky smirk he loved so much. "Fuckk, yeah baby, keep doing that and I'll never let you off my cock" gojo hissed, his thrust getting sloppy as his own orgasm approached, he made quick work to push himself deeper inside your already sensitive pussy, watching the way your stomach bulged with his cock while he gushed inside your pussy.
Gojo's hand squeezed yours as the doctor entered the room, holding a vanilla folder a pamphlet in his left hand and a look that was unreadable but it made the dread you felt somehow worse, your heart feeling so heavy that it might drag you onto the floor. The doctors eyes held a deep sorrow as he slid the papers towards you, clearing his throat to clear the uncomfortable atmosphere before speaking "I'm truly sorry, it never gets easier telling lovely couples this, but your egg count is extremely low and this is making the odds of you being pregnant much harder." All you needed to hear was that damned "I'm truly sorry" before your head hung in shame, uncontrollable sobs were immediate, gojos arms quickly wrapping around you in a tight embrace.
The ride home was horrifying. The world felt still frozen in place, air felt unbreathable, the silence ate away at your already aching heart. Gojo's silence was the worst part, Gojo was the love of your life, someone you depended on entirely in the sorcerer world. What would happen if he left you for being unable to convince? You both talked about starting a family, it was something gojo mentioned on the first date, not casually but not demanding either. Just "My biggest dream in life? Having a child and taking care of my family" those were his exact words to your question, a genuine answer that shocked you, every other person would of gave some bullshit response "Get rich" "Become a sorcerer like gojo" "Meet my hero", but gojo was realistic even though he was a special grade sorcerer, he too was a human being with normal wants and needs.
"Y/n? Hey, are you okay?" Gojo's words were quiet, voice not his usual confident, cocky, lovey dovey tone. It was unsure, scared, and soft like a child who was lost and didn't know what to do. "Let's get you inside, I'll order you food before I leave" That word, leave, it made you alert like a feral animal, your body wanting to beh, cry, yell at him to stay but nothing happened, you were exhausted, scared of the future, scared of everything.
Gojo left shortly after your food arrived which now sat cold and untouched in the kitchen, no text came in from him, no calls, nothing but silence. Your knees bounced, hands shaky and sweaty, your breathing sharp and shallow. Gojo wouldn't cheat, right?
11:47.
The front door's lock clicked, first the bolt lock and then the second smaller one the door now creaking open, Gojos tall frame entered through the door multiple different grocery bags in his hands as his eyes immediately looked towards you laying on the couch, "Hey beautiful, waited for me huh?" He asked smiling at the thought. "Come on. I got us some snacks to try and some cheesy movies to watch"
"Wait, gojo. I-" your voice felt quiet and small, you knew the question you wanted to ask but you didn't know the damage it could cause, how much hurt you'd cause, anger that Gojo would show.
"Do you still love me?"
Gojo stopped, the bags crinkling in the kitchen quickly halting, his breath even stopping "what?" His voice was sharp. "y/n what did you just ask?" He questioned but you knew it wasn't him asking you to repeat yourself, it was gojos way of making you understand how ridiculous you were being. "Why wouldn't I love you?" You looked up at gojo who now stood in front of you, even though his toned seemed angry his face was soft, eyes looking like he was about to cry.
"It's just, god I don't know! You've talked so much about wanting a family, said it's something you dream of everyday, fuck you even asked me to marry you some day and now this? I can't even get pregnant and it just, I feel broken like I can't give you what you want."
For once in his life, gojo was silent almost like he didn't know what to say. His arms immediately pulled you up off the couch and held you against his chest, both of you immediately crying clinging onto each other like you were being seperated by war. No words exchanged but you both felt each others pain.
"Of course I love you, y/n. You're the only person who truly see's me. Not some weapon, not a savior, not something you can use. You see for what I truly am, a person. If I ever, ever find myself not loving you then I know something is broken with me, not you. I want a family but I'm not going to leave because you can't get pregnant, we'll find ways, solutions, whatever the hell it takes for both of us to be happy." His arms now squeezed you tight against his chest, "God fuck, I'm so sorry you felt this way, I promise ill be every step of the way, no matter what happens. Now come on, love. Let's lay down and relax, we can talk about this in the morning."
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